MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

[researcher9]

Man crap life I have.

The Great Dane Søren Kierkegaard sagde engang: "Livet er ikke et problem, der skal løses, men en realitet, skal opleves." Vi bruger så meget tid på at analysere os selv og kæmper virkeligheden - men nogle gange er det bare bedst at dykke i hovedet først. Denne tråd engang var forenet i kærlighed til PV, og nu er det så trist. Jeg håber du vil finde megen lykke, og mange Store danskere til voldtagende også Nick - med PV eller uden PV. Samme for resten af ​​jer - vape op og op med humøret venligst.

 

[researcher9]

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Easy there mate! Read again and calmly....Feel better!

 

[foolsgold]

i wonder if i have ocd in other cases. just closing doors checking ive got everything etc. i dont think mdpv would help your situation one bit.

think it depends on the person it could help with some plus well if you do enough you to monged to be ocd

 

[Pagey]

Well okay mate I do that, it will be messed up post but yea:

I have Borderline personality disorder, OCD(in insane degree, makin my thinkin of mdpv even worse too!) and different kind of anxiety.
Got insane mood swings (because of borderline I guess).
Memory issues.
My dad's an alcoholic.
My life is fuckin twisted, got lies for a lot of people, it's hard to describe in english sorry, but one I tell this, another I tell a whole other story, and so on.. I don't fuckin know why I am doing it..
I live alone in a city I don't know anybody, don't see any almost (I go home all the time).

Man I could go on for ages, will stop here tho' this is some of my problems.

much love Nick. Sorry my brain appears to hav shut off today so I'm not finding anything of much help to add but I'll see if you're on skype. And I do hope you realise how amazing you've been doing with the MDPV

 

[illustrious junk]

Nicklazz, no-one's saying you should leave, this is the pv thread so it's inevitably gonna get filled with people's lengthy ramblings about highly personal issues, that's just the nature of the beast. Don't stress, it's just drugs

Sometimes I really just want to let go and give up this life.

Today was like that for me too, where you just think 'fuck this, I've had enough already'. Hang in there though, it may seem pointless now but you may look back one day and realise your suffering is your most valuable experience.

Laying off the peevee for a while won't hurt.

Tbh I think anyone who goes in for this kind of drug use probably has issues of some sort, stim bingeing has a masochistic element and can verge on deliberate self-harm sometimes.

No im no student or have work or anything :/

Me too, I'm a uni dropout and general fuck-up. It's never too late though, I'm going back to college in the autumn, do you have any plans, even vague ones?

 

[Sadie]

Hahahahahahahhahahhaaaa! That is fukkin hilarious

"Nobody should have to resort to using xHamster!"

Come back Stuffmonger, we you

Also, checked some of his other vids and he did a lengthy interview with Alex Jones. This I have to hear :D

Ha ha! Porn and PV the two go hand and hand.Don't remember xhamster being THAT bad. But then, I was more Rawgonzo. Saying that, sadly it's been a while since I've visited either.

 

[Nicklazz]

much love Nick. Sorry my brain appears to hav shut off today so I'm not finding anything of much help to add but I'll see if you're on skype. And I do hope you realise how amazing you've been doing with the MDPV

Thanks Pagey

Nicklazz, no-one's saying you should leave, this is the pv thread so it's inevitably gonna get filled with people's lengthy ramblings about highly personal issues, that's just the nature of the beast. Don't stress, it's just drugs



Today was like that for me too, where you just think 'fuck this, I've had enough already'. Hang in there though, it may seem pointless now but you may look back one day and realise your suffering is your most valuable experience.

Laying off the peevee for a while won't hurt.

Tbh I think anyone who goes in for this kind of drug use probably has issues of some sort, stim bingeing has a masochistic element and can verge on deliberate self-harm sometimes.



Me too, I'm a uni dropout and general fuck-up. It's never too late though, I'm going back to college in the autumn, do you have any plans, even vague ones?

Just feeling like I am making this thread crappy right now for others (sorry if I do).

Have layed off the pv for a while now, thank god or ells my life would look even worse I am sure of. But man I could go for some.

Nice you havin some plans for the future dude! No I have no plans at all. Can't go to school or work.. My mental state is to bad for that.

 

[Sadie]

No I have no plans at all. Can't go to school or work.. My mental state is to bad for that.

It gets better hun. Just give it time. Loads of BL'ers have been there.

 

[Nicklazz]

It only gets worse.^

Have to do something before its get better..

 

[Sadie]

tbf it can get worse. But then, thats all down to you. But yeah, if you want things to get better you need a break. Get shit sorted in your head and in your life. But hey, Its been over a year since I've been active on this board. I don't know you and don't know what your situ is. I also know BL is a fantastic source of support any way you're feeling.

 

[Shambles]

Nicklazz, no-one's saying you should leave, this is the pv thread so it's inevitably gonna get filled with people's lengthy ramblings about highly personal issues, that's just the nature of the beast. Don't stress, it's just drugs



Today was like that for me too, where you just think 'fuck this, I've had enough already'. Hang in there though, it may seem pointless now but you may look back one day and realise your suffering is your most valuable experience.

Laying off the peevee for a while won't hurt.

Tbh I think anyone who goes in for this kind of drug use probably has issues of some sort, stim bingeing has a masochistic element and can verge on deliberate self-harm sometimes.



Me too, I'm a uni dropout and general fuck-up. It's never too late though, I'm going back to college in the autumn, do you have any plans, even vague ones?

That.

Does it ever get better? Of course. Sometimes. Mostly not though. But sometimes

Other times not so great Mostly the not so great. Not always though

Mostly it's all so much bleeurgh anyway.

And the good bits really are good. And bad bits really are bad. Most get mixed reviews at best so far. You acclimatise.

I'm sure it all gets corrected for at the end anyway.

Well worth seeing through right to the bitter end. Why not?

No need to go rushing off like that. Is a nice day. Do a nice thing. Any thing. It really does help if you can find something you just really enjoy doing. read a bood book. read LOTS of good books.A lil light art therapy is plenty fun. Not made squishy finger paintings for a very long time. Did though. Just now. Glad I did too. Not very glad. Not very anything really It's really not so bad once you get used to it.

Bits of it anyway.

And the good bits really are very good

indeed.

(did i mention that?)




The rest really doesn't matter does it? Not when you can't even hear the good bits any more.

Will all sort itself out

somewhere towards the end

probably

 

[Sadie]

Think shams prob hit the nail on the head for some. But, as I've seen not all. Catching a problem early enough gives you the time to reset to nearly zero. If you're smart you'll learn something from it all. If anything just knowing your limits is enough.

 

[longlivetrippers]

Wasn't trying to tell him what to do, like I said was not my meaning. Your right in all you wrote there Shambles.

While I really appreciate the well-meaning advice, I'm not a 'him' and have been using various party drugs for the past 22 years, with no problems apart from some fucked-up memories about my highly embarrassing behaviour in public on hallucinogens and MDMA in particular. So I don't intend for MDPV to ever get the better of me either. In fact, the only serious drug problem I've had was with a pharmy (Rohypnol for enthusiasts) that I was using to get to sleep. And, after recovering from that addiction at age 20, I strive emphatically to never let anything take hold of me again. You're probably saying "never say never", right? That's OK, I understand - I get that it's a massively problematic drug and have read many a post about the devastating consequences of it. Oh, and good luck with the BPD. I have HPD and have trouble dealing with that sometimes, which is exactly why I enjoy the escape I get with MDPV.

 

[foolsgold]

do not i think i will be smoking the residue out my pipe again very jittery this morning all on edge damn stuff

 

[illustrious junk]

Painstakingly unwrapping dozens of scrunched-up balls of foil in a desperate search for even the smallest bit of unsmoked residue - self loathing on an epic scale

Fuck you pv, sometimes. I feel like a battered woman who keeps running back to her abusive husband

Meh, at least I got a good hit in the end.

 

[Stato]

So say someone (my mate) may have obtained 1.25g or so of supposed "tan" mdpv (looks white but not uberwhite) Can post photos.... if need be.

And say this mate of mine tried some (aware that it's dosing is active by the mg), first taking out a few crumbs, weighing 5mg (approx.. shitty scales) and railing it. The MDPV doing its job, it acted as a stimulant.

The next time my mate tried the "tan" (again at my place, lol) mdpv we threw about 30-50mg eyeballed into a pipe, and i let him at it, I also cooked him up a shot with approx 50mg mdpv in it too, unfortunately he couldn't get a vein so the shot was taken orally after many attempts.

This person on the one night has taken over or close to 70-100mg of mdpv and is having no heartrate problems (just 120bpm steady not rising), no anxiety really only that he may have taken too much or redosed too frequently, he is quite stimulated and whatnot... (talking my ear off) But is worried now because He may overdose and have heart problems and psychosis.

Fortunately my mate is here with me so I have on hand my TOOLKIT for situations like this Clonidine hcl 150mcg tabs, the perfect FUCKOFF (ANTI STIM) Med should work for mdpv, Seroquel 100mg IR (for psychosis if any? and sleeping) and lorazepam 2mgs, xanax 1mg's (if needed, prefer etizolam cause it's liquid dosing) and etizolam (PG 1-1.5mg/ml solution (i just fed him about 4.5mg of it (3-3.5ml) and have the rest drawn up in a 3ml handy just in case he starts feeling any symptoms of a hypertensive crisis).

I now ask, after reading this, do you think my mate is being worried for nothing? He wanted me to load him up that 50mg shot to IV and see if there was a rush, but no go. I'm just going to watch him with another 3mg etizolam, clonidine and seroquel handy.

Do you think my mdpv could be cut, or the fact most of it was smoked out of a light bulb could be such an inefficient method to vape the HCL salt (yes, i have read about toxicity, shut up about that in reply to this, he doesn't want to hear it, nor do i)

I am sober of course as i am his trip sitter and we're just chatting, still seems okay to me, but he asked me if i could ask BL.

 

[Stato]

Here's a post of the "TAN" MDPV.

with it in his baggies, and a big white chunk of chelated magnesium from a 500mg cap as a reference to WHITE powder.

Crappy photo but you can see the difference in the chunk of magnesium being what i would call white, and my mates MDPV being tan.

What do people normally cut this apparently evil chemical with, if anything? His pipe is left with black burnt residue unlike any meth pipe I've ever seen. Perhaps it's because it's impuruties are cooking? I dont know.

So can anyone comment, have i done the right thing giving him 3.5-4mg etizolam on top of his binge to keep the anxiety at bay?

EDIT: Looking on a certain silky website where people sell this sort of stuff, it seems it can range from pure white powder, to what people call "TAN" which is what I have. Supposedly better stuff, some say more impurities, what? Everyone ADVERTISING FOR SALE mdpv on that certain site who does have "tan" product, does note it as superior and still pure product.

NSFW:

 

[yoyo50]

It will turn turn black in a pipe if u burn it, you need very very low heat and it should turn orange/amber
also i had tan stuff from that website and they told me it was "tan MDPV", but clearly was A-PVP,

 

[Stato]

Yeah It was orange amber, it's just the fact he put quite a lot in at once, melted it down (orange amber) weird tasting he told me, then I watched him do it right, that 30-50mg we loaded did last him over 8 tokes, spread over 4+ hours.

He seems okay now. no other drugs taken or given to him. He want's to snort that line of mdpv I just took out of the bag for the photo, but i threw it in a capsule.

Now all i want is people to check out my photo about of the mdpv and tell me if that is the TAN stuff and in their opinion what's the difference if any.... I've read all sorts of crap about tanvs white.

From a third party sense I can see this stuff is as fiendish as meth, I was just worried about a hypertensive crisis at doses of 100+mg a night. It appears fine just like meth

Next time he told me he's going to come over and find that vein he couldnt hit for the IV, and do a 50mg weighed shot.

I'm glad my mate comes to my place to experiment, at least I have the experience with overdoses to know what to give.... I just need some narcan or naltrexone in vials to add to my stash and we're set. the rest, I have juuust in case.

 

[foolsgold]

It will turn turn black in a pipe if u burn it, you need very very low heat and it should turn orange/amber
also i had tan stuff from that website and they told me it was "tan MDPV", but clearly was A-PVP,

if that was too me about the pipe i placed it in between bacca the slowly lite the bacca drawing slowly worked really well