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MDPV Megathread 9: The thrill of the chase

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thats what ive tried saying by text but when i rang her dad picked up so i hung up. im just gonna leave it a while and hopefully can explain away what happened. the thing is i cant even remember half the stuff and i just know that when im like that i was probably swearing and talking dirty so if this is the case ive probably fucked it all up now and forever. shes quite religious so i just dunno. if she gets back to me im going to have to ask her what we talked about and what i said and then think fast with my excuses.

oh well
 
PV has really been twisting and amplifying my sexual desires/fantasies as of late. The kind you could never experience do to the limitations of the physical word we live in

Yet pv is bringing these desires to forefront of my mind. Now they cannot be ignored Nor repressed.

Great. So what the hell do i do now?
 
Turn yourself in to the authorities, before it's too late

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That goes for feckin most of y'all in this thread BTW

har har.. i'll get me coat :/
 
MDPV_Psychosis said:
PV has really been twisting and amplifying my sexual desires/fantasies as of late. The kind you could never experience do to the limitations of the physical word we live in

Yet pv is bringing these desires to forefront of my mind. Now they cannot be ignored Nor repressed.

Great. So what the hell do i do now?
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Do not hurt her ffs.
 
Feel for you MDPV_Psychosis, have also a few fantasies pv have gotten me to like, and can't get them out of my head when im horny, and it's just fuckin weird and fucked up..


Another thing that is fucked up:

I got my a-pvp today, I though it was been taken by the customs or something, because it was like 5 days late, but no there in my mailbox there was a blanket, so I took it and walked up and got the letter from the post office.

And now im sittin with it, and have taken 1 line, (this is crap), couldn't resist try a little one, and you know how the game goes guys..

Gf is coming later, and really don't know what to do now I have it.. FUCK!

Sorry Ben I wasn't strong enough mate, :(
 
thanks Ben, will try my best <3

I could say she should not come today, but then she is going to ask me why, are there something wrong and so on.. Got a few hours before she comes,, should just let the second line be till she asleep tonight or wait till she goes home tommorrow morning, but you know how hard it is.
 
Thanks matey I prey myself so much. Im thinkin like an insane right now, im going to TRY put it away for tomorrow take me some beers instead now.. Lets see how that goes.
 
salutations

New member... long time reader of these forums, especially this thread. I am just a regular dude who has fallen in love with the PV. Completely rational, intelligent and loving person who now has a inner mistress who has my mind by the respective balls. I have been a stim lover for 20 years.... but never at this level. I relate to everything that is discussed in this thread, and feel as one with all of you... for we know the world of the mighty PV.

I have been very unfortunate in my quest with my evil mistress MDPV over the last year. She has taken everything I have ever loved away from me. A loving wife, 2 kids, jobs, house....everything. A handful of stays in mental wards, incarceration by the legal system. She is very evil indeed. As we all know, the evil mistress MDPV can grab you by the nuts or clit and drag you around as its little demented and perverse sexual troll. I have been in the depths of the PV world many times.. the complete lack of comprehension for all that is rational. And I love it. She did not make me choose her... I made my choices to continue entering her world and say fuck you to my loved ones. I cannot begin to describe the horrors they endured... witnessing a loving man, father, son and husband turn into a PV dripping schitzo. The emotional toll is unbearable at times.... I think that is the biggest 'side effect' for me. The utter lack of control I have when my PV mistress comes calling mystifies me. I had to give her up... no matter how much I love her sweet, amber, semen tasting vapors. They entice me. I cannot maintain any form of humanity nor control myself around her. Too many times have I entered her world only to come back to mine in complete ruin. Instead... I choose to date her cousin apvp who is softer and a bit more controllable. She will come visit in the next day bearing a 3g gift. I am salivating at the chance to binge on her vapors for days. See what her world has to offer. I will expose unsuspecting women to her for my twisted sexual desires. She will invade their virgin minds and show them lust and desires they never knew they had. I am feeling very... very excited for they days ahead.
 
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wow fasteddy , just, wow... be careful yeah, and welcome to BL....

and this, so well said Ben....

Please folk who think they can carry on using and folk will stand by you forever should read the above post. Everyone has a breaking point.
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Thanks Ben. I hate to flog the proverbial dead horse, but yes the PV can take everything if you cannot control her. I have not touched her for 6 months and I am finally back to who I was before. Rebuilt my life and now am respectable enough to hold down an awesome job and see my kids again.... but my inner mind still begs for that semen oil lol. I just had to put it out there.. PV is not forgiving at all. I will take all and then some. There are those who can master her.. but they are few. I can smoke meth for days and ride that pony forever with no ill effects. I find that apvp gives me a nice balance of the two. But the PV... that world is still so curious and inviting lol. I read this thread for my PV fix :sus:
 
I'm really sorry to read about what has happened to you. But you seem to be doing so well. I'm sorry you couldn't get your wife and kids back like I only just managed to do. I know how it hurts to be away from them. I can also relate to how you crave.

Look friend you've gone 6 months without using. If you go back down that road now and your ex-wife finds out, she'll severe contact with your kids. You don't want that I'm sure. I know how you feel. I crave the stuff daily even though it crippled me (and I'm not exaggerating believe me).

Today I only visit this thread to see if I can offer any of my experience to help focus folk who may need to hear what I have been through. Reading the thread is without doubt a catalyst and I also crave after reading some of it. I'm not saying don't read or post. But see it for what it is. It cost your wife and kids for fucks sake, how can you glamourise that.

I hope you stay clean, I really do, I have so I know it can be done by all. It's not easy though so you have my understanding. But please, please, please don't let those beautiful kids have to grow up with out any contact from their Dad for a bag of white powder. Come on man. All the very best to you and I wish you strength to achieve this. <3
 
Hey fasteddy7a! Welcome to EADD. Sorry to hear MDPV has taken away everything you ever loved. It has a tendancy to do that. Please consider flushing your a-PVP.
Like Ben So Furry sez, don't let a bag of white powder determine the kind of relationship you have with your kids, for as long as you & your kids are alive you have a chance to redeem yourself. Take care man. <3
 
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I will expose unsuspecting women to her for my twisted sexual desires. She will invade their virgin minds and show them lust and desires they never knew they had. I am feeling very... very excited for they days ahead.
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ala stuffmonger? pv work better 4 sex slaving chad - listen2guru
 
I do think that vaped alpha is a good substitute for vaped MDPV.

However It's not a good replacment if snorted.
When vaped they even can have the same distinct taste at some point (melting point) Whuch is probably the pyrrilidin.

Why aren't there a a-pvp megathread? And how is other chems in the MD** and a-P** class to vape?
I'm hooked on vaping but it needs to taste good.

A-PVT is like CAT PEE and has way to high melting point. Pentedrone tastes like crap and the oil is green, 4-MePPP was like burning rubber and tasted very fake. But they all had nice effects. A short acting euphoria I don't get from PV anymore.

Now I AM EMPTY. Going to rehab and shit.Whish me luck. I'm alredy "clean" from drugs that will show on urine tests ;)
 
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