Its been ages since I last came across the blog section. I did have a stream of entries but deleted them all when an ex partner was going through all my on-line activity. She had become a bit obsessed with exploring all my drug use and what not over the years.
Its been about 18 months since my most prolific use of Bluelight and since then I have been through rehab twice and a few detoxification process. the crack nearly broke me and my mental wealth deterioted to more or less nil. Putting me down like a sick dog was becoming my final destination.
I have changed alot but am still my usual cynical self but less caught up on other peoples views on drugs and drug use.
I have moved out of London, got a new home, new girl and soon to be little baby girl, had a sexing scan. I am so so so excited....
I still have been active on line but mainly through the methadone alliance....
Its been about 18 months since my most prolific use of Bluelight and since then I have been through rehab twice and a few detoxification process. the crack nearly broke me and my mental wealth deterioted to more or less nil. Putting me down like a sick dog was becoming my final destination.
I have changed alot but am still my usual cynical self but less caught up on other peoples views on drugs and drug use.
I have moved out of London, got a new home, new girl and soon to be little baby girl, had a sexing scan. I am so so so excited....
I still have been active on line but mainly through the methadone alliance....
Congrats on the new life and upcoming baby girl! 
