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MDPV Megathread 7: ektamine, we all approve and miss you

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Well I had to flush around 7 grams the last time I got 10. Swore I wouldn't buy more than 1 at a time after that. BUT! it was some kick ass tan! AND I got tipped off that the state I live in might have ban in place sometime around this weekend.

Don't worry, I'm prepared this time. I have a safe where I will have majority of stash. This safe will be at another residence across town. We live and we learn, and I'm not going to make the same mistake twice=D.
 
Man... am I the only peev-fiend that has NEVER flushed or even thrown away a single dose of PV?
And I've had 5gram, 3gram sacks, etc.. Finished to the last speck.

The way I see it... I'm gonna get more later anyways, why would I waste the stuff I have?
Then I'd just feel shitty. I guess I'd rather binge my way through =D
 
ektamine said:
Man... am I the only peev-fiend that has NEVER flushed or even thrown away a single dose of PV?
And I've had 5gram, 3gram sacks, etc.. Finished to the last speck.

The way I see it... I'm gonna get more later anyways, why would I waste the stuff I have?
Then I'd just feel shitty. I guess I'd rather binge my way through =D
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I've only thrown PV away a couple times, but I dunno if you're the only one that's never tossed any out or not.

As relatively cheap as PV is compared to say, cocaine, it doesn't feel like that big a deal tossing some out... and I've tossed out/flushed over a hundred bucks worth of crack in the past. Tossing/flushing five or ten bucks worth of peevee to be able to sleep when you're exhausted doesn't seem like such a big deal. It isn't the psychological symbolism, it's really needing to be rid of it so you can function normally.
sighhill said:
Don't worry, I'm prepared this time. I have a safe where I will have majority of stash. This safe will be at another residence across town. We live and we learn, and I'm not going to make the same mistake twice=D.
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I'd stash it before u start using it, so the shadow peeps aren't tailing you across town ;).
 
ektamine said:
Man... am I the only peev-fiend that has NEVER flushed or even thrown away a single dose of PV?
And I've had 5gram, 3gram sacks, etc.. Finished to the last speck.

The way I see it... I'm gonna get more later anyways, why would I waste the stuff I have?
Then I'd just feel shitty. I guess I'd rather binge my way through =D
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I have NEVER thrown away any drugs. Wasted them, surely. But never wantonly tossing them aside. I'm a fucking addict, thats like seeing an H junkie just toss a loaded rig into a biohazard container without using.
 
SmokeaJoint said:
I have NEVER thrown away any drugs. Wasted them, surely. But never wantonly tossing them aside. I'm a fucking addict, thats like seeing an H junkie just toss a loaded rig into a biohazard container without using.
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I thought addicts quite often had regretful moments? In fact it might be more a non-addict that never tosses out drugs (?). Depends on how you look at it, maybe.
 
But I do agree with SmokeaJoint that I've never seen a true junky throw away his fix.

I agree with you dedbeet, thats its actually smarter to throw it away if it comes down to it, but something in me (probably the addict) won't let me do that.
 
Dedbeet said:
I thought addicts quite often had regretful moments? In fact it might be more a non-addict that never tosses out drugs (?). Depends on how you look at it, maybe.
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Hmm lemme see... Well I have alot of moments of "regret" like why am I throwing my life/money/etc away for drugs and I should just quit yada yada. But its always directly post-use. When the drugs are near, regret can be self-medicated into oblivion.
 
Chrissakes... bills,bills, bills. The next PV I got coming in is gonna have to save me on food money this month... almost broke again :p. As long as I got enough to buy chewing tobacco/dip... gotta have the necessities, dontcha know =D.
 
will be glad to rid myself of this from my life...once I finish it that is, hahahaha. I kept saying "well I can SEE the appeal of this, it's just not my thing, having had meth, cocaine, and crack addictions." but it's redic, cuz I stayed up too late one night, then it was like, I gotta function during the day, so i kept doing it and taking adderalls. fuck, reminds me of the begining of a meth addiction. Hahah... Makes one go a lil' zanny for sure tho. yupppp
 
Confoox0red, are ya? :p. A little PV'd fix that...

P.S. dammit, mine is taking so freakin' long to get here. The last two days have been slower than snails, and things just seem to be slowing down at this point 8).
 
Dedbeet said:
I wanna cast some MDPV onto a piece of foil and light a fire under it....
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Get physically prepared, it'll help SO much.

Go for 1 - 2 runs/bikes/swims/etc (you decide the length, but set the goal and then meet the goal) each day until your pv gets here. Then when it gets here do one more run, come home, and immediately dive in while your hearts still pumping and your bloods still flowing.

When I adopted that strategy, it made my binges so much less physically draining.
And in the mean time, it will GREATLY help you take your mind off it.
Releasing endorphins feels great, and is a necessary component to happiness.
 
Well. The obvious solution is to smoke PV while your taking a bath, so you get the energy to take a bath.

=D

Plus, the whole point of doing exercise is to gain energy.
If you don't exercise, simple things make you tired, and if ya do exercise, they don't. :)
 
ektamine said:
Get physically prepared, it'll help SO much.

Go for 1 - 2 runs/bikes/swims/etc (you decide the length, but set the goal and then meet the goal) each day until your pv gets here. Then when it gets here do one more run, come home, and immediately dive in while your hearts still pumping and your bloods still flowing.

When I adopted that strategy, it made my binges so much less physically draining.
And in the mean time, it will GREATLY help you take your mind off it.
Releasing endorphins feels great, and is a necessary component to happiness.
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Appreciate the suggestion, but I'm just not much of an exerciser... it would be a bare beginning after pretty much years of being sedentary (altho my body is not overweight, as I don't eat very much either on top of not moving around much).

But I might at least go for a few walks or something before Saturday... anything at this point, this is really boring. Can't remember actually feeling bored in a long time, but I have been for the past day or two. Not like me at all.
 
The choice is yours, but I think you should just try it, doesn't matter how slow you have to start. It just really feels SO good to get back in the habit of exercising, even if you only get your foot in the door.

The first cure for any problem, exercise and diet.
 
that's true, there is wellness in just simple things like not eating processed shite, lots of fresh fruit n veggies and getting off yer arse and just having a walk.

Having the mentality to want that is another matter though.

Generally speaking though, a mellow wander is plenty exercise, no need to run about like a cunt.
 
I dont know.. heres my take:

I just came out of about a year of doing absolutely nothing but sitting and doing stimulants.
During the last 1/3 of that year, I got my shit together and stared exercising every day again. Within a week I was back to biking 10miles a day, without having to try to hard.

INSTANTLY, all the motivation / contentness / happiness / generall well-being feeling came back to me. Everything is just BETTER when you exercise, not to mention it gives you real, tangible, chemical highs.

I just feel 10x 'better' about my self in every sense of the word. I'm more confident, I can sleep better, I can eat more, I'm gaining healthy weight, etc...

But if you ask any health-junky, the first and foremost step to bettering your OVERALL health is exercise, diet, and sleep. Just doing these things everyday for a few months will make you feel like you have just been multiplied by two.

But still its a personal choice. I just know from having period of basically being glued to the chair/coach, and periods of over intensive exercise, that there is a healthy compromise in there somewhere.
 
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