Quasi Of course I remember you my friend, long time no see! I am happy to hear life is going fine and you also is beating alcohol. That is one Hard motherfucker to beat, I know the struggle. Keep going forward not fall back to this maniac crazy type rc stims that these mdpv apvp etc is. Like they say "been there done that".
U are better and stronger than that.
To all my other fellow fiendz and old time fiendz stay on the road and not drive off it. Please we are must better without this psychotic drug(s).

U are better and stronger than that.

Dude it's scary how much I can relate to all of this. I remember most of you guys and I imagine some of you may remember me. I was one of the collective of PV obsessed souls. Haven't been around Bluelight much at all these days but I can report that I'm doing fairly well. After mdpv and apvp I moved on to to smoking some synth noids and/or cannabis for a while but I ended up quitting all drugs save for alcohol. I became the prototypical alcoholic, drinking all day and all night. I was medically detoxed like 5 times and 3 of those were inpatient rehab stays. I suppose I was drinking for 3 years or so. I've got about 90 days clean from booze which is really the longest I've been without a drink over those 3 rocky years. I don't think about drinking anymore.
But I think about MDPV. Even after all these years I still found myself drawn back into reading through the Stuffmonger thread (oh man what a debacle that was) and stumbling through some of the old MDPV megathreads. Was getting some sort of vicarious enjoyment reading how we were all so viciously addicted to MDPV. And man, I tell ya, if I could take that ride again I'd fucking do it. I yearn to boil that royal yellow oil straight off the foil. Feel that delicious YUMMY feeling as hit after hit feels better and better. Fall into that state of mind where EVERYTHING revolves around the foil. Life fades into the distance and all that matters is that next hit. That next blast. All other activities become absolutely secondary. Sexual psychosis. Powdered perversion. Deeper and deeper into the abyss. The shadow people must still be waiting for me to come back and see them. I imagine they are all around me right now, I just need a few nights of no sleep and 30 hits of MDPV to see them again.
Man oh man I miss ya MDPV. I'm tempted to explore some of the new PV analogs just to get a taste. Would love that pyrovalerone flavor descending my lungs. It's good to see you guys are stable. I remember Nicklazz, Shambles, and of course the man I quoted, MDPV_Psychosis. Surprised to see you guys still around but I'm pretty happy to see you guys are relatively okay. Miss everyone. I got that "coming home again" feeling hehe![]()
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To all my other fellow fiendz and old time fiendz stay on the road and not drive off it. Please we are must better without this psychotic drug(s).
