monkey_danger
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loads of dirty local pills.
This was actually a couple of years ago. But i have told the story enough times that i remember it vividly.
I won't go into too much detail about the three days leading up to the most intense part, basically me and a friend drove five hours up the coast to hang out with a friend of ours who had moved up there with her brother. I brought a big bag of locals. ie. dirty ass pills with god knows what in them. some weeks they were really good, some weeks dissapointing. But always very different effects and generally hard to put your finger on the exact combination of mdma, speed, k, acid and whatever else my asshole dealer had managed to get his hands on in the weeks stand-overs. bastard.
Anyway, after three days of munching cheap drugs, and having some really intense moments of mania, it was time to drive home.
I hadn't actually run out of pills yet but was feeling seedy and exausted enough that i decided not to take any more.
Now, up until the drive home it had not been extremely different to any other weekend on locals. except maybe that the emotional rollercoaster had been a bit more full-on. Nothing new but, you know.
The first thing that happened which was well out of the ordinary occured about half way home. Before it happened i had not been getting any visuals or even distoted vision at all. Keep in mind everything i had taken had more or less subsided as i hadn't dropped anything for about 8 hours.
Okay, so i'm driving down the fast lane of the freeway and about 200m ahead of me i can see this guy standing in my lane. he was just standing there facing left. I wasn't concerned as it was the middle of the day and i was driving down a very busy freeway so i assumed that this guy knew where he was and must have been expecting cars to be coming and would therefore get out of the way. As i got within about 100m of him i started to get alittle uneasy as he had not yet even looked in my direction and i was still going very fast. I started slowing down but not too quickly as i was still convinced that he knew i was coming and would get out of the way. 50m- he still hasn't looked in my direction i really start slowing down to stop. 20m- still he hasnt looked and i realise i'm not slowing down fast enough and if he doesnt get out of the way i'm going to hit him. i slam on my brakes and lock them up, now realising that there is no way to avoid this collision i fucking PANIC! When i get about 2m away from him, sliding very quickly still, he turns and looks at me with a look on his face like he was screaming and as my car comes in contact with him he just evaporates, like my car erased him. So i'm stopped dead in the middle of the fast lane and am having a heart attack tryin to figure out what had just happened. My friend, who had been sleeping in the passenger seat, was woken by my sudden braking and quite confused by the situation he woke to find himself in. I just sort of said "oh nothin man...um..." trying to think of something that sounded a little less bizare than the truth for now. He was too tired and mashed to really give a shit at this point and just went back to sleep.
I spent the next 3 hours driving home going over what had happened in my head.
When i got home i went to a friends house where everyone was just having a normal weekend smashing up. This is when it got really crazy.
I just started crying. not because i was upset or coming down. just because all of a sudden everything seemed unbearably beautiful. I kept trying to explain this to my mates and i think my crying and babbling about the beauty of the world was annoying them quite a lot. Anyway this went on for hours.
When i went back home to my mum's house, i started to get a visual that just continued to get more and more real and less like a visual. It was like this white light stuff that went through everything. It was a real spiritual trip. I felt like i was seeing "God". It was like i was seeing as clear as day an energy that connected everthing and everyone. It was really fuckin beautiful. As i say, i've tried to explain this 'energy' a lot of times and cannot ever get it even close. So i won't bother trying now, but it was the most intensely beautiful and peaceful experience being a part of it.
I had a really bad couple of days getting over that weekend but i'm still thinking about it so it was definately worth it.
This was actually a couple of years ago. But i have told the story enough times that i remember it vividly.
I won't go into too much detail about the three days leading up to the most intense part, basically me and a friend drove five hours up the coast to hang out with a friend of ours who had moved up there with her brother. I brought a big bag of locals. ie. dirty ass pills with god knows what in them. some weeks they were really good, some weeks dissapointing. But always very different effects and generally hard to put your finger on the exact combination of mdma, speed, k, acid and whatever else my asshole dealer had managed to get his hands on in the weeks stand-overs. bastard.
Anyway, after three days of munching cheap drugs, and having some really intense moments of mania, it was time to drive home.
I hadn't actually run out of pills yet but was feeling seedy and exausted enough that i decided not to take any more.
Now, up until the drive home it had not been extremely different to any other weekend on locals. except maybe that the emotional rollercoaster had been a bit more full-on. Nothing new but, you know.
The first thing that happened which was well out of the ordinary occured about half way home. Before it happened i had not been getting any visuals or even distoted vision at all. Keep in mind everything i had taken had more or less subsided as i hadn't dropped anything for about 8 hours.
Okay, so i'm driving down the fast lane of the freeway and about 200m ahead of me i can see this guy standing in my lane. he was just standing there facing left. I wasn't concerned as it was the middle of the day and i was driving down a very busy freeway so i assumed that this guy knew where he was and must have been expecting cars to be coming and would therefore get out of the way. As i got within about 100m of him i started to get alittle uneasy as he had not yet even looked in my direction and i was still going very fast. I started slowing down but not too quickly as i was still convinced that he knew i was coming and would get out of the way. 50m- he still hasn't looked in my direction i really start slowing down to stop. 20m- still he hasnt looked and i realise i'm not slowing down fast enough and if he doesnt get out of the way i'm going to hit him. i slam on my brakes and lock them up, now realising that there is no way to avoid this collision i fucking PANIC! When i get about 2m away from him, sliding very quickly still, he turns and looks at me with a look on his face like he was screaming and as my car comes in contact with him he just evaporates, like my car erased him. So i'm stopped dead in the middle of the fast lane and am having a heart attack tryin to figure out what had just happened. My friend, who had been sleeping in the passenger seat, was woken by my sudden braking and quite confused by the situation he woke to find himself in. I just sort of said "oh nothin man...um..." trying to think of something that sounded a little less bizare than the truth for now. He was too tired and mashed to really give a shit at this point and just went back to sleep.
I spent the next 3 hours driving home going over what had happened in my head.
When i got home i went to a friends house where everyone was just having a normal weekend smashing up. This is when it got really crazy.
I just started crying. not because i was upset or coming down. just because all of a sudden everything seemed unbearably beautiful. I kept trying to explain this to my mates and i think my crying and babbling about the beauty of the world was annoying them quite a lot. Anyway this went on for hours.
When i went back home to my mum's house, i started to get a visual that just continued to get more and more real and less like a visual. It was like this white light stuff that went through everything. It was a real spiritual trip. I felt like i was seeing "God". It was like i was seeing as clear as day an energy that connected everthing and everyone. It was really fuckin beautiful. As i say, i've tried to explain this 'energy' a lot of times and cannot ever get it even close. So i won't bother trying now, but it was the most intensely beautiful and peaceful experience being a part of it.
I had a really bad couple of days getting over that weekend but i'm still thinking about it so it was definately worth it.
