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MDPV Megathread 8: The Girl Who Chased The Dragon's Tail

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sockpuppet said:
Edited to add: Good to see you MDPV_Psychosis - hope you're well as can be. Miss reading you here....
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Thank you. I'm doing well just struggling/toying around with the idea of quitting this lifestyle for good once and for all.

This last run has been going on now for far far too long. So much so that I'm actually able to eat, sleep and go about my day almost completely normal with regular pv consumption. I've started light excersize and am eating extremely healthy and am actually putting on weight and looking quite healthy despite my use.

If anything, I'm more maintaining myself with pv rather than using it as a functional stim now... much in the same manner as one would maintain on suboxone or methadone if opiate dependent. Just waiting for the right time to call it quits because I'm in for atleast a solid week of not getting out of bed followed by weeks of fatique, lack of motivation and depression after quitting (hopefully exaggerating). I'm more than ready mentally for this change but the timing is not quite right yet considering factors outside of my control. I'm so ready to begin sobriety and a healthier lifestyle and hopefully the day comes soon when I can begin living as such.

I dont post very much but im always around. Especially here in this thread as i enjoy following fellow pv fiends. How bout you sockpuppet? Hope your doing well. EDIT just looked over a few of your posts across the forum... wondering if we know each other from somewhere. Maybe our paths crossed over the internet sometime ago or maybe I've just seen your posts before but don't remember reading them. Something is familiar about your posts though I cannot quite put my finger on what...
 
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Anatrica said:
Yes i have downers, benzos, zolpidem, kratom and seroquel.

And i have to say that i have been using PV for a year now, with breaks. I was mostley in psyk ward for eating disorders. So i did it in there, and i had so much fun. lol. Right place to do it safe. Then they found out, and took it, i was forced to stop. That made me want it more when i had been without for some days, weeks or so. Then i useally got more of it and took it inside the walls, shared it with a few, without anyone noticing it. I had to take urin tests, and it didn't show of course. So i just went on.
Problem is that i HAD to pretend to sleep at night in there, so i slept much more. And i had to eat since i was suppose to get well. So food and sleep was there. But then again, i hit psyckosis much faster.... Not really psyckosis, just dry skin, itching and some bugs that went away after some hours.

I only "saw" bugs when i lost one of my contact lenses or both of them, i have -5, which is relly bad... So no wonder i saw some small objects looking like bugs. I never saw them for real either. NEVER saw anything other than bugs or things being in different places. No humans, no voices etc. Don't know if it's psyckosis or whatever.
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this is gonna sound stupid but i envy you. i dont really wanna be put under any kind of mental health watch but after quitting my job i feel like a pv binge.
 
Can anyone post photos or youtube clips on how you smoke the PV from foil? How do you form the foil etc... Last time we did it wrong and got no effect. Or PV never melted, but got some smoke. Probably too high to notice or waitfor it. I took some in a mini pipe with tobacco and got more effects than with foil.
 
Tried, seems like the first part of PV melted very fast as i held the foil over a candle. I got some of it inhaled, but it was so hot to hold the foil to smoke the rest, so i slipped it on the floor. Is it true there are one easy part to smoke and another PV part that is harder to get? Or am i just seeing things? A nd how can i hold he foil not to get burned? I am out of ideas for anything really.
 
or slightly longer foil...

MDPV is the easiest thing I know of when it comes to vaporising (although I don't know many).

Anatrica you should NOT be learning to vape MDPV if you have been going as long as you say you have, seriously...
 
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I'm still in "PV land" but i have slept and started eating again. I had an infection in my mouth that made it impossible to eat, but mouth is back to normal, i lost some spliffs of my front teeth though. I don't sleep each night, but i blacked out or fainted when i took kratom the other night one week ago with a friend. I have had some minor psyckosis which lasted some hours. Went away as fast as i went outside or i told myself it was PV all over. Seems like psyckosis comes when i mix in an other stimulant. Yesterday i did 70 mg methylone on top and when methy left, it was far difficult to tell myself that the things i noticed was PV. Amphetamines are also bad bad BAD for psyckosis with PV. I have a huge tolerance now... Either my PV is bad, or i have overDONE it... I have divided my PV in smaller bags in airthight containers, so some of them are very rarley opened, and some are opened often. But i can't tell difference, not between the two different vendors either. but probably should not expect anything else from 4 weeks, no stop, don't see the point to stop, but not to use either. Don't feel anything when i take it, nothing hits me like before. I don't get the obsession with thingsother then cleaning stuff and making it a more mess in the end.

My skin is really dry, my skin on my toes and under my feet is so thin and i have blisters. Vascontractions and dehydration? I',m starting to eat and hydrate more, but it doesn't help. I have more acne and my hands are like my feet now... Should i add in some aspirin in my diet to thin the blood?
Also this makes it harder to cope with the fact that i feel everything 100 x than normal. My senses are sharp as hell, but my eyes had an infection so my doctor told me i couldn't use contacts anymore, have to use my glasses. Glasses make everything look wierd because they are not made for my real sight. It was the day i switched i had the breaking psyckosis, or the psyckosis where i couldn't tell it was just myself overanalyzing and not seeing straight. But it went away when i ran outside.

I have moved during this PV run, and i have had myself admitted once toa psyk ward once. I almost went to the doctor last night too, but i went to sleep insted. Lol... and found my friend was also admitted last evening. That makes me wanna go too. And bring MDPV into the psyk ward, PV is much more fun inside there. How bad is PV when you think it's better to use it in places that will make you paranoid, but is safe? Outside you don't get the rush of the feeling that you can get cought.... Just sitting in the sofa alone chasing bugs and not doing anything productive.
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It's time to stop and flush any peevee you have left down the toilet. Seriously stop taking that stuff its damaging you.

Take care of yourself <3
 
I woud rather damage myself than being an idiot joining the flushing club. I know i would just order some more and REGRET the waste... I would regret waste of PV over the waste of money. I have like 5 grams or so. I would rather resend it to myself, buti would not risk loosing it this way. I could ask someone have it for me, but then i would just think about them taking it, or handeling the PV wrong so it will degree or spill. I can probably lock it away in a safe and go to my parents place and hide it in a secret place though.

Anyone else beeing paranoid about other people handeling the PV bag incase it gets a rift or something? I'm a freak about storage and handeling chems...

And if i quit, my eating disorder comes back when i start feeling hunger again. Heck i'm even dealing with hunger coming back now anyway. Not good, hate it. PV makes it all go away.
 
Man send it to yourself 2nd class.

When you begin coming down from MDPV you will have hunger, you havn't been eating properly for a while.

You are in some serious danger of fucking yourself up, get a grip man.

What are your reasons for continuing to take MDPV?
The fact that you don't want to come down, you don't want to return to reality.

What is your alternative? Keep on taking it, where do you think that will lead?

If you cannot deal with flushing it like an 'idiot', then post it to yourself. Worried about it going missing, fucking split it into 2 envelopes!


The worst that can happen is that you get your MDPV back in a couple of days and decide it was a waste of time and you keep dosing.
Best case scenario you realise you need a break, just like everyone on here has been saying.
 
I would LOL if the police intercepted that envelope, but in all seriousness what FlippingTop says is wise.
 
flippingtop said:
man send it to yourself 2nd class.

When you begin coming down from mdpv you will have hunger, you havn't been eating properly for a while.

You are in some serious danger of fucking yourself up, get a grip man.

What are your reasons for continuing to take mdpv?
The fact that you don't want to come down, you don't want to return to reality.

What is your alternative? Keep on taking it, where do you think that will lead?

If you cannot deal with flushing it like an 'idiot', then post it to yourself. Worried about it going missing, fucking split it into 2 envelopes!


The worst that can happen is that you get your mdpv back in a couple of days and decide it was a waste of time and you keep dosing.
Best case scenario you realise you need a break, just like everyone on here has been saying.
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exactly.
 
I'm just kidding. I know i would be able to quit if i wanted and still having the pv laying around. But i don't know if i want to. It's not like I'm taking huge amounts or doses, i'm under the 20 mg zone. But it now feels like i'm not on any drug at all. I always thought day 2 and 3 awake on PV was better than day 1... Maybe this is why i feel like this. i slept so long today that PV probably had gone way down in my bloodstream, so it takes a lot longer to build it back to the high level when dosing this low over time. It has been this way every time i slept for a long period.

I'm starting to think it may degree in a way too. Think of a small 500 mg baggie being opened 5 times a day or more for x days, getting all the bacteria and shit in it from outside. Some of it became more compact, hard and clumpy, small amount that looked like 10 mg was suddenly 20 mg on scale etc.. Some of it even sticking in the nose after snorting! I have never seen this with PV.
 
Buy a strong safe that is not easily broken into with only one key (or set of keys). Lock your mdpv in there and then mail the keys (all of them if its a set) so you don't have to worry about the legalities of mailing pv through the postal service. If your key is lost in the mail there are always ways to break into a safe (not easy unless your a professional). That way you're not risking mailing pv to yourself and hopefully your have atleast the thinnest sliver of self control and can force yourself to wait for your key to arrive instead of breaking into your safe since doing so is no easy feat.

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Though the reality of the situation is this in my opinion: if you do not have atleast enough self control to take a break for a couple of days every once in awhile then really you need to quit. You even said so yourself that pv is barely working for you anymore due to tolerance. You're telling us you cannot force yourself to stop long enough so that your tolerance drops so that you can enjoy the high again? And as an added bonus your body and mind will recover a bit and heal. If you lack that much self control you need to quit. If you cannot quit drastic measures are necessary if you value your life or longterm health.

Please think about this seriously.

Edit 2 - just saw your last post after I made the first edit so some of what I said may not necessarily apply though I still have my concerns. Please take care of yourself however you proceed.
 
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pv doesnt degrade that fast. its your tolerance that makes it weaker then it was in the beginning
 
Yeah i know... Just thinking of all the options. I found a bag of 1 gr mdpv laying loose inthe closet with my jeans, it had been laying there since february and it was fine. So my worst fair of degreeing PV was not true. I had a bad experience the second time i had PV. It was in a plastic box, i walked in the rain and opened the box and snorted rom it. I had it hidden in my closet overnight, and in the morning it was all turned to liquid white milky spermy fishy
 
UGGH, there acctually was a REAL bug in my bed! I hate the real ones, i even got this on tape and stuff. Looked like 5 mm, no wings, probably a bed bug, crawling along... I knew it
 
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