Me Not Me, Mind-flipping In Slabs (MDx)

[clop]

I keep into and out of difference self-awarenesses. Sometimes I come back it's me again but the rest of the time it is something else. My mind is bending; bending and flipping. It feels brilliant. I squeeze my eyes shut. I won't remember the feelings I feel now tomorrow. My mind is warping in my head. Everything has been turned right up. Colours, light. I am two completely different people; the non e one and the e one. The e one remembers itself. It's like a secret club. I feel as though I have learnt something amazing and important. I know that my non e me knows nothing about this me. I keep flanging through a transparent bubble in my mind; a trapdoor but it actually is my mind which is warping and nubules of my mind are moving around. Sort of smooth clear bloopiness; smooth clear corners warping.
Mind-flipping in slabs but kind of shiny and new like a childlike wonder.

 

[Nwaves]

Come again? There is some serious fucked up stuff going on in that brain of yours! If you've not sought professional help yet, can I suggest you do so?
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"You are 4.66% jaded"

 

[clop]

well thanx for the support west country boy
heh heh heh
oh, mine's a 955i, what's yours?
clop

 

[Nwaves]

Clop, sorry, forgot to re-chek this message!
(did you know that when you check your own profile, you can read all messages that you had written/replied to? Wow!

)
My bike, well, it's shit. It an '87 VFR750... 50,000 miles and counting. Everything is worn out, but I just abuse it for laughs!
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"You are 4.66% jaded"

 

[Noodle]

interesting,
did you write this while you were rollin'?

 

[Nwaves]

clop, sorry dude! Found out that I can't email certain domains at work, and I forgot to bring your adress home! Hope you had a nice day at work

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"You are 4.66% jaded"

 

[clop]

Noodles
I wrote this when I was peaking on 6 pretty strong pills taken over 2 hours.
It was the fifth time I had ever rolled and I was at home on my own. I was trying to analyse the mental effects caused by MDMA.
When sober I find the mind-altering qualities of MDMA impossible to remember or describe so I was trying to describe it while it was happening.
My favourite line is the last one; mind-flipping in slabs but kind of shiny and new like a childlike wonder.
clop
[This message has been edited by clop (edited 13 July 2001).]

 

[Nwaves]

clop,
Thanks for the reply, will reply later

I can't beleive that you managed to write anything down after 6 pills! Take my advice, buy a dictaphone... it's amazing what complete and utter shit some people will come out with while pillin!
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"You are 4.66% jaded"

 

[clop]

It was quite difficult to type about an hour after those notes.. the characters on my screen and keyboard looked like Cyrillic. Words looked like random patterns.. I couldn't even read the word DOG because the letters looked like nothing I had ever seen before!
clop