I'm still in "PV land" but i have slept and started eating again. I had an infection in my mouth that made it impossible to eat, but mouth is back to normal, i lost some spliffs of my front teeth though. I don't sleep each night, but i blacked out or fainted when i took kratom the other night one week ago with a friend. I have had some minor psyckosis which lasted some hours. Went away as fast as i went outside or i told myself it was PV all over. Seems like psyckosis comes when i mix in an other stimulant. Yesterday i did 70 mg methylone on top and when methy left, it was far difficult to tell myself that the things i noticed was PV. Amphetamines are also bad bad BAD for psyckosis with PV. I have a huge tolerance now... Either my PV is bad, or i have overDONE it... I have divided my PV in smaller bags in airthight containers, so some of them are very rarley opened, and some are opened often. But i can't tell difference, not between the two different vendors either. but probably should not expect anything else from 4 weeks, no stop, don't see the point to stop, but not to use either. Don't feel anything when i take it, nothing hits me like before. I don't get the obsession with thingsother then cleaning stuff and making it a more mess in the end.
My skin is really dry, my skin on my toes and under my feet is so thin and i have blisters. Vascontractions and dehydration? I',m starting to eat and hydrate more, but it doesn't help. I have more acne and my hands are like my feet now... Should i add in some aspirin in my diet to thin the blood?
Also this makes it harder to cope with the fact that i feel everything 100 x than normal. My senses are sharp as hell, but my eyes had an infection so my doctor told me i couldn't use contacts anymore, have to use my glasses. Glasses make everything look wierd because they are not made for my real sight. It was the day i switched i had the breaking psyckosis, or the psyckosis where i couldn't tell it was just myself overanalyzing and not seeing straight. But it went away when i ran outside.
I have moved during this PV run, and i have had myself admitted once toa psyk ward once. I almost went to the doctor last night too, but i went to sleep insted. Lol... and found my friend was also admitted last evening. That makes me wanna go too. And bring MDPV into the psyk ward, PV is much more fun inside there. How bad is PV when you think it's better to use it in places that will make you paranoid, but is safe? Outside you don't get the rush of the feeling that you can get cought.... Just sitting in the sofa alone chasing bugs and not doing anything productive.