BLAAAAAAAAAH!
I tried to robodose over delsym with a 4 oz an hour and a half in and ended up puking it all up. I'm... kinda buzzed.
Oh. Apparently there's a subscription option now. That's nifty.
So yeah. I am alive. And blah. I've been spending a lot of my time writing My Little Pony fanfiction. And getting high when possible. On Friday night I got blasted and experienced shame. Just, isolated shame apropos of nothing. It was really interesting to explore those feelings, I guess.
I suppose it's better than thinking you're going to die. That was a fun robotrip. Just this sense of the inevitable washed over me and something inside of me decided it was the end. So I waited it out and... died, I guess. The wick inside of me snuffed itself.
Overall, I'd say that was an interesting night.
No, but robotripping is really interesting in my situation because I've developed ritualistic movements to feign competence. Or I just pee in a bottle and don't leave my room.
But yeah, there's this sense of ritual around my robotrips and sometimes it feels like I plunge into the aether and do important shit when I'm high. Crazy, right?
I don't know where I'm going with this. Here's your blog, Mel. Oh yeah I also wanted to post a picture because it's just so hilariously serious in my pseudointoxicated state.
I tried to robodose over delsym with a 4 oz an hour and a half in and ended up puking it all up. I'm... kinda buzzed.
Oh. Apparently there's a subscription option now. That's nifty.
So yeah. I am alive. And blah. I've been spending a lot of my time writing My Little Pony fanfiction. And getting high when possible. On Friday night I got blasted and experienced shame. Just, isolated shame apropos of nothing. It was really interesting to explore those feelings, I guess.
I suppose it's better than thinking you're going to die. That was a fun robotrip. Just this sense of the inevitable washed over me and something inside of me decided it was the end. So I waited it out and... died, I guess. The wick inside of me snuffed itself.
Overall, I'd say that was an interesting night.
No, but robotripping is really interesting in my situation because I've developed ritualistic movements to feign competence. Or I just pee in a bottle and don't leave my room.
But yeah, there's this sense of ritual around my robotrips and sometimes it feels like I plunge into the aether and do important shit when I'm high. Crazy, right?
I don't know where I'm going with this. Here's your blog, Mel. Oh yeah I also wanted to post a picture because it's just so hilariously serious in my pseudointoxicated state.
