Please bare with me as this is ramblings/thoughts from a person on MDPV/Bath Salts (ME!!!):
This is my first post on here and its coming from a side of concern and confusion as I sit at my computer typing away having just experienced MDPV for the second day in a row(yesterday 1/2 a bag, the smaller one over a 8hr span, not sure on the mg and now today 1.5 bags in a 7hr span doing .5 of a small bag in one snort, as i find my tolerance to this NEW drug induced stupor). I have experienced many other drugs such as: marijuana (makes me much more paranoid than MDPV), LSD (shrooms and blotter acid), PCP, crack, cocaine (almost as addictive as MDPV but the side effects for cocaine are worse for me: bad upset stomach and chest pains...due to the cutter used), pain killers which turned to heroin(2.5yr addiction/still battling), and now MDPV. MDPV seems very dangerous because of how it is making me feel: very stimulated, my concentration is through the roof but very hard to type, slightly paranoid but not to much (scared my fiancée will walk in as i type this),
very social (can't sleep as I sit here and want to talk to someone because my fiancée is sleeping, hence the long ramblings, it's 12:35AM here now), and
VERY ADDICTIVE!!!---this is the dangerous part because
the only bad side affect I've had was a bad migraine last night when it wore off (not sure if this is a common side affect or not?) Like i mentioned before I've been on painkillers and heroin now for 2.5yrs and this seem
a lot more addictive (never tried Meth but from the story's and documentaries MDPV seems very similar). Also, I think I'm lucky so-far because I've had no such thoughts of suicide or doing bodily harm to myself or hallucinations( i think that is a side affect of the lack of sleep or dosage; in which i snorted half a bag in one shot on my second time). Sorry for the long and drawn out fragments of thoughts that i attempt to put into sentence form, but as many of you that tried MDPV may know, it is tough type and think clearly but makes you want to talk (hence the long drawn-out post).
Point of the post is this: I just wanted to share my thoughts of this experience and hope that I don't become ADDICTED like many I've heard about and that I become sober for my 2.5yr old, soon to be 3 yr old daughter and fiancee...they don't deserve a drug addict Dad/Husband. Hopefully I will be able to practice what I preach, so to say, and PLEASE BE CAREFUL with this sh!t it's only been 2 days and this stuff has me feinin' it BADLY (it's Friday night now 1:07AM I started typing at 11:00PM and I have work tomorrow at 7AM and I'm scare-fully considering pulling an all-nighter On this stuff, because I still have almost 2 full bags left...but I'm also considering taking some Ambein to go to bed...what to do give in to the urge or do the best thing and attempt to sleep???
THANKS to anyone who read/listened to my thoughts and opinions on MDPV/bath salts...