evilbrain
Greenlighter
who the fuck would show up to rehab claiming a weed habit - that's weak
hah yeah thats the truth.... i hear they have MA in california... would def try that first
who the fuck would show up to rehab claiming a weed habit - that's weak
I said it is more addictive but not more destructive. I'm really addicted to breathing oxygen also so I don't know if people should freak out over being addicted to it unless it interferes with living a decent life.Yer lots of people go to cannabis anonymous eh?
When I stopped using facebook, I was instantly happier and never went back. I wasn't up all night, freaking out and feeling like I am going to have a heart attack, even with melatonin and 12 beers deep, which is occuring as I come off of my 5 gram a day habit, which I developed in the same way as that of most other drug addicts to any other substance... I just really like pot more than being sober and more than any other drug on this planet and took it much too often for too many years because I wanted to have a great time getting blazed and enjoy life to the max and I was absolutely a functional addict... then started getting physical withdrawal symptoms and insane cravings which fucked me over completely and got me smoking more and more and more...
the general vibe among stoners is "man, just smoke it all you want, it can't do fuck all and if it messes with you then it's just because you're a pussy and it's all in your head, it's not even real man"
rave_itsrealfun said:It's like I was always meant to be one of those people who never partook in smoking pot because I didn't need it in my life and it brought me down. I liked shrooms much more but those are worthless to me now, as a dope fiend. However, I have turned out to be the biggest pothead of all, out of every single person I have ever known in life. I like being active and confrontational - as a dominant male -I was never meant to live life so passively.
rave_itsrealfun said:I am an exercise fiend. In fact, I have probably spent more time in the gym and riding my bike then you ever will in your life Arci, and I also could probably beat the living fuck out of your stupid, sorry ass.
rave_itsrealfun said:3 miles? Sorry, but I'm not a pussy. I do at the very least 10k, 3 times a week with all sorts of other workouts in between and in the past I have done marathons.
rave_itsrealfun said:This is obvious to me because of how intelligent I am, how much potential I once had, I even have advanced degrees and went through intense schooling, only to fuck it all up taking too many drugs. I had the best marks of all, breezed through higher education.
rave_itsrealfun said:if I ever got off this shit, I would be doing a hell of a lot for society
I am an exercise fiend. In fact, I have probably spent more time in the gym and riding my bike then you ever will in your life Arci, and I also could probably beat the living fuck out of your stupid, sorry ass. Your post was so pompous and ignorant, that if I knew you in real life you'd be leaving with a black eye and a bloody broken nose.
Man I completely agree with you. I'm just a really aggressive guy with a whole lot of issues
To continue my rant, which should become less aggressive with increasing clarity as time continues to pass, these anti-psychotics keep the mania at bay and I really need them right now to get through this. I mean, they were prescribed by a weed addictions expert who says all his weed fiends swear by the stuff. It's easy to see why. It makes me feel like I am tripping the fuck out. I've seriously got that spine tingling "trip vibe." It's like I am on an extremely lucid, physically benign, mild and relaxed version of a combination of mushrooms and mdma. I have very heightened visual awareness like I normally do on psychedelics. I'm noticing all sorts of crazy shit about the visual atmosphere of my living quarters, that I didn't notice before. Man, smoking weed ruins my visual awareness. I get locked up in my mind and I can't even pay attention to what is going on around me. Smoking weed destroys my ability to intrepret and explore forms of visual art. This is wonderful, to begin to connect with the crazy reality through my eyes and created in my mind. Man, it's making me feel like this is all just one big, bad trip. It's going to end, like all trips there is a final destination. I should probably stop taking these meds before they make me schizophrenic, but I will certainly need them for another week or so as I continue on my extended, long term comedown from cannabis abuse.
I had a strange dream, it was way back in time when I was living somewhere that I had a couple of plants. I went to water them, and they had disappeared.