MDMA w. misc./4+grams per week/not for many/ for the records

[RunYourPockets]

Okay, well me and a heterosexual trip partner have been dosing at least a gram in a sitting of pure MDMA multiple times a week. Occasionally with mushrooms and acid. I'm documenting this because I have yet to find anyone out there doing the same. Ive been at it for about 2 months straight him even longer. I'm not looking for your lectures about how dangerous this is, I've read everything you might feel the urge to quote to me. I'm still functioning normaly, I remember every prior day and the events in the order which they took place. I will say that the days I'm sober, I have had felt some after affects. One day I hit a roll for a short time. However I really enjoy the after affects.
Anyway, each time I've been eating atleast a .5 at a time and I will repeat this a few times later. I'm asking for the paranoia and hallucinations. The parnoia I just a game to us at this point and we will try to make ourselves paranoid. Well this is it for now, I will update. Anyone else doing this?

 

[FlippingTop]

The depression, depersonalisation and many other serious side effects will take time to build up.

Suicide Tuesday may be a term you are familiar with as the 'comedown' from dosing on a Friday. The depressive effects usually take hold 3-4 days after dosing so you are setting yourself up for a fall.

You are doing serious, probably long lasting / permanent damage to your brain; I hope you think it is worth it.
The fact you are dosing with someone else means that the two of you will no doubt coerce each other into thinking nothing is wrong.

If you want to take a drug multiple times a week with your heterosexual partner (not quite sure why you included that), choose a different drug.



Finally this is blog material, live trip reports are not aloud so this will be closed.

Come back in a few months and tell us how bad things get by all means.
Sorry to be so blunt, actually I am not really...

 

[RunYourPockets]

So anyway, again, dont need to hear the stuff you have read online. I much preffer personal experience. How do you know what you can do if you don't push the limits? Everytime I dose I'm proving "the facts" wrong.

 

[FlippingTop]

I did push the limits my friend.

My response is from personal experience.

Everytime you dose you are not proving the facts wrong, you are damaging yourself.

I dosed very highly week in week out for a long time, the repeated dosing and the MDMA after glow masks the negatives. After a few months you won't be able to take it and shit will turn bad.

The internet 'facts' are not some anti-drug propaganda out to scare people away from dosing stupidly as you are. They are.... facts.

 

[Broseph Smith]

Everytime I dose I'm proving "the facts" wrong.

You can do what you want and will do, no one can or will stop you here. But "the facts" of long term MDMA use is still unknown since its really only a couple of generations that have used it heavily and recreationally and we cannot travel forward in time to see how they will be in 50-60 years. Will there be correlations to Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, or something more subtle? Science can guess, but we simply do not have the data yet.

I would love to hear more of your thoughts to at least give me/us an idea of how this is impacting you since you're volunteering your mind and body to a substance. But maybe do this over in ecstasy discussion?

Was the game plan "to push the limits" and prove "the facts" wrong? Was this something you planned and have journaled? Can you work? I thought that MDMA flooded you with serotonin and that it too time to replenish serotonin slowly over time so do you feel euphoria or magic?

 

[Bardeaux]

live trip reports are not aloud so this will be closed.

Indeed.

Feel free to return with a full report