Lost Ego
Bluelighter
I've tried many tryptamines and none of them react with my brain in a positive manner. For instance i tried some salvia yesterday. I took 4 hits of some gewd stuff and the drug it was hard to open my eyes, the water bottle bong in front of me was dancing in front of me and it was like a commercial on tv but it kept repeating some murmurred message which quickly made the trip unpleasant. It wasn't long before i was becoming paranoid and wanted my 15 mins to be up, i didn't like the feel of the drug, nor the thought processes that it triggered. It was the same with acid, not much fun. The only one that was near bareable was dmt and that was over b4 i knew it. Is it that i can't let go of control? I dont think that's it, nor is it the set or setting. I think it has to do with the chemistry in my brain, but what exactly? In what way do tryptamines interact with the brain in a different way than phenethylamines and disssociatives? Why the paranoia and discomfort while on all tryptamines? (for me)
I just want to be able to try and enjoy acid, mescaline and peyote... The effects reported on erowid are much closer to what im looking for to reach a new state of mind. All tryptamines have done is made me feel a tad crazy and adopt alot of skepticism.
I just want to be able to try and enjoy acid, mescaline and peyote... The effects reported on erowid are much closer to what im looking for to reach a new state of mind. All tryptamines have done is made me feel a tad crazy and adopt alot of skepticism.
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