it all was going so good, now it all maybe is going to fall apart for me. Oh we going to find out![]()
Ooh im the mood these days for sum Pv maniac fun 8(
knowing what my addictive tendencies are I think it would best be avoided.
But christ, it sounds gooood!
Not me bro. I don't think about it at all anymore, I've pretty much sworn off synthetic chems.
I've actually started to rebuild my social life again and it's so much better this way. I could order some apvp but I know what would happen, I'd avoid everyone like the plague, fuck up my family life. And then when I run out spend a week or so deep in a hole of depression and recovery.
Nope, no more. I quite like the stability of life without supercrack head shit involved. In fact, I've cut out all synthetics.a. Nothing but good ole' weed and booze these days. I feel Much better.
Oh and also, my life is extremely confusing and hard to live too man! But pv chems make it nearly unbearable at times. Try to hang in there man, you can get through it without pv.
I mean come on, I'm a 25 year old virgin who hasn't dated in 7 years with an alcoholic dad, angry mom, totally dysfunctional family and a dead end job to boot. If I can push forward without PV I'm sure you can too.
Your turn next for some of that feeling good positive stuff then, Nick![]()
Saw ya popping in, Quasi - just to let you know I just opened your PM this minute and will get back to you properly. Am a lil discombobulated due to some of that swirlsome therapy at the moment
But have not forgotten - am just horrible at timely PM responses at the best of times
Is great to hear you're doing so well at the moment though - you do sound very positive of late. Is good to see
Your turn next for some of that feeling good positive stuff then, Nick![]()
Great to hear Quasi, keep it that way, seems to help you a lot, very happy news to hear mate!
Sounds hard dude, my dad an alcoholic too, myself also is when I don't have drugs, or will not call me an alcoholic but you know what I mean.
But got mine own problems dude, my ocd + borderline disorder doing it very hard for me to live a normal life + got a lot of other things im battlin with.. But yea I can push forward without pv, I am sure of.. Some day.
Maybe not next but it will sometime friend, that's for sure, I can just feel I have to dive down in the PV one more time, thinkin sum mxe+mdpv combo lines?! Keepin away from vaping![]()
It's official, Nick is going back to the pv land.
Just ordered 1g of a-pvp, will order sum mdpv + mxe when my other vendor opens again from being on holidays.
Nick said:Just ordered 1g of a-pvp
Master of your own destruction,
bet its partly enjoyable though