Yeah, I'd love tetrazepam to be available here, just as a muscle relaxant. They sometimes use other benzos as muscle relaxants when spasms, painful ones happen after one has forced a lot, work or sport related, low dose valium like a single 5mg pill or ativan 0.5mg is what i know some people had for those kind of effects, but that damn german diagram I wish I didn't lose which is a bar diagram with each colour over the benzos available in germany and how long the bar is, is a representation of how anxiolytic, hypnotic, muscle relaxant and length of action. The superimposed kind of horizontal kind of bar graphic with the names of the benzos to the left and bars to the right (I want somebody to find it back haha, I think I found it at opiophile, maybe I'll go to that place with letters for forums but that's chill and weed lovin' and ask for it, surely the pic collectors there could help.
As for your friends, some people here, are (creepily) keeping tabs on my benzo habits and such. I'm done ordering benzos since I finally got a sleeper for nights where my 20mg valium a day + suboxone + hydroxyzine still don't cut it, got a script for the godly Nitrazepam, its really stroong and nobody should take more than 15mg, so 1 10mg pill and a half or 3 of the 5's.I got the 10's, I got enough health issues to warrant a break my new GP said, since I'm bipolar, I can't take SSRI's, SNRI's ant most antidepressants. Manerix is okay though, a reversible MAOI, no dietary restrictions, I still got 3 bottles of the 150mg pills (there's 300mg pills) and they have to be taken twice a day (my psychiatrist was all like, you take a low dose, is it even efficient?). But it made me feel happy but also really dumb, I would smile and it would come naturally at a sunset while I was bringing empty bags of cans to the gas station on foot to get more beer (that was at another part of my life where I touched the lowest to me, although I IV'd in that apartment I was a chipper, no the problem was needing a gram of weed or hash and a 12 pack to get through the day, I stopped drinking by myself, it was very easy since, at the same time I had a script of 2mg clonazepam x 2 ! 4mg clonaz, which is why now I have a valium script that is 2/3 less benzo activity in my brains, that fog in my memory, which I didn't notice at all, when it was lifted, when I got to 30mg valium during the 5mg less a week taper until I felt uncomfortable.
So that's why I find your friends tolerance for whatever it is they do that is rx in your country, but even me never reached such depths, it wouldn't be sustainable, what doctor is gonna script me 10mg of the benzos active at 0.25 and who's largest dose increments are 2mg (Xanax, Ativan, Loprazolam, Lormetazepam, etc.) and no black market for benzos here, at all. Whatever it is they do, it's ridiculous. I take benzos since april 2007 and the most I ever had was 8mg clonazepam one shot, and clonazepam after a certain dose, say 6mg, turns into a clumsy stimulant with depressive thoughts and some kind of anger at every little thing, paradoxical reaction everywhere.
I can explain to you, Meclonazepam is sold by very little vendors, maybe a single one, who has very inconvenient to the general public manners of transaction, it was the one with 1.25 and 0.75mg flubromazolam pills that apparently kicked one's ass as hard as the pink 1mg capsules...those were ungodly, one minute you're awake, the other you're deep asleep, not even time to get into bed sometimes.
It sounds interesting if its similar to clonazepam, but I won't be ever testing it it seems. Like the laughable Pyrazolam... It's a shame that diclazepam is banned in your country, it's kind of a valium-like compound, it also turns into nordiazepam after first pass metabolism, I think, if not, its a derivative your own body makes that acts a lot like nordazepam, it can be used to get off the stronger ones you order online if one's in trouble, and its dirt cheap. I won't be ordering RC benzos anymore, after failed promises like flunitrazolam, adinazolam, and the complete duds that deschloretizolam and nifoxipam are(still can't make sense of the name of the latter, usually benzos have a chemical name that is related to their structure, well not that one. The only one I'll really miss is Flubromazepam, maybe someday I'll get some more greenies or just 4mg beige ones, since I'm okay with my own scripts and don't wanna push it and raise back my tolerance to stupid levels. I might also order a bag of powder etizolam here and there, just cos it crosses no borders, its not cheap but at least its in my currency so I get enough to warrant it. Canadians are really getting assraped with the dollar going back to almost the laughable 90's 0,63 USD, 0,75 and basically 1 for 2 when it comes to british pounds...since January, I also order way less vinyl records, especially from the US (on discogs.com, ebay but for music only), when near parity was the paradigm...at 0,96 to 0,88 it was still fine but now just no, except mauybe if it's 7 icnches and EP's, because USPS changed its laws and land mail to canada, is the same as any other country, 14 dollars for shipping. So eff you uncle Sam. This last part was unrelated but I just had to say it, fuck you, U.S., your dollar may be strong now, it's just temporary...
