So, this is my first post here...
I decided I'll start posting my first experience with this RC.
Maybe I've been way too lightheaded and careless: these are the facts
a friend of mine ordered some RC chemicals, then we tried some of them. At the end, I still had some weighted little packets of MDPV that we didn't try, and so I could easily dose and try the substance even without having a 0.001g scale.
Last night i did sleep quite bad, and today was sleepy, couldn't really do anything useful (and yet I have a deadline quickly approaching).
So I thought: why not try MDPV? It should give me a quick, clear, focused boost. I insufflated around 3 mg (yay, only 3) at around 19.00 (T 0:00), as I was hoping for the substance to fade off around midnight.. After few minutes I felt the stuff kicking in, and by T +0:15 I was perceiving some of the expected effects, even if very mildly: sleepiness was almost gone away, and I felt some like an hint of sexual desire crawling towards my brain.. As the effect of the stuff seemed to be quite stable, I took the rest of the intended dose (T + 0:55, 3 mg: around 6 mg in total, minus some powder that somehow sticked to the surface I used).
After a little while I had to go attend a bridge (yep, the card game
) course, but I felt myself being more and more shaky and physically excited.
I was wanting to walk, smoke a couple of cigarettes and have a beer. Some mild euforia, too. Thoughts were freely roaming in the prairies of my brain.
I went to the bridge-place only to back off to my house (T +1:55), take a beer and some more cigarettes. Now I was feeling like 'just a little hit more, and it will be perfect'. I know I shouldn't redose, but I snorted another mg, or maybe 2 (but that's unlikely: and anyway, it sure wasn't more than 2). I left again my place again, and headed toward the seaside for a walk, with a voice in my head sounding somewhat like Tyler Durden (...). Before reaching the sea, the "physical euphoria" was gone, almost leaving a clear, flavourless state of mind, and a lack of desire to move. I however walked a little bit, trying to bring back the buzz just by re-evoking it, then got back home. (T +3:15)
So actually when I wished a clear and focused state of mind, I got slight buzzing and euforia; when I wished that to go on, the 'cognitive dope' effect of the stuff came out.
I also had almost lost the willingness to redose: chatted a bit on MSN, then had a phone call. By now (T +3:45) having a chat was becoming difficult: I felt very fatigued, and had some linguistic slips and difficulties finding the right word. However the call lasted about 30', and after a little more of MSN I finally tried to sleep (T +4:30).
Obviously, I couldn't. I began to feel quite anxious, with profuse sweating and rapid heartbeat. I tried hard to sleep, and probably got close: I then gave up. By now (T +5:15) I was less anxious, and felt like I just woke up. So, when I wanted to sleep, I was feeling again as I was hoping I would be 15' past the first dose.
Now, I could try again to sleep, take some lormetazepam or get up and do the work I still had to do. I tried the first (and failed), then took a dose of the second that usually makes me sleep in less than 5 minutes (and I'm still awake), now I'm trying to work, but feel sleepy and tired, so I guess I will be sleeping instead.
In the end, I planned to get some work done, and I will probably be losing also tomorrow morning
So, I can see what I've done wrong: redosing. Altough the total dose was below 10 mg, it was too much for me.
Anyway, I didn't quite expect the starting euforia, and that pretty much screwed it up, switching my mind from 'get to work!' to 'enjoy euphoria!'. I am also surprised that lormetazepam didn't work: I could feel some part of my brain going asleep, but not asleep enough...
Besides redosing, what could I have done wrong? (ok, that's a report AND an advice request..)
cheers,
J.
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substancecode_pyrovalerones
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exptype_difficult
roacode_nasal
I decided I'll start posting my first experience with this RC.
Maybe I've been way too lightheaded and careless: these are the facts
a friend of mine ordered some RC chemicals, then we tried some of them. At the end, I still had some weighted little packets of MDPV that we didn't try, and so I could easily dose and try the substance even without having a 0.001g scale.
Last night i did sleep quite bad, and today was sleepy, couldn't really do anything useful (and yet I have a deadline quickly approaching).
So I thought: why not try MDPV? It should give me a quick, clear, focused boost. I insufflated around 3 mg (yay, only 3) at around 19.00 (T 0:00), as I was hoping for the substance to fade off around midnight.. After few minutes I felt the stuff kicking in, and by T +0:15 I was perceiving some of the expected effects, even if very mildly: sleepiness was almost gone away, and I felt some like an hint of sexual desire crawling towards my brain.. As the effect of the stuff seemed to be quite stable, I took the rest of the intended dose (T + 0:55, 3 mg: around 6 mg in total, minus some powder that somehow sticked to the surface I used).
After a little while I had to go attend a bridge (yep, the card game
) course, but I felt myself being more and more shaky and physically excited. I was wanting to walk, smoke a couple of cigarettes and have a beer. Some mild euforia, too. Thoughts were freely roaming in the prairies of my brain.
I went to the bridge-place only to back off to my house (T +1:55), take a beer and some more cigarettes. Now I was feeling like 'just a little hit more, and it will be perfect'. I know I shouldn't redose, but I snorted another mg, or maybe 2 (but that's unlikely: and anyway, it sure wasn't more than 2). I left again my place again, and headed toward the seaside for a walk, with a voice in my head sounding somewhat like Tyler Durden (...). Before reaching the sea, the "physical euphoria" was gone, almost leaving a clear, flavourless state of mind, and a lack of desire to move. I however walked a little bit, trying to bring back the buzz just by re-evoking it, then got back home. (T +3:15)
So actually when I wished a clear and focused state of mind, I got slight buzzing and euforia; when I wished that to go on, the 'cognitive dope' effect of the stuff came out.
I also had almost lost the willingness to redose: chatted a bit on MSN, then had a phone call. By now (T +3:45) having a chat was becoming difficult: I felt very fatigued, and had some linguistic slips and difficulties finding the right word. However the call lasted about 30', and after a little more of MSN I finally tried to sleep (T +4:30).
Obviously, I couldn't. I began to feel quite anxious, with profuse sweating and rapid heartbeat. I tried hard to sleep, and probably got close: I then gave up. By now (T +5:15) I was less anxious, and felt like I just woke up. So, when I wanted to sleep, I was feeling again as I was hoping I would be 15' past the first dose.
Now, I could try again to sleep, take some lormetazepam or get up and do the work I still had to do. I tried the first (and failed), then took a dose of the second that usually makes me sleep in less than 5 minutes (and I'm still awake), now I'm trying to work, but feel sleepy and tired, so I guess I will be sleeping instead.
In the end, I planned to get some work done, and I will probably be losing also tomorrow morning
So, I can see what I've done wrong: redosing. Altough the total dose was below 10 mg, it was too much for me.
Anyway, I didn't quite expect the starting euforia, and that pretty much screwed it up, switching my mind from 'get to work!' to 'enjoy euphoria!'. I am also surprised that lormetazepam didn't work: I could feel some part of my brain going asleep, but not asleep enough...
Besides redosing, what could I have done wrong? (ok, that's a report AND an advice request..
)cheers,
J.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_mdpv
substancecode_pyrovalerones
substancecode_stimulants
explevel_firsttime
exptype_neutral
exptype_bodyload
exptype_difficult
roacode_nasal
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