Hello, I'm new to bluelight so forgive me if I do or say anything I shouldn't. I'll gladly take any advice on how to do things better. Also, English isn't my native language so you'll have to excuse my spelling/grammar if it's wrong.
I can handle every drug i've tried (alcohol, weed, MDMA and 2C-B) fairly well and I don't seem to be sensitive to anything and i don't seem to have any health problems with any drug. However, this story isn't about me.
This story is about how my girlfriend (16 years old and 58 kg) started hearing a very negative voice in her head, that wasn't hers, after taking 9 mg of 2C-B (orally). She had only drank twice, smoked weed once and she tried 30 mg of mdma once. The time she smoked, she was already a little drunk (her first time drinking) and she had a bad trip for ~one and a half hour where she kept forgetting where she was and her insecurity got really bad. after the bad trip, she felt somewhat depressed for a couple of days but both me and her thought she just freaked out because she was too sensitive to weed. She told her mother about it and she told her that she had had the same with weed, and that she became depressed one time after being too drunk.
This should've been a warning but both me and my girlfriend thought it would be fine if she did drugs, as long as she wouldn't take too much at a time. A few days later, we drank again (her second and to this day last time) and nothing special happened. A week later, she tried 30 mg of mdma and again, nothing special happened apart from the fact that she was more high than I had expected (I read that 30 mg was the threshold dose). 1 week later, we tried a low dose of 2C-B. This was 2 weeks ago and where the story starts.
2 weeks ago, I was invited to the party of my girlfriend's brother's party and me and my girlfriend already knew that we wouldn't be at the party for long and that we would just go upstairs to her room (the party was in their house) so we could just do whatever we wanted. I asked her a few days before if she wanted to trie a low dose of 2C-B while we were in her room. She said yes, and we decided that I would take 11 mg and she would take 9 mg. At the party, we went almost immediately to her room and took the 2C-B. When the drug started to kick in, I couldn't feel anything myself but noticed that my girlfriend was a lot more in a funny-ish mood (she had the exact same mood as when she triend mdma). I didn't feel the drug yet and I didn't like the mood she was in because it annoyed me for some reason (I'm usually pretty relaxed and don't like people who are active and trying to be funny, which she was when the drug kicked in). unfortunately, I'm really bad at hiding it when something or someone annoys me. Once she noticed I was a little bit annoyed, her insecurity kicked in again and this caused her to spiral in the axact same bad trip that she had when she had smoked weed. Only this time, she felt that the same bad trip was returning and this made it a bit easier to handle.
The bad trip went pretty much exactly the same as her previous one, apart from the fact that she heard a voice in her head that was saying a lot of negative things (to this day, she has a hard time talking about it because the voice forbids her to say what the voice is saying).
After the bad trip I thought she was okay again, but a week later I heard from her that the voice never went away. A few days after that (so a few days ago from where I am now) she was able to cope with the voice better after taking a 3-4 hour nap, but the voice is still as loud as it was in the begining and is showing no signs of going away anytime soon.
I was the one who supplied her with the drugs (alcohol, weed, MDMA and 2C-B) everytime including this time, so you'll probably understand that I feel somewhat responsible for this. Both out of guilt and because I want her to get better no matter what, I did a lot of research on what she might be having. Now, I think she has a mild drug-induced pdychosis but I dont know what to do. I read that drugs can either cause a temporary pshychosis (which I'm hoping is what she has) or they can bring up a mental disease, that she would have gotten later no matter what, earlier.
So please, if you know anything about this or what I should do now, let me know. Thank you for taking the time to read this way too long of a post.
Edit 1: 3 weeks after the party (so 1 week after I made this thread), the voice has been there less often for a few days. She is also fixing her sleep schedule (she used to go to sleep around 01:15 and now she goes to sleep at 00:00 or earlier) and she is exercising more, so we don't know if the voice is going away on it's own or if it's because she is in better physical shape.
Edit 2: 5 weeks after the party, she had gotten used to the voice a lot more, and then she stopped hearing the voice all at once. Instead, she heard a female voice scream. This happened more often but lasted a shorter amount of time. She didn't know wether this was worse or better than the voice because she had gotten used to the voice and she wasnt used to these screams, as she had never heard them before.
7 weeks after the party, the screeams stopped and the voice returned. The voice was now worse than it was right before the screams took over. This was in a stressful period for her, and we have no doubt that stress has a negative impact on her recovery.
10 weeks after the party, the voice is there a lot less often: about 3 or 4 times per day.
11 weeks after the party, the voice is there even less, and on some days it's not there at all.
We still haven't gone to the doctor, and we are both very aware that we definitely should go to the doctor. However, our parents know nothing about the situation and going to the doctor would mean that our parent would find out as i'm pretty sure that doctors can't medicate a child without notifying his/her parents. My girlfriend is pretty sure that she wouldn't be allowed to see me again if her parent found out, and my parents would not react too well either. We know this is a very childish reason for not going to the doctor, but it is the way it is.
Edit 3: 18 weeks after the party, she stopped hearing the voice. Just before that, she heard it every two or three days, until she suddenly stopped hearing the voice all together. Up to now, 20 weeks after the party, she still hasn't heard the voice so it seems to be over.
Thanks for all the advice.
Edit 4: About five and a half months after she stopped hearing the voice, she still hasn't heard it so it's definitely over. This doesn't mean she got off completely without lasting psychological damage as she is traumatised to some extend, but the worst went away. This will probably be the last edit unless something strange happens with her. I hope this thread can help some people who might be going through the same situation as I did.