I have ADHD, and i was super fine on ritalin and dex, PV can't be compared to oter stims, it's like a class of drugs itself

My doc won't give me ritalin because ihave some eatimg issues, so i have to self medicate.
Things are worse now, i whish i didn't leave the other town... because i have friends there... Yes PV can be social if people just do things together.
I have been a bad girl, giving PV to people who begged for it... well, they never got hooked or the real taste because there ain't no PV for them anywhere anymore. I saw PV through all of them, it shines so bright. And i love people who wants to join my cleaning the house at 4 am theme. Hate those who don't get productive at all.
But will never give it away like this anymore, i know now i was 100 % right ppl would just beg for more and more...
That's why nasal is better than IV. IV is not that speedy, but more euphoric and vice versa. But not for too long.
I know not to clean my house on PV, cause i will just make it more messy if i get paranoid.
But that's fun to do together on PV, clean and mess up, and then take more
I don't do it for those reasons. I do it because i'm hooked, I hate being hungry, hate sleeping in a bed with bedbugs, and have more left still.