MDPV. My first dip into the psychosis pool

So morbid me was curious to test the limits of my mind. What better way that insufflating MDPV for 3 days without rest and with little nourishment? (Which on paper for a non-stimulant user sounds like torture... all that hunger and tiredness.. well there is no hunger or tiredness.. it becomes torture TO eat and sleep.. )

I actually have a list on my hard-drive of all the music I played in this time.

Well long story short I got what I wanted - a taste of psychosis. Still images of persons would have an X across their faces and their faces would almost snarl. Still, I still had enough grip on reality to both laugh at this and know it was not real. It started to be not so fun when I was jumping out of my chair at system sounds like errors coming up, and notions that the feds had enabled an invisible admin account on my network.

So I came down before it got too hot to handle, woke up.. after 10 hours..dizzy as fuck.. groggy still.. and STILL not wanting to eat! Jesus fuck MDPV is one hell of an anorectic! Anyway i've eaten plenty good fruits and proteins, gave my urinary tract some lovings (as MDPV makes you piss VERY little... very concentrated urine..) with some high concentration cranberry juice etc. All good and recovered.

Don't try this at home kids ;)

I can handle psychosis and hallucinatory states because I am a miserable cynical atheistic motherfucker who jeers attempts to suspend my scientific minded skepticism at EVERYTHING. If I see demons I roll my eyes and go "fake..." Whereas someone else will chase them with an axe.
 
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