verso
Bluelighter
So I know that this is one substance I said I'd never do, but, like all of those things that we say we'd never do... we usually end up doing them. Right? Right!
Anyway, I have had this bag of MDPV in my arsenal for quite some time now, given to me by a friend who is pretty much over the whole experimenting-with-drugs thing. I actually had his entire stash in my arsenal at one time. It's a long story, but, anyway, he took nearly everything back from me except for the MDPV and the methylone. (I've already written the methylone report and it's floating around here somewhere.)
Well, having nothing else to do tonight, unable to score and bored, I broke out the MDPV and thought I would give it a whirl -- because why not, right? Hell, this isn't verso's first rodeo!
About an hour ago at 11:05 I took a very, very small amount out of the bag, just 10 or 12, maybe 15 mg or so, and I took maybe 3 or 4 mg or so up my nose, and maybe just 2 or 3 mg by mouth. (It was the residue on my finger, but there was a good amount of it there...)
I should add, both for the harm reduction value and for authenticity or correctness, that I didn't weigh any of these amounts, but that I eyeballed them all instead. If it makes any difference, and I'm not sure that it does, I am usually pretty good -- excellent, even -- at eyeballing these things. It comes from nearly two years of copping dope, dumping out the bags and saying, "yeah that looks like about x mg..." only to throw it on the scale and see exactly how much it really is... (yeah, we're nerds on top of being drug uh... enthusiasts!)
Anyway, I ended up leaving maybe 5 or 6 mg, crumbs, really, left on the screen of my cell phone. Figured that I would take that little bit if I didn't feel anything in 15 or 20 minutes. Well, 20 minutes rolled around and I was feeling virtually nothing, so I decided to sniff that tiny bit on my phone and lick the residue... which I did.
It's been about an hour now, just over an hour, and after dosing approximately ~8 mg up my nose and maybe 3 or 4 mg by mouth, well... I'm unimpressed, and I'm not entirely sure what to make of it all.
I feel warm and I feel a bit tingly, which could be nothing more than a bit of vasoconstriction. But, apart from all that, and perhaps feeling slightly more awake (although I find that I'm still yawning...), well... I don't feel any of what I thought I'd feel. There's no bloated sense of self-confidence, no super-human motivation, no taking on nearly impossible projects and then not finishing them... in other words, there's no real stimulant-y effects for me.
I know this for sure: I dosed correctly, dosed "enough," and I would have felt uncomfortable dosing any more than what I did. I also know that, after abusing stimulants, adderall, ritalin and such for some extended period of time in college, my brain chemistry might be somewhat different in how it takes on and responds to stimulants. It's a theory, and not one that I'm willing to stand behind, so please just take it for one possible explanation and nothing more than that.
I don't feel compelled to re-dose, and I don't feel any real euphoria. I'm not sure whether to take more or not, and I can't imagine that I "didn't take enough." It almost looked like too much when I first dipped the straw in the bag and dumped out a tiny bit onto my cell phone screen.
I think that I'll leave it at that and just chalk it up to yet another stimulant that I might have enjoyed at one time, but can no longer enjoy now. (shrugs) I hope this helps someone, and, again, I'd recommend dosing the MDPV more accurately than I did by using a scale.
- Verso
Anyway, I have had this bag of MDPV in my arsenal for quite some time now, given to me by a friend who is pretty much over the whole experimenting-with-drugs thing. I actually had his entire stash in my arsenal at one time. It's a long story, but, anyway, he took nearly everything back from me except for the MDPV and the methylone. (I've already written the methylone report and it's floating around here somewhere.)
Well, having nothing else to do tonight, unable to score and bored, I broke out the MDPV and thought I would give it a whirl -- because why not, right? Hell, this isn't verso's first rodeo!
About an hour ago at 11:05 I took a very, very small amount out of the bag, just 10 or 12, maybe 15 mg or so, and I took maybe 3 or 4 mg or so up my nose, and maybe just 2 or 3 mg by mouth. (It was the residue on my finger, but there was a good amount of it there...)
I should add, both for the harm reduction value and for authenticity or correctness, that I didn't weigh any of these amounts, but that I eyeballed them all instead. If it makes any difference, and I'm not sure that it does, I am usually pretty good -- excellent, even -- at eyeballing these things. It comes from nearly two years of copping dope, dumping out the bags and saying, "yeah that looks like about x mg..." only to throw it on the scale and see exactly how much it really is... (yeah, we're nerds on top of being drug uh... enthusiasts!)
Anyway, I ended up leaving maybe 5 or 6 mg, crumbs, really, left on the screen of my cell phone. Figured that I would take that little bit if I didn't feel anything in 15 or 20 minutes. Well, 20 minutes rolled around and I was feeling virtually nothing, so I decided to sniff that tiny bit on my phone and lick the residue... which I did.
It's been about an hour now, just over an hour, and after dosing approximately ~8 mg up my nose and maybe 3 or 4 mg by mouth, well... I'm unimpressed, and I'm not entirely sure what to make of it all.
I feel warm and I feel a bit tingly, which could be nothing more than a bit of vasoconstriction. But, apart from all that, and perhaps feeling slightly more awake (although I find that I'm still yawning...), well... I don't feel any of what I thought I'd feel. There's no bloated sense of self-confidence, no super-human motivation, no taking on nearly impossible projects and then not finishing them... in other words, there's no real stimulant-y effects for me.
I know this for sure: I dosed correctly, dosed "enough," and I would have felt uncomfortable dosing any more than what I did. I also know that, after abusing stimulants, adderall, ritalin and such for some extended period of time in college, my brain chemistry might be somewhat different in how it takes on and responds to stimulants. It's a theory, and not one that I'm willing to stand behind, so please just take it for one possible explanation and nothing more than that.
I don't feel compelled to re-dose, and I don't feel any real euphoria. I'm not sure whether to take more or not, and I can't imagine that I "didn't take enough." It almost looked like too much when I first dipped the straw in the bag and dumped out a tiny bit onto my cell phone screen.
I think that I'll leave it at that and just chalk it up to yet another stimulant that I might have enjoyed at one time, but can no longer enjoy now. (shrugs) I hope this helps someone, and, again, I'd recommend dosing the MDPV more accurately than I did by using a scale.
- Verso
