I'm on week two and two days. I know I said earlier I'd stop after 4/20, which didn't happen; I just kinda eased into it. All I got is a little bit of rez...which will get me high, I know. I'm away from all my contacts, although I can easily find one here, I know a guy who might be able to get me some if I got a need for weed. Regardless, I don't think I'll be toking all summer, outside the rez I have. And that's only happening if I pass my upcoming drug test, which I'm becoming more confident that I will (my dad doesn't share this confidence).
So, if I pass the test (I got a few tricks up my sleeve) I'll do it one last time, then, maybe occasionally, if at all over the summer. So far I've been doing well, though I still think about it daily. I am definitely psychologically addicted, no doubt.
For me, though, the negatives do not outweigh the positives. I see it like this: there are times that are good to toke up, and times that are not. Sometimes, it makes me stimulated, I was to enjoy stuff, I become more creative and the like. It's even motivated in a creative sense at times. I don't get any more anti-social when I'm blazed, unless my surroundings warrant such behavior. Plus, it helps me to sleep on nights that I find it difficult. Ever since being clean, I noticed more vivid dreams occurring nightly. This pleases me, because I can start working toward lucid dreaming again.
As soon as I get back to Pittsburgh, though, I will be purchasing a bubbler for the room, and me and my two roommates will be sure to christen it with good bud.