~me and my limbs~

[neverwas]

i had something i had to do today.
but i cant remember what.
there was a missed call on my phone this morning
from a girl who probably got herself lost.

my back it hurts
from the hundreds of needles.
the price you pay for something that looks good.
but now i sit here and try to think,
think of the reason.

i spend my time wollowing in my own grief.
i look at house after house and unit after unit.
i feel hungover...
self infliction.
maybe if i chop my limbs off,
it would provide some relief.

id hack at them till they fall
slowly but one by one.
id kick em out the door.
even play soccer with em.
id have fun just booting em around the floor.

something to lighten my smile.
bring me laughter into my day.
cause the clouds they roll
the sky it darkens...
once again its goin to rain.

but me and my limbs
we are happy together.
this passing phase is only but a phase.
so i laugh at me,
and the stupidty of
my own relfection.
i smile at the passers by
as i think...

one day it will just be me. me and my grave.

 

[FixXxer]

arent your legs limbs too? how do you play soccer wit no legs?

lol jkin, nicely written tho, made me laugh.. and the ending made me think.. brought together nicely.

 

[neverwas]

hehe yeha i just re-read it and had to chuckle. its probly the funniest thing ive written in a while

*pictures playing socer with no limb...includes legs*

could be interesting...

 

[E-girl]

interesting... what were you smoking when you wrote this? lol j/k

 

[neverwas]

interesting... what were you smoking when you wrote this? lol j/k

bwahaha *taps nose* nothing actually.

its weird how it turned out cause i actually was typing out my hangover feelings then i went off into hacking my limbs off...i think that was sparked by the "Kill Bill" movies

 

[Nietzche]

"drop me off the Chineese wall
peel my fingers off the rim
I come unglued while in midair
then land to refrom
limb by limb"

this poem reminded me of a lyric from one of my favorite phish songs: Limb by Limb

Provacative imagery.

 

[neverwas]

^^^ wow thanx