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MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

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WTF.. As a self confessed mdpv fiend by proxy (just finished reading every mdpv tread8)) I love those really freaked out supernatural experiences and have had some on stims in the past, was really turned on by stories of the legendary Soap mcTarvish and pv tread hilarities like the german/spanish ANAL porn trip.. Having control over my past addictions I thought I would be able to use pv as a functional stim, you guys made me think and not take the risk, returned baggy with pv to vendor.. Thanks for that. In some ways I still envy/live with you guys.

And fuck.. Nicklazz.... Oh boy how do I say this...mm maybe better to ask.. As I know you quit before and still there seems to be a trigger in your behaviour.

What is it in your life that makes you turn to peev, something lacking or something that triggers it?
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In my experience either you turn outward and enjoy your family gf hobbies etc and in generrally feel loved, or you turn inward and feel sorry for yourself/succumb to your addictive tendencies and further weaken your resolve and increase guilt, shame and other negative issues.

First you need to free yourself from this circle.

Psychedelics can gave a resetting/de-addicting effect.
Perhaps some 2c's I only have experince with 2c-b have yet to try 2c-d but im mostly interested in psych control with low dosage. And the sex is a nice bonus too;)
(just get some 2c-b on the road, low doses like 8 mg do miracles for my pyche without tripping I could really set my mind, it would have a great positive influence on me and made me clean up my life)
If that doesnt do the trick for you, then perhaps an ayahuasca session might help.. I don't have experience with that myself but it seems to be a much more potent medicine. I immagine 2c-b to be the carrot and ayahuasca the stick.. While I can't immagine you guys being shy of a good whoopin..=D I would start with 2cb as it can be used therapeutically in small doses and more frequent, to keep your proverbial record from skipping and those behavioral grooves clean and remove dust when so desired.

Sorry if this seems like a rather direct approach by an uninnitiated but I feel I've gotten to know you guys and you have to agree that the tread is getting rather loopy8(

Get a grip Nick don't go down that road again it only feeds you ocd addictive tendencies and you come out even worse.

Try to enjoy the company of your loved ones more and have lots of activities to keep your mind occupied, but best is a strong new passion.
 
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Too long and no see. I've only had two small sessions with pv since june, or last time i posted. 1 gram alpha and 1 peeved. Must say i liked alpha better this time. It all was vaped in lightbulbs of different shapes and sizes. With my new bf and his friends. No real paranoia or psycosis were reached. Even though combined with IV 3-mmc (lovley for sex) and meth.

My tolerance hasn't gone back after a year in pv land, or pv has lost potency. liqouire mdpv we call it, becauae this batch taste liqouire as in the candy, not booze :p

hell i miss it! But i'm stuck in Rhodes greece with family on holiday. Vendor is closed and i might go to rehab again to get the spot on the program for my eating disorder.

So i dunno if i'll order a new round or spend my money on speed insted, which i know i will get at least. But hey, an iv dose is 250 mg speed compared to 20 mg mdpv. 1 gr speed is like 90 euros and 1 gr pv is 28... so the choice should be easy, but it ain't. I'll go for both...fuck.
 
Wouldn't some 2 fa be a cheaper then Anatrica? Its not exactly d- amph but its nice.
 
just got the a-pvp by the postman. Will answer your posts to me later friends, I will be careful <3

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and good to see your sayin hi in here anatrica, you been missed!

Just snorted a very little line, and oh damn im feeling it already, sexy times this weekend? ;)

Nick is going back to maniac land!
 
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Nicklazz said:
help me stop doing it
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Not possible.

This thread full of peeps enjoy vape peev. Sober threads/Dark Side better bet. Better bet still: go offline/get treatment/dry out.

No one will help you if you can't help yourself. Hanging out at drug party asking for help quitting drugs is self-defeating.

Good luck.
 
Have to stop stims completelly after I run out of this apvp (soon there), can't fuckin stop doing it man even tho had the most scary night in my life, also a chick almost died (or could have) because I maybe gave her too much apvp. Fuck Im really out on control with this shite, even with pirate and other stims. But my dick is rock hard now and feeling fuckin for sum fuckin sum girl up or doing porn-wank a little more. OMFG, write later Im a fuckin retard. This it not the nick you guys know (or maybe a little) but I think its going waay over hand, lost gf completelly, my family knows I have fallen in and I keep dosing now and luvin it?! luckily I deleted (or not luckily for future mxe and tryptamine times, but deleted my invite-only vendors because gf as is not my gf anymore said It should be done now. Didn't got to order mdpv, AND IM FEELING MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT THAT. hell a 1g or I got like 800/still getting it in what 24 hours? no good. talk later
 
Oh dear. I don't want to think about your dick and dead girls, focusing on the eel and the meerkat. :| You could just quit, you know, but I wonder how much of this is stims and how much is testosterone.
 
Maybe this is just the reminder he needs to finally kick it for good. I know I kept going back to the stuff. "This time it'll be different" Never is though. I quit huundreds and hundreds of times just to go back to it after a little time had passed and the dust from the wreckage of last time was a fading memory. Took some seriously scary stupid shit to get me to finally leave it alone for good. I hope you don't need to go to those places to find out for yourself Nicklazz.

Take care of yourself and those around you man. You don't want to go down for killing some poor girl do you? <3
 
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knock and Ben my friends no there should not be a dead girl or anything, like ever even if I fall in again. That I really should not do.

She had smoked sum weed, then she took a little line, 5minutes after she was fucked, a picture of big city was moving and dancing she said to me, we talked a little etc, then I said she should get another one, she did oh boy the girl got horny, I promise you I have NEVER seen a girl that horny, so hot to look at, just smilin soo dirty wet as hellp just wanted my cock, hell looked like she could not think/use her mind other than "fuck me". We did fuck, wich was fuckin amazing.

But suddenly sum time after (think she got 1 more line) and smoked a joint or a half again (she is a daily smoker), she didn't know what year it was, was almost falling when she walked, couldn't get air normally she said, and blackoutet a couple of times and other stuff. I did got her fine again after sum time trying to help my lovely friend (yea yea fuckbuddies or what ya call it ;) ).

She have done A-pvp with me before and it did fuck her up pretty good too, just not like this time, this was insane.
 
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Nicklazz said:
omfg it ended bad/ is ending bad. help me stop doing it
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You gotta just stop it man. It's redundant to keep saying but you KNEW how it was going to end up.

You have to give up on these pv chemicals. It's always been a complete embarrassment for me everytime I've taken it, I've tried all sorts of ways to include it in my life but you cannot be a half decent human being with this shit.

I hope this is your last go at it man. Learn from it! It just keeps getting worse. I don't know why you went ordered again man, I'm kind of disappointed. But I did the same thing too many times.

Sounds like the apvp predictably made a real mess of things and now you've gotta pick up and clean up the mess AGAIN. Aren't you getting tired of this yet? Don't you think that this should be the last time? You're gonna have to really man up and quit this shit, it's going to ruin you man.

Think how pathetic this all really is - you got the apvp and talked about how great it was and barely 24 hours later you are a complete wreck. It's time to stop. You need to.
 
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Someone who has taken that fairly unusual chem, nay actually combined it with MDPV may eventually show up and let you know, but nine hours is asking for hella coincidences to have taken place.
 
I've taken 1,4B but that was a totally different timeline from when I was using mdpv.

Both chems made me do some dumb shit and 1,4 B seemed a little unhealthy. Then again so did mdpv.
 
Shamanism said:
WTF.. As a self confessed mdpv fiend by proxy (just finished reading every mdpv tread8)) I love those really freaked out supernatural experiences and have had some on stims in the past, was really turned on by stories of the legendary Soap mcTarvish and pv tread hilarities like the german/spanish ANAL porn trip.. Having control over my past addictions I thought I would be able to use pv as a functional stim, you guys made me think and not take the risk, returned baggy with pv to vendor.. Thanks for that. In some ways I still envy/live with you guys.

And fuck.. Nicklazz.... Oh boy how do I say this...mm maybe better to ask.. As I know you quit before and still there seems to be a trigger in your behaviour.

What is it in your life that makes you turn to peev, something lacking or something that triggers it?
.....................
.....................


In my experience either you turn outward and enjoy your family gf hobbies etc and in generrally feel loved, or you turn inward and feel sorry for yourself/succumb to your addictive tendencies and further weaken your resolve and increase guilt, shame and other negative issues.

First you need to free yourself from this circle.

Psychedelics can gave a resetting/de-addicting effect.
Perhaps some 2c's I only have experince with 2c-b have yet to try 2c-d but im mostly interested in psych control with low dosage. And the sex is a nice bonus too;)
(just get some 2c-b on the road, low doses like 8 mg do miracles for my pyche without tripping I could really set my mind, it would have a great positive influence on me and made me clean up my life)
If that doesnt do the trick for you, then perhaps an ayahuasca session might help.. I don't have experience with that myself but it seems to be a much more potent medicine. I immagine 2c-b to be the carrot and ayahuasca the stick.. While I can't immagine you guys being shy of a good whoopin..=D I would start with 2cb as it can be used therapeutically in small doses and more frequent, to keep your proverbial record from skipping and those behavioral grooves clean and remove dust when so desired.

Sorry if this seems like a rather direct approach by an uninnitiated but I feel I've gotten to know you guys and you have to agree that the tread is getting rather loopy8(

Get a grip Nick don't go down that road again it only feeds you ocd addictive tendencies and you come out even worse.

Try to enjoy the company of your loved ones more and have lots of activities to keep your mind occupied, but best is a strong new passion.
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Well done sending this chemical back to sender, you made the right choice. It nags and begs for addiction, it is only a matter of when for most folks. And god help someone who thinks they can control vaping it! Lol.

Also some good thoughts are in there for Nicklazz. We've been talking about psychedelics a little bit lately in the peev thread, I still haven't gotten around to getting some psychedelics yet. It's been ages but it seems like the natural next step now that I've been off PV for months and other addictive synthetics for maybe a month now.
 
THis is serious shizzle in this thread .

I'm so relieved i got away with my one encounter with this chem considering my addict status . If anything it was probably the other addictions coming first that saved me .
 
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