I wanted to post on this forum because this conundrum has always intrigued me.
FYI - I was a very big smoker for a little over 2 years (junior & senior year in highschool), I would say close to every day - smoking with good friends and strangers alike - and I was always able to enjoy myself, I never dealt with consistent paranoia or anxiety. I had even come in very close encounters with police on multiple occassions and that had never had a lasting effect on myself.
I then moved onto my undergraduate studies - where I was introduced to new people and new ideas, all of whom only seemed to enhance the idea that cannabis was good for the mind and for intelligent thought in general. - Which, I to this day, believe to be true.
After my first semester, literally the first night I was home from school, I was 'caught' by my parents (who weren't mad - just disappointed in me & worried because I had left such a potent strand in my pockets for them to discover that they thought it was laced...)
Ever since that experience I have been unable to enjoy my high. Comfortable situation or not, the Netherlands or the US, combined with e/lsd/shrooms or by itself, weed consistently makes whatever situation I'm genuinely horrible.
I'm not posting here to complain about not being able to enjoy my high anymore, or anything along those lines, I'm just trying to find out for myself why this has happened. Why, in what seems, one bad experience can ruin a lifetime of smoking? Is partly due to myself aging? Could it be contributed to the fact that as I have grown older, I have become much more intelligent than my naive self was in highschool? ...as they say ignorance is bliss...
And if so, why does age affect what seems like more than just a few people in them being able to experience an enjoyable high?