john mason
Bluelighter
I had a relapse... after not smoking for 3 months. I had a huge fight with my parents and my head was kinda fucked up at the time cuz I had a lot of shit on my mind... this was 5 nights ago. It wasn't spur of the moment or anything, I pretty much planned it out about 4 hours in advance of when I smoked it.
Man. Oh. Man. Talk about BLOWN. It was basically like the first time I ever smoked in my life... back in freshman year, I was so fucked up I couldn't even really move. I was with my friends and I told em tonight was a special occassion and I was gonna have a few hits on the pipe. I was kinda worried that after so much time not smoking weed, dank might get me TOO high so I had him pack 1/2 a bowl of mids. Back in the day, this amount would do nothing. Seriously, nothing. Listening to "Nothing Else Matters" I was waiting for the solo to come in before I blazed it. I love doing that.
Anyway.. after I smoked that I was already high as hell, I couldnt stop smiling, could barely say anything without laughing, etc.. from like 4-5 hits of mids. I wanted more. So my other friend packed a bowl of some good dank. This is what did me in. It was too much for my tolerance.
After smoking like 1/2 the bowl of dank I gave it to them... I couldn't take anymore. I smoked a cigarette and after that I was pretty much out. I've heard of people tripping off weed before but I never really beleived it... NOW I do. I got closed eye visuals, music was enhanced to an almost UNBELEIVABLE degree similar to pychedelics. I'm not joking... it was very very intense.
In my mind, I could handle how high I was, but the body stone was so heavy it really was pretty unpleasant. I got out of the car and could barely stand up without leaning on something etc... not fun.
We went inside and I was watching them play Gamecube, unable to think... I was so high. Then I realized I didn't like to feel this stupid. The weed took my "edge" away from me... the edge I have grown rather fond of over the last 3 months.. I dont think weed is my thing anymore. I really dont know how I went so long smoking copious amounts of dank every day... I just can't do it anymore. I can't go back into that fog...
Just wanted to post this story since it was a pretty big deal for me after going for so long without weed.
Good luck to yall, and I'm not off the bandwagon dont worry. This is just a new beginning to more sobriety from weed.

Man. Oh. Man. Talk about BLOWN. It was basically like the first time I ever smoked in my life... back in freshman year, I was so fucked up I couldn't even really move. I was with my friends and I told em tonight was a special occassion and I was gonna have a few hits on the pipe. I was kinda worried that after so much time not smoking weed, dank might get me TOO high so I had him pack 1/2 a bowl of mids. Back in the day, this amount would do nothing. Seriously, nothing. Listening to "Nothing Else Matters" I was waiting for the solo to come in before I blazed it. I love doing that.
Anyway.. after I smoked that I was already high as hell, I couldnt stop smiling, could barely say anything without laughing, etc.. from like 4-5 hits of mids. I wanted more. So my other friend packed a bowl of some good dank. This is what did me in. It was too much for my tolerance.
After smoking like 1/2 the bowl of dank I gave it to them... I couldn't take anymore. I smoked a cigarette and after that I was pretty much out. I've heard of people tripping off weed before but I never really beleived it... NOW I do. I got closed eye visuals, music was enhanced to an almost UNBELEIVABLE degree similar to pychedelics. I'm not joking... it was very very intense.
In my mind, I could handle how high I was, but the body stone was so heavy it really was pretty unpleasant. I got out of the car and could barely stand up without leaning on something etc... not fun.
We went inside and I was watching them play Gamecube, unable to think... I was so high. Then I realized I didn't like to feel this stupid. The weed took my "edge" away from me... the edge I have grown rather fond of over the last 3 months.. I dont think weed is my thing anymore. I really dont know how I went so long smoking copious amounts of dank every day... I just can't do it anymore. I can't go back into that fog...
Just wanted to post this story since it was a pretty big deal for me after going for so long without weed.
Good luck to yall, and I'm not off the bandwagon dont worry. This is just a new beginning to more sobriety from weed.
