lifeisbeautiful
Bluelighter
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- Jun 12, 2016
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I´ve been taking MDMA more or less every 60 days for the last year. Between MDMA use, I take coke maybe three times. In the beginning I love so much more MDMA than coke I could´t even compare the two. But with time passing by, coke appreciation really grow up on me and MDMA some how lost ground. I use to hate coke preparation , snorting procedure, the smell, the fact you had to take it every 45 minutes to keep the high on redline...nowadays I just love all that and it´s part of the pleasure. The fast come up is amazing and you always know what is coming. With coke I even have the love feeling MDMA use to give me, it´s amazing. Music appreciation is also wonderful so this drug really conquer me.
With MDMA some magic was lost. I don´t feel the love feeling so strong and sometimes I don´t feel it al all. The high lets you more unconscious which I used to love in the beginning but not so much anymore. It doens´t last as long as it use to and after taking MD it takes 1h30 to hit me which is quite boring. The high comes in waves, not as steady as coke, sometimes it´s great and some other times seems it doesn´t hit me the way it use to, it´s more erratic and unexpected than coke´s high. The comedown on MDMA is inexistent on me while coke is not good at all, bad mood mostly. Also MDMA doesn´t take you sleep while coke is a nightmare on this regard.
But I think there´s a reason for this, I believe coke use between MDMA takes have been killing my MDMA pleasure because it messes with my serotonin and dopamine levels. I really think that if I don´t take any coke between MDMA takes the full pleasure we all know MDMA provides will come back. So for now I am still in doubt. Will stop using coke for now until end of December and on new years Evening will take MDMA and have the final conclusion.
I would like to hear from you guys who use both this drugs what have been your experience.
With MDMA some magic was lost. I don´t feel the love feeling so strong and sometimes I don´t feel it al all. The high lets you more unconscious which I used to love in the beginning but not so much anymore. It doens´t last as long as it use to and after taking MD it takes 1h30 to hit me which is quite boring. The high comes in waves, not as steady as coke, sometimes it´s great and some other times seems it doesn´t hit me the way it use to, it´s more erratic and unexpected than coke´s high. The comedown on MDMA is inexistent on me while coke is not good at all, bad mood mostly. Also MDMA doesn´t take you sleep while coke is a nightmare on this regard.
But I think there´s a reason for this, I believe coke use between MDMA takes have been killing my MDMA pleasure because it messes with my serotonin and dopamine levels. I really think that if I don´t take any coke between MDMA takes the full pleasure we all know MDMA provides will come back. So for now I am still in doubt. Will stop using coke for now until end of December and on new years Evening will take MDMA and have the final conclusion.
I would like to hear from you guys who use both this drugs what have been your experience.