Rolanderos
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Hi all!
I don't post here a lot of stuff but I read often bluelight. Now I have to make a post.
I was 6 months in prison and my medication was 100 mg serequel & 10 mg olantzepin.
Before the jail I was using speed like weekends and sometimes often. It worked as it should be :
- I wanted to see people and go out (social activity)
-My sexual activity was crazy like 6 hours watching porn and stuff.
-I felt a lot of euphoria
-Sport activity
-etc
Now after jail I have been using speed like 8 week daily.
Everything what I wrote above has gone.
Now what I am feeling is:
-I don't have any sexual activity at all like couple weeks no porn or jerking off.
-No euphoria at all
-No social activity
-No appetite
-Good focus like playing pc 8 hours
-Sleepless
-Maybe a little more doing things like take care off official papers etc. but nothing like before (cleaning the whole house etc.)
-Like a week a go I stated to feel tired after taking AMP
-One night after a lot of use I wasnt able to sleep - I took like 20mg of clonatzepin still no sleep. then I took a little of AMP and I felt down to sleep.
Anyone know what is going on? while I used AMP I took a lot of benzos but I have been eating them like 15 years daily.
I dont have any other medication ATM.
I don't post here a lot of stuff but I read often bluelight. Now I have to make a post.
I was 6 months in prison and my medication was 100 mg serequel & 10 mg olantzepin.
Before the jail I was using speed like weekends and sometimes often. It worked as it should be :
- I wanted to see people and go out (social activity)
-My sexual activity was crazy like 6 hours watching porn and stuff.
-I felt a lot of euphoria
-Sport activity
-etc
Now after jail I have been using speed like 8 week daily.
Everything what I wrote above has gone.
Now what I am feeling is:
-I don't have any sexual activity at all like couple weeks no porn or jerking off.
-No euphoria at all
-No social activity
-No appetite
-Good focus like playing pc 8 hours
-Sleepless
-Maybe a little more doing things like take care off official papers etc. but nothing like before (cleaning the whole house etc.)
-Like a week a go I stated to feel tired after taking AMP
-One night after a lot of use I wasnt able to sleep - I took like 20mg of clonatzepin still no sleep. then I took a little of AMP and I felt down to sleep.
Anyone know what is going on? while I used AMP I took a lot of benzos but I have been eating them like 15 years daily.
I dont have any other medication ATM.
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