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MDPV Megathread 9: The thrill of the chase

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The last apvp go was the absolute worst yet. My vendor goofed and sent a full gram of apvp and I was off to the races.

It was this super clean crystal stuff. Vaped like a dream and I smoked it for days on end. I smoked it until I was SURE my work knew what I was up to and was following me.

I vaped until I was delirious. I convinced myself my parents were on vacation and blared porn in the wee hours of the morning. I vaped until the pieces of foil looked like characters from it's always sunny in Philadelphia.

Never had apvp made me delirious before but after days without sleep shit was getting weird.
 
Hey Nicklazz, I'm fine thanks for asking brother! Was just caught a little off guard by this apvp. Every day was like this big confusing adventure where I had to balance vaping apvp 'round the clock with normal life.

Holy fuck was the paranoia eating me alive though late in the binge. I was starting to hallucinate, like I'm in the bathroom at work taking a shit and I'm sure there are people listening (bathroom is where I vape up) to see if I flick a lighter or something. It sounds funny but I was glaring at some of my coworkers trying to figure out if they were really trying to catch me or something, I was so suspicious.

The endless desire to hit PV is unsettling. I ordered 500mg more on Monday because my regular vendor is carrying it and because I seem to think that something about this is fun. I just fancy another apvp vape.Stupidly addictive, I got to stop doing this.
 
if youre able to go to work on alpha, you must have a lot of resources- will power and self control. im sure youre able to use these powers to fight your addiction.
 
Will power and self control I seem to possess in precious few quantities when pv is at hand.

When I was at work I was probably vaping hourly.
 
Also impressed with your ability to work on a run, Quasi. I used to "work" all day at the place I volunteered at when I first started using peev but was mostly just snorting back then. I can't even imagine trying to deal with people and responsibilities when vaping. That and I stink of spunk and have yellow oil oozing out my pores. Is really not a good look :D

ColtDan said:
dunno why people let themselves get extremely dehydrated, doesnt take much effort to next a few pints of water now and again, ending up on dialysis would be fucked up
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It's unbelievably hard not to get dehydrated on peev. It's physically very hard to drink on the stuff. Had the same kinda problem when I was detoxing from opiates. Small sips now and then is as much as I can manage.
 
Lol, my using at work was far more a exercise in recklessness than a testament to my self control. I'm a drug addict. When I'm not exploring the world of peeves I'm a pretty non-functional synthetic noid addict riding the constant roller coaster of sickness to relief. These synth noids definitely control a lot of aspects of my life and it's starting to become less of an annoyance but more of an outright problem when I run out. I feel jittery and slow and like I'm on the verge of panic sometimes when I go all day without. I break free constantly and stay sober for weeks and always go back later. Right back into the pattern of addiction.

Man is that relief nice though when you finally get a hit that you NEED. I've been up all night and ran out of noids, I've been just telling myself for hours now that 10:30 will be here soon (MAIL TIME!!) and I can take a hit and be well again. And not have that fear. I'm actually starting to fear the sickness. The uncertainty of not being able to "fix" the withdrawal is quite unsettling for me, especially after going all out with heavy use for a week.

I'll be good and fucked if this package don't show, lol. Just a few hours...

Any other pv users like to sit back and slow things down with some cannabinoids? I feel like cannabis/cannabinoids are my DOC and apvp is what I do for some weird kick every now and again. What a weird kick it is too. Looking back on my last 5 day binge I can't even remember a definable euphoria. I'm starting to think the anticipation of the high is most of the experience really.

As I finish typing this I notice I'm covered in sweat and cold. Throwing on some covers = hot. God I want the noids far worse than the peeves right now just to settle me out again and put an end to this.
 
Hah! Just checked my tracking and guess whose package was misrouted??? Mine!! This never happens but it would be when I needed it that it does. Pretty much stunned right now at my luck.

Thank god I'm off the next 2 days but this is going to suck.
 
I used to smoke weed/jhash habitually but haven't for many years now. Got sidetracked into opiates 'n' rocks 'n' stuffs which kinda took up all my time, money and energy. Never really got back into the cannabinoidal mindset after that. Like a smoke now and then but is too pricey for me. Synthetics are quite nice (well some of 'em anyway) but have never really gotten into them in a big way. Oddly enough I have been considering making more use of 'em as I really am sick of not being able to get stoned when mood suits me cos the price of weed is insane and the quality of hash is atrocious. At least were I am.

Misrouted packages are the work of the devil. Few things more frustrating. Has only happened once to me but was immensely pissed off. Hope you find something to soothe what ails ya soonest ;)

In peev news, am pondering a minirun. Not a proper one cos I don't really have the cash (or more importantly time) to get away with one. Even though I mostly have fuck all to do it's still kinda hard to fit in a proper run cos it does mean having to completely isolate myself. Even though I'm more or less isolated anyway. This is probably a Good Thing. At least I'm thinking about consequences rather than just diving in. I really do have a hankering for that sweet, stinky, spunkysweetstinky smoke though :!
 
I used to go to work on pv as well, lasted quite a few months, then I managed to drastically change my lifestyle. Could stay up most of the week, yet still manage to drive to the office every day. I can totally relate to the paranoia Quasi Stoned is about, I could hear coworkers talking about my pv use, I would get in a conspirational frame of mind where I would think everybody was set up against me. Not funny
 
I can understand being physically capable of working but actually managing to hold down a job when inanimate objects are talking to you and there are secret recording devices hidden everywhere can't be easy. Or does having something to do maybe take your mind of all the freaky obsessive shit a bit?
 
Shambles said:
I can understand being physically capable of working but actually managing to hold down a job when inanimate objects are talking to you and there are secret recording devices hidden everywhere can't be easy. Or does having something to do maybe take your mind of all the freaky obsessive shit a bit?
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I got hired in the summer while I was in the middle of a massive pv bender, the first monday at work I had been up all weekend and kept on binging until thursday. It was intense, I kept that up for a couple of months, used to take way too many sick days, at some point I realized it wasn't going to work so flushed the remaining pv. I have to say though that in those months I was literally working more than all my department put together, I drafted an entire project paper for a water sanitation program in Africa all on my own, the project actually got approved. My boss was really happy, that's one of the reasons I kept on going. Concentrating on work cleared my head a bit. Still though when I look back I have no idea how I managed. These days I couldn't show up at work so sleep deprived and upped.
 
Wow. Somewhere in Africa there are/will be people with clean water as a direct result of a peevee binge. Makes ya proud to be a fiend so it does :D

I hadn't really factored in the having something to focus on aspect of working. That could actually be really helpful. I'm sure the looniness is in large part down to having nothing particular to focus on so you end up obsessing about weird shit instead and working yourself into a tizzy.
 
Shambles said:
It's unbelievably hard not to get dehydrated on peev. It's physically very hard to drink on the stuff.
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Big time! I always had a pint of water/guinness beside me during my peevee days but rarely took more than a few sips each day.
Downing water was physically uncomfortable & staying hydrated was brushed aside along with other "pointless" activities like eating & sleeping! :\

Mental Kenny said:
I used to go to work on pv as well, lasted quite a few months, then I managed to drastically change my lifestyle. Could stay up most of the week, yet still manage to drive to the office every day. I can totally relate to the paranoia Quasi Stoned is about, I could hear coworkers talking about my pv use, I would get in a conspirational frame of mind where I would think everybody was set up against me. Not funny
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Same here! The paranoia was overwhelming. Bad times! :|
 
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Good news for me: I misplaced a tooter that I used to smoke quite a bit of eam-2201. I hadn't been able to find it for a few days and sitting here sick I got to thinking to search around for it, found it in a pair of pants! No longer feeling misery and malaise. Very nice to recover a tooter in my time of need. I can hardly function with this anxiety, it's subtle but so awful. I should have more respect for these synth noids, they are very strong and easy beyond belief to get dependent on. I always write off withdrawal as my penance for being such a hedonist but I'm rarely prepared for just how much it sucks when you're stuck there. Can't fucking eat either, it's like trying to eat on mdpv honestly.

Ah well, I think this will get me through today with limited suffering. I still can't believe they fumbled my package today, such awful luck.
 
lol, I was tidying out some stuff from the loft yesterday, i used to have me growroom up there, cleared it all out over a ear ago apart from some bitsof shit, and a few little pots that I needed for me greenhouse.

Anyway, saw a bin bag, and the peevee fairy appeared in my head, I used to quite often have a couple of hits when I was up there..

So i rooted through the bin bag collecting any scraps of foil I could find, amongst the dried up compost , mildewed dry ganja leaves etc...

Bear in mind I've already been through this binbag about 6 times in the past.

i found a couple of little squares with still amber residue on....all scrunched up and holes in the foil etc, but I did get a little tiny hit...

And you know what, I've been craving the fucking shit all day.
 
MM turning to the Dark Side?!? Has he finally seen the light and gotten over his silly pirate fetish in favour of a proper drug?!? 8o

I'm guessing not. But nice find. Finding escaped bits of tinny complete with actual peev still on is borderline miraculous given how extensive the search regime is :D

choronzon said:
IV'd route is like fucking GOD MODE I loove it.
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I find it's a bit batch dependant. Not all peev is made the same. Well, not all peev is as good IV'd anyway. But when it's good it definitely comes under the "Fukkin Godly" banner =D
 
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