Squeaks
Bluelighter
Why do I put myself through such torture?
I know you are not the one for me but altered states allways bring me to you.
I see you as the Black Widow
You are the praying Mantis to me ready to chop my head off at a givens notice
I see this when I am sober but those pheremones you give off make me come back for more and more pain.
No.....
You are Not the right one for me
Why must I be subjected to this torment then?
Are you the only one in my life who can give me such pleasure yet give me such pain?
Are you the one i am "destined for" but seem so far away?
Who is one to say I am your soulmate?
When making love to you tonight I realized I am a better person without you.
You twist my thoughts... My hopes... My dreams into what you feel should be the perfect man.
Well hunny I am not perfect
Its time to move on
I don't know what draws you to me and me to you but it's got to stop.
You are not the right girl for me.
Things have to change.
Maybe we need a little time away from each other... If only you could understand this....
Why does it allways have to be "let's go to the bar" or "let's go to the nightclub"
Whatever happened to "let's go to the movies" or "lets go for a walk"
I am realizing it why cant you!
What I cant get from you is passion
It's allways animal magnetism that we go through
It's time to steer away from instincts and go with the heart.
I do not love you like that....
Lets just try to be friends.
I sincerely don't want you out of my life
But I cant go on living this lie that we both know we share
I have finally realized it after tonight...
It's your turn now!!!!!!!!!
Take the step into the unkown
Next time you see me say hi.... "how ya doing"
Not "Hi wanna Fuck"
I promise you together we can make this change...
A road to recovery......
I know you are not the one for me but altered states allways bring me to you.
I see you as the Black Widow
You are the praying Mantis to me ready to chop my head off at a givens notice
I see this when I am sober but those pheremones you give off make me come back for more and more pain.
No.....
You are Not the right one for me
Why must I be subjected to this torment then?
Are you the only one in my life who can give me such pleasure yet give me such pain?
Are you the one i am "destined for" but seem so far away?
Who is one to say I am your soulmate?
When making love to you tonight I realized I am a better person without you.
You twist my thoughts... My hopes... My dreams into what you feel should be the perfect man.
Well hunny I am not perfect
Its time to move on
I don't know what draws you to me and me to you but it's got to stop.
You are not the right girl for me.
Things have to change.
Maybe we need a little time away from each other... If only you could understand this....
Why does it allways have to be "let's go to the bar" or "let's go to the nightclub"
Whatever happened to "let's go to the movies" or "lets go for a walk"
I am realizing it why cant you!
What I cant get from you is passion
It's allways animal magnetism that we go through
It's time to steer away from instincts and go with the heart.
I do not love you like that....
Lets just try to be friends.
I sincerely don't want you out of my life
But I cant go on living this lie that we both know we share
I have finally realized it after tonight...
It's your turn now!!!!!!!!!
Take the step into the unkown
Next time you see me say hi.... "how ya doing"
Not "Hi wanna Fuck"
I promise you together we can make this change...
A road to recovery......
