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MDPV Megathread 9: The thrill of the chase

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Yes Ben the longer we hide away the harder it gets to rejoin to the extreme that anytime I get sober I get disgusted with my life.

I'm 25 years old and I have none of the skills needed to talk to women. It's not all from the drugs, chronic pain has taken most desire I had to date for years but I've FINALLY gotten most of the physical pain away. But being 25 and not having experienced the, erm.... Joys of women is painfully embarrassing to me. I don't know where to start so I just avoid women for the most part.

I don't drive either thanks to a DUI charge a few years back so if I did date a girl she'd have to take me out! Hah! Maybe I should work on getting my license back.


Ah well I'm sober today, and for today, that's enough.
 
By the way, want to thank all of you guys for always being supportive. Ben So Furry, Shambles, Nicklazz you guys are awesome the kind words always made me feel a little better.
 
Well, you're pretty damn awesome yer good self, Quasi ;)<3

And ya, staying away from peev is definitely doable. I haven't sworn off completely but am still currently restricting myself to occasional ponderings of orderings rather than actual orderings. Have no intentions of going back to the full-on, multi-month meltdowns of the last few years anyway. Much luck to y'all trying to do similar <3

That "I'm sober today, and for today, that's enough" line sounds suspiciously 12 Stepesque to me... but is one of the (very) few 12 Steppy t'ings I tend to agree with. One day at a time is all you need. The future will look after itself so don't fret about it. Imagining a lifetime without your DoC is a fasttrack to a relapse. When it comes to tackling addictions, it's one of the few situations where you're best of limiting your horizons.
 
QuasiStoned said:
Hope your hanging in there brother. I am feeling so much better after 10 days without apvp. I'm pretty dependent on synthetic noids and kicked that too.

I've been getting anxiety that I never had before and I'm finding a strong correlation between these synthetic drugs and my growing anxieties.

Definitely time for me to clean up a bit, doing drugs around the clock really isn't a great look for anyone and it's definitely starting to take a toll on me mentally.

Nicklazz you ever need to talk man my inbox is open. I'd like to see us both free of these drugs. There's a real world out there that we need to learn to embrace.
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Thanks mate I try my best, but tomorrow I get cash = trouble. So scared this time im going to order more than 1g, man hope I can just try order some mxe or some, but it aint the same at all, NOTHING ARE. MDPV or apvp both are fuckin trouble for me. It's so nice but mostly so fuckin shite for me. It fucks up ones world ya kno.

Feel for you man hope you get good and come out of this Quasi, Like I have to too.. But it is so hard.

I pm your box one of these days forward dude, and my box is open for you too!

And yea we need to get out of this 100% <3


QuasiStoned said:
By the way, want to thank all of you guys for always being supportive. Ben So Furry, Shambles, Nicklazz you guys are awesome the kind words always made me feel a little better.
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Thanks, you are fuckin great your self mate! <3
 
QuasiStoned said:
By the way, want to thank all of you guys for always being supportive. Ben So Furry, Shambles, Nicklazz you guys are awesome the kind words always made me feel a little better.
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That's what were here for friend. All MDPV fiends supporting each other. Nothing MDPV related to share this time just feeling the love in this thread of late. <3

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Nick spend it on something else immediately, buy some clothes, fill your shelves with food and drink, hell even buy some different drugs. Take the opportunity to buy out of the equation and when you get to next payday (whenever that is) and you realise you can make it without you may not be so tempted to buy some next time. You don't have to buy Nick. Come on man you can do this. Think about the bad things this does to you and the things you have done while on it. If I could bottle some inner strength and send it to you I would in a heartbeat but you have it in you man. <3
 
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Ben So Furry said:
That's what were here for friend. All MDPV fiends supporting each other. Nothing MDPV related to share this time just feeling the love in this thread of late. <3

Nick spend it on something else immediately, buy some clothes, fill your shelves with food and drink, hell even buy some different drugs. Take the opportunity to buy out of the equation and when you get to next payday (whenever that is) and you realise you can make it without you may not be so tempted to buy some next time. You don't have to buy Nick. Come on man you can do this. Think about the bad things this does to you and the things you have done while on it. If I could bottle some inner strength and send it to you I would in a heartbeat but you have it in you man. <3
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It's funny this is EXACTLY what I did. I came into about 30 dollars and bought the 3rd season of "It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia" and a bottle of vodka. Yeah a bottle of vodka ain't the best thing to spend my money on BUT I'm far less destructive with alcohol than the peeves. I can drink at night but for oh so many reasons I would never drink in the morning or all day long.

It's really great advice though, try to go another route Nicklazz! The more time you can force away from the peeves the easier it gets brother!
 
Thirded. Spunking cash on fripperies is a great way to not spend it on naughties. Has the added bonus of getting you summat nice out of it you will actually enjoy. Really doesn't matter what you spend it on (obviously making sure you get the essentials like food and bills bought and paid for too) as long as it's not there to tempt you. No need to feel guilty and wasteful cos in this case it really is retail therapy :D

Quasi is also spot on: it really does get easier the longer you go without. I still have cravings - quite intense ones sometimes - but nothing like I used to. In fact, those last weeks, months - years even - I was regularly having until pretty recently already seem like a bit of a distant memory. And one I have no intention of repeating again. Certainly not in the way I was anyway. First few times opportunity is there are always the hardest to get through, Nick. But it gets easier each time you resist and find summat else to distract you. So make with the distractions and go buy yourself summat fun instead ;)
 
at the moment there are some vendors that sell "a-pvp vap", claiming its a-pvp with something mixed in that "aids vaporization". does anybody know what that could be?
and has anyone of you tried it? is it any different? if so, how?



cheers



p.s. i hope you´re all as fine as possible, fellow peevistians
 
I don't know much about the sciency aspect of it but I thought I read something before about cutting heroin with caffeine to make it chase better? Might be something like that.
 
Same site also sells summat called cyclodextrin which wiki informs me "In addition to being used to solubilize hydrophobic drugs in pharmaceutical applications,cyclodextrins can be crosslinked to form polymers used for drug delivery.". I notice they also sell NBOME and DOC blotters laced with this stuff. Am wondering if maybe they are adding it to a-PVP too? Just a wild guess based purely on the fact they seem so keen on that cyclodextrin stuff is all.

Honestly, from what I've heard a-PVP is eminently vapeable all by itself so probably wouldn't bother with that version and just stick to the original.
 
Yep, agreed Shambles. MDPV and a-PVP vape just fine from my experience so why dilute it? Reminds me of seeing quiet a famous Chinese vendor selling MDPV cut with 30% inactive filler which it claimed and I quote 'to cut down the risk of OD'. No shit got that in an email from said vendor. Fuck off. It's so resellers can sell more of product that's addictive for less outlay. Twats.

How you getting on Nicklazz, did you order?
 
Thanks guys: Ben, Quasi and Shambles, for great advices and being there, you are too fuckin great you 3!

I ended up buying some t-shirts today, and 1g of mxe ordered, was very happy for mxe before I met a-pvp and mdpv so will try to see if it can come back the feeling for mxe, its much fuckin better than the feeling for this pv craziness.. Still got shit loads of cash left but hope I can go this month without any apvp or mdpv..

But really guys, thanks! <3
 
MXE >>> pyrovalerones... although they go together brilliantly <3

I keed, I keed, Nick :D

(they do though)

But don't. MXE is fukkin awesome all by itself. MXE is also very healing and fukkin brilliant for dealing with addictions. Good call, Nick <3
 
fuck pv! (well not really but..)

My mate is in mental hospital, after losing the plot on 3g mdpv he been had been up for 6 days~, he got kicked out of home, police came took

his pv and gbl.
he stayed at mine, (didn't sleep), then got to about 1pm next day and he just started talking shit about finding scientists, referring to

himself in 3rd person, tried to look thur my stuff, and saw some whey protein, and said thats foil and started to try get it
throw a laptop, just grabbed hold of him and when family came to see he droped to floor and said why was i attacking him.

hour or so later, done the same, phoned his parents, said "phone the police", tried mental health people/crisis team, they knew who he was coz

an ambulance had been out past 3 nights to his address
they just sent some divvy coppers, who wouldnt do shit coz hadn't broken law,

so his sister said she come get him, and take mental hospital, he was sitting there calm for 2-3 hours then ran out the door thinking his sister had came
ran back in saying i was trying to kill poison someone with baclofen (which are working fucking great for gbl wds)
flying towards family members, phoned his sister asked where she at, coz he starting she phoned police, they came did fuck all again
just took him out the block, so a mate tried to find him hotel, ended up taking him to a mates to stay
all quite till 4am when he starts pacing up and down saying people outside gonna burn place down, then he smashed some glass on accident, and mate had to quote "batter" him.
which seemed OTT, soon as id grab him he would calm down, he got to hospital somehow, they said he didnt know how he got there.
spent a night there and moved today to mental hospital today, still not back to normal (that all happened on Wednesday)
 
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Shambles said:
MXE >>> pyrovalerones... although they go together brilliantly <3

I keed, I keed, Nick :D

(they do though)

But don't. MXE is fukkin awesome all by itself. MXE is also very healing and fukkin brilliant for dealing with addictions. Good call, Nick <3
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Have tried Mxe + a-pvp, damn that was crazy, in a good way, only a few lines of mxe tho in that apvp binge.

But yea Shambles mxe is FUCKIN awesome on its own as I remember, long time since I got some, so will try it again, hope it can get my pv-fucked-mind out.. Lets hope.
 
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