Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Haven't slept properly since i started vapin it last Friday,
lost feeling in my left thumb, and a large area of my back is numb.
Very strange, Trying to force myself to sleep,
totally not happening on PV
i felt like i almost had it at one point, had the random abstract thinking and really felt like a dream/sleep was about to kick off,
but the second a real world thought occurred (usually a paranoid one) i was snapped back to totally conscious and fully awake...
Edited your post for replying. Had to remove some PV ramblings.
First there is probably some logical obvious reason your thumb is numb. You're probably leaning on your elbow hitting a nerve or resting your chin on your thumb absent mindedly. I wouldn't worry bout the thumb.
MOST folk get a numb or sore back on stims. That's probably because your muscles are tight and constricted I found PV killed my shoulders and back when I used to take it. Best thing, is a REALLY HOT BATH! that'll relax you and raise your core temp. When it lowers the body feels the need to sleep.
And stop trying to force yourself to sleep. I've always had difficulty with falling asleep sometimes even with sleeping pills. IME you just can't force these things. The more you try the more sleep will elude you. If you can't sleep and you can't lie there relaxing , GIVE UP! You'll go to bed when you're ready. If you don't have any sleep aids I'd recommend trying to eat some foods high in tryptophan ( cheese and turkey omelets are good combo ). Might make you drowsey and my guess is you've probably not eaten in a while. Try and eat if you can.
A warm drink also naturally gets the body ready for sleep. Again they say that's because you're raising your core temp. Herbal teas are good if you've got them if not, warm milk. I hate milk so I put fake sugar and cinnamon in mine.
Try to relax your muscles, put something on in the background you find relaxing that wont distract you too much. I'm partial to the sound of rain. but that's just me, it might not be your thing. Anyway, try to relax. Even an hour relaxing in bed can leave you feeling rested. I've read a lot of crap in the middle of the night unable to sleep. Those are just things that have worked for me. Hope you get some rest mate. If not, just enjoy being curled up in a cosy bed if you can.
If all else fails there's always BL! Oh, out of curiosity, when was your last dose of PV?
ha ha ha, That's how they all start and it usually ends up the same as your night.
key is try not to re-dose unless really needed and keep your doses low. Learning the difference between wanting "just a bit more" and having a tiny bit because you're starting to fade is key.
It really can be good for study and concentration as was my experience anyway. Just gotta get the fun time over and done with on day one. After that, it's just something to hand that's better than coffee.
Its comforting to know that if you end up sleepless in the night theres usually someone in the PV thread to keep you company.
just smoked some pv and going to take some mg clonazepam for getting over the "paranoia". Hope everything will be fine!
- i am afraid of having 3g in reserve, and still some rest of the 1g i bought about 6 weeks ago.
