i have been smoking only once a week lately which is fine. not buying weed is a tremendous help and so far i have only been mooching off people who smoked a fair amount of my weed in the past. i have to say that i miss it a lot less than in the beginning. every time i have gotten stoned the past weeks i didnt fully enjoy it. i am a more interesting and fun person when i am not high. when im high i become quiet and apathetic. it feels restricitve. i cant even hold a proper conversation with a friend cause my thoughts are always occupied with "meta-conversation".
i still really enjoy weed by myself or with a really close friend who understands that im different when im high. being high with people who i am not 100% comfortable with just creates weirdness for me and for them. since its difficult to smoke by yourself or with a select friend if you dont buy weed i will probably wont be doing much smoking in the future.
i still really enjoy weed by myself or with a really close friend who understands that im different when im high. being high with people who i am not 100% comfortable with just creates weirdness for me and for them. since its difficult to smoke by yourself or with a select friend if you dont buy weed i will probably wont be doing much smoking in the future.