MDMA Weekend - The Worst Comedown YET

[pharma-sutra]

Hey guys.... I went on a combo this past weekend. The combo consisted of 100-120mg mdma + 180-200mg mephedrone tab + 75 mg mdma tab. each with 1.5 hr spaced out.

It was a pretty intense experience. Although. it's been day 4 days now since ingestion, and to be honest, I'm experiencing some adverse side effects (at least more than usual during recuperation). Again, IME I usually never mix the two substances. But today has gotten down to a new low (emotionally). Extreme sense of sadness and demotivated. Accompanied by strange nausea (akin to what one would describe vertigo?) and eye pressure. Earlier today I felt like vomiting and loss of appetite too. In fact I almost broke down crying on the bus to work and was wiping tears off my face during my appointments. It could have been the situation I was in. Long story short, I met someone while I was at a concert show, under the influence of the two substances. One thing led to another and she ended up at my place. We watched a movie, cuddled, and fell asleep. I never made a move, and I believe I might have thrown myself under the bus into the "friend-zone" voluntarily. This women's birthday was today and I tried contacting her, but she seemed reluctant to respond. There are several moments today that I was actually contemplating suicide and was immersed in so much sadness...I've never cried this much in my life...like what the fuck!? I went for a run, ate my vitamins, downed a big turkey sub, and even ended up taking bong hits......but it doesn't seem like its working.

Is this normal? Please...what should I do ?!

 

[poledriver]

Sorry to hear that. It really sounds like you should lay off the drugs for a while to me. Why would you wont to put yourself through something like that again. Take a big break and maybe next time, after a big break you can get high off just a pill?

 

[JWills20]

Hi Pharma, you took two drugs that are potent releasers of Serotonin & one which is a potent releaser of Dopamine (Mephedrone). Your brain is depleted of two very important chemicals for regulating emotional well-being. So it's perfectly normal that you're feeling sad & sensitive. I know that a few users here say that the MDMA comedown often leaves them in a psychological state where they are very sensitive to external stimuli. This could explain why you feel so down about the girl situation.

The good news is that you will recover. Like most things, the best aid is time. I'd also recommend you keep exercising, eat as healthy as you can, carry on with the vitamins & perhaps buy some 5-HTP. Hopefully that lifestyle will provide you with the speediest recovery. If the girl situation is really getting you down, you could always try posting in Sex, Love & Relationships? Just a thought.

Good luck & keep us updated on your recovery!

 

[Deleted member 290563]

Its normal. And it should pass after another week. I know you probably feel like you are in love with that chick since you probably associated some amazing feelings with her but just try to realized she is just a skank if she wanted to have sex with you the night she met you and that feeling bad about her moving on to the next guy or going back to whatever guy she was "broken up with for the weekend" is not a big deal and something you should be beating yourself up over.