Memories of who I am now...

[plazma]

It doesn't matter what I think now
Watch the wheels turning
I'm who I used to be and who I am is gone
Spun out into a thread of hope
Someone scratched my life
And now the needle's stuck on this
Fed up of thinking
But starved for thoughts
Motion blur on memories
Personality a gap
Does a solution exist?
Let me dream, it makes me happy
I don't mind if you take my dreams
Make a life from them
There's nothing for me in it
I can't understand impermanence
Overly familiar
Just echoes in a well
A stone dropped
Tumbling, falling down
Always...
-plaz out-

 

[leecie]

i dont need to say anything in response to this...
*hugs plazma*

 

[Queen Beat]

And I don't know what to say....

 

[funki]

Life is so fucking shit sometimes
hugs you babe

 

[Furnace]

even though it's kinda down, you have mad talent.
stay strong,
Taz.

 

[plazma]

I'm feeling not really down so much as puzzled and spun out, a little tired of it, a little drained. Mainly though, I'm just me.
Thanks for the kind words guys.
*cuddles for all*
-plaz out-

 

[TJ]

Life is a trip. It throws us so many different things our way, but it's good to know your're never really alone. Your're not. Hugs.