WARNING LONG POST - But trying to get some opinoins on my Experience...
Setting the scene ---
So I was hosting my Bday party at home -- I wanted it to be great, friends munting on pills, being loved up, loving it, dancing, a lot of dancing, me dj'n etc.
T-12hrs or so... pretty anxious about the party, weither or not ppl would have fun etc, but I picked up some whicked lighting gear so i was getting amped pre load some magnessium.
T-8hrs, got slightly pissed at the pub for lunch
T-4hrs, setting up the dance floor at my house, home along, kinda stressed about the party and me hosting it, and not everyone being on pills etc, the atmosphere etc.
T-2.5hrs eat a vegi curry and some rice/naan. Small serving.
T-1hr Friends rock up and I have the set up finished, pretty stressed at this stage.. I dont know anxious about it being a good night.
T=0hrs
First time pluggin.
So i was allways interested in trying this out, and seeing this was the first time I have taken pills at home It seemed like the perfect scenaro. So using the best method as quoted on here many times. I used an oral seringe and mixed with a couple of CC's of H20, and squirted the mixture in when the tube was past the "shelf".
I used about 4/5 of a pill, as the other 1/5 was used to test using marquis etc. The pill was very clean results, black/and respective MDXX colours on all the tests. I then ate about 1/2 of the same type of pill.
3 freidns also droped a hole pill at the same time.
Now this is when it starts to get intersting. At t+1min, I start to feel it, the come on. At t+5min my pupils are 75% the size when you are completely munted.
I was chilling out the back with mates smokeing Cigars that they got me as a pressent... The anxious feeling about the party being not what i wanted at the moment, the cigars chilling me out, and starting to peak very quickly, put me in a very weird place.
I felt ill, and had to sit inside by myself and get straight in the head for a bit. Before this a mate said "your fucked, you look like your about to chew half you face off" @ t+30min. Hence this put me in a weird place, with sober ppl talking down to me at my own party, and he was a pill fein anyway.
My solution to my mindset was to start dj'n as this was my plan anyway. So i got a really good mate to come and dance to my grooves
I say "I'm in a weird place toby, can you just dance and enjoy the beats i play inside on the dance floor", to wchich he replies "of course man"
So i start Dj'n at t+40min, after 2 tracks and him grooving out, my mind starts to relax and i start to enjoy myself, the anxious feeling slowing subsides. But i never really let go and enjoy the feeling, as im dj'n and focused on playing/mixing well. Soon more ppl come inside and start dancing as my other 3friends start to feel it @ t+50min.
By now im peaking hard. Never peaked this hard of 3/4 +1/2 before, no loved up feeling as i was focused on throwing a sick party and playing music. Still tripping about not everyone dancing, can't focus, still got my wits about me, just fucked, couldn't msg as was seeing two phones lol. not loved up at all, as i would of been msging my gf more, who wasnt there.
@t+1hr, drop another 1.5
@ t+1hr 15min a surprise birthday cake is brought in, this makes me happy, and then i continue mixing. At this stage 1/3 of party is dancing.
@ 1.5hrs I get sick of playing to not everyone, ask everyone nicely if they would just dance to two of my favourite tracks ever. The comply niceley. leed them into it by playing justice - DVNO - LA RIOT REMXI, best track of 08 imo
, then play pryda- miami to altlanta (i think) then ..... who knows.
EVERYONE grooving hard, and loving it. I enjoy myself here, but still focused on dj'n... weird.
t 1.5hrs -t 3hrs just dj'n, focused on playing the perfect tunes. Dancing behind the decks, but never really letting go and enjoying it, cause of hosting party and wanting everyone to enjoying the music enough to dance, the drunk ppl not the ppl on 'E' as there loving it. quote mate "Sykik you always get the best pills, FARK!"
t+3hrs rail about .6 of a pill... keep enjoying it.
same experience all round, just playing beats and dancing.
t+4hrs take about 100mg of amphetimines, dont do this often just a gift from a mate.
Edit: Everyone that was just drinking left cause of tiredness etc. So just my flatmates and my mates on pills. This makes me alot more relaxed.. still focused.
t+5.5hrs rush's similar to speed, sweats etc.
t+7hrs, chilling the back yard getting pissed then pass out.
t+11hrs, wake up, not that scat.
Summary:
Having a lot of things on your mind, hosting a party, nacious from cigars, wierd mindset, not being about to let go, dj'n on pills. Strange experience. Kinda turned me off pills, becuase i was never really all that HAPPY, liek i was munted and happy, but never really HAPPY HAPPY, no worries HAPPY. which is what i like the most. Like loss of inhibbition... i guess you can't feel like that when your worried about the music and everyone dancing.
Just couldn't let go
Plugging - most full on quick come up ever. Would highly recomend it!!! took me by surprise
3/4 of a pill that would take me a double drop to munt hard, got me fucked in 20min.
Pills:
Very clean, tested, I would at a guess say about 70-80mg MDxx.
Experience:
About 2.5yrs pill experience. Moderate user about once every 1-2 months.
Question:
Anyone else had an experience like this.![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_mdma
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_difficult
roacode_rectal
Setting the scene ---
So I was hosting my Bday party at home -- I wanted it to be great, friends munting on pills, being loved up, loving it, dancing, a lot of dancing, me dj'n etc.
T-12hrs or so... pretty anxious about the party, weither or not ppl would have fun etc, but I picked up some whicked lighting gear so i was getting amped pre load some magnessium.
T-8hrs, got slightly pissed at the pub for lunch
T-4hrs, setting up the dance floor at my house, home along, kinda stressed about the party and me hosting it, and not everyone being on pills etc, the atmosphere etc.
T-2.5hrs eat a vegi curry and some rice/naan. Small serving.
T-1hr Friends rock up and I have the set up finished, pretty stressed at this stage.. I dont know anxious about it being a good night.
T=0hrs
First time pluggin.
So i was allways interested in trying this out, and seeing this was the first time I have taken pills at home It seemed like the perfect scenaro. So using the best method as quoted on here many times. I used an oral seringe and mixed with a couple of CC's of H20, and squirted the mixture in when the tube was past the "shelf".
I used about 4/5 of a pill, as the other 1/5 was used to test using marquis etc. The pill was very clean results, black/and respective MDXX colours on all the tests. I then ate about 1/2 of the same type of pill.
3 freidns also droped a hole pill at the same time.
Now this is when it starts to get intersting. At t+1min, I start to feel it, the come on. At t+5min my pupils are 75% the size when you are completely munted.
I was chilling out the back with mates smokeing Cigars that they got me as a pressent... The anxious feeling about the party being not what i wanted at the moment, the cigars chilling me out, and starting to peak very quickly, put me in a very weird place.
I felt ill, and had to sit inside by myself and get straight in the head for a bit. Before this a mate said "your fucked, you look like your about to chew half you face off" @ t+30min. Hence this put me in a weird place, with sober ppl talking down to me at my own party, and he was a pill fein anyway.
My solution to my mindset was to start dj'n as this was my plan anyway. So i got a really good mate to come and dance to my grooves
I say "I'm in a weird place toby, can you just dance and enjoy the beats i play inside on the dance floor", to wchich he replies "of course man"
So i start Dj'n at t+40min, after 2 tracks and him grooving out, my mind starts to relax and i start to enjoy myself, the anxious feeling slowing subsides. But i never really let go and enjoy the feeling, as im dj'n and focused on playing/mixing well. Soon more ppl come inside and start dancing as my other 3friends start to feel it @ t+50min.
By now im peaking hard. Never peaked this hard of 3/4 +1/2 before, no loved up feeling as i was focused on throwing a sick party and playing music. Still tripping about not everyone dancing, can't focus, still got my wits about me, just fucked, couldn't msg as was seeing two phones lol. not loved up at all, as i would of been msging my gf more, who wasnt there.
@t+1hr, drop another 1.5
@ t+1hr 15min a surprise birthday cake is brought in, this makes me happy, and then i continue mixing. At this stage 1/3 of party is dancing.
@ 1.5hrs I get sick of playing to not everyone, ask everyone nicely if they would just dance to two of my favourite tracks ever. The comply niceley. leed them into it by playing justice - DVNO - LA RIOT REMXI, best track of 08 imo
, then play pryda- miami to altlanta (i think) then ..... who knows.EVERYONE grooving hard, and loving it. I enjoy myself here, but still focused on dj'n... weird.
t 1.5hrs -t 3hrs just dj'n, focused on playing the perfect tunes. Dancing behind the decks, but never really letting go and enjoying it, cause of hosting party and wanting everyone to enjoying the music enough to dance, the drunk ppl not the ppl on 'E' as there loving it. quote mate "Sykik you always get the best pills, FARK!"
t+3hrs rail about .6 of a pill... keep enjoying it.
same experience all round, just playing beats and dancing.
t+4hrs take about 100mg of amphetimines, dont do this often just a gift from a mate.
Edit: Everyone that was just drinking left cause of tiredness etc. So just my flatmates and my mates on pills. This makes me alot more relaxed.. still focused.
t+5.5hrs rush's similar to speed, sweats etc.
t+7hrs, chilling the back yard getting pissed then pass out.
t+11hrs, wake up, not that scat.
Summary:
Having a lot of things on your mind, hosting a party, nacious from cigars, wierd mindset, not being about to let go, dj'n on pills. Strange experience. Kinda turned me off pills, becuase i was never really all that HAPPY, liek i was munted and happy, but never really HAPPY HAPPY, no worries HAPPY. which is what i like the most. Like loss of inhibbition... i guess you can't feel like that when your worried about the music and everyone dancing.
Just couldn't let go
Plugging - most full on quick come up ever. Would highly recomend it!!! took me by surprise
3/4 of a pill that would take me a double drop to munt hard, got me fucked in 20min.Pills:
Very clean, tested, I would at a guess say about 70-80mg MDxx.
Experience:
About 2.5yrs pill experience. Moderate user about once every 1-2 months.
Question:
Anyone else had an experience like this.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_ecstasy
substancecode_mdma
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_difficult
roacode_rectal
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