Shootingstar22
Bluelighter
MDMA-Very expierenced-A night of total rest
Last night I dosed 1.5 pills for the first time in 8months.
I had said my final good-bye to my ex last week and just had my last day at my job yesterday, I'm starting a new job tomorrow. I also needed to get away from family members for a little while. I needed a break.
The setting- A comfy hotel room with my stereo and cd's a few tea light candles, one funky candle with cool color patterns, my comfy clothes, gum, some candies, weed, smokes, my photo album, glow stick and plenty of water. I was all set to reflect and feel good.
This is what I can gather from my journal entrys, my writing get's
harder and harder to read.
had one large double-stacked blue JJ and half
of a purple infinity.
8:35- dosed 3/4 of blue, crushed it up and parachuted it. Leaving 3 small lines behind for a little later.
8:55- starting to feel something. watching muchmusic...rap video is on and it sounds good. Tapping my hand to the beat..feeling anxious. the good butterflys.
9:15- just threw up. That's normal for me...it's how I know i'm getting high. i usually puke once after every dose then I'm fine. i'm not feeling crazy high though, but I feel good.
9:25- just not quite there yet, so I do 2 of the lines left over to kick it up a notch.
9:31- feeling very impatient, feel as though I'm just about to blow up but can't get there. I keep telling my self to not think about it and just wait a little longer but I can't. I do the remaining last line, the biggest one and go lay down on the bed which I notice is sooo comfy...the music flows over my body and my eyes focus on the glowing lights in the room....I feel at peace.
9:40- it's here finally....ahh heaven.
After this point I was really high and changing cd's and dancing around the room. Feeling my rhythmic movements synergize with every beat.
10:10- feeling great. Peaking now, just listened to a few voicemail messages from my close friends..hearing there voices makes me feel so loved and realize how lucky iam to have them.
10:23- smoked some bud, brought me back up but i'm not feeling crazy, just nicely high and in control. figure maybe I should take that half.
10:45- parachuted the purple infinity
feeling good and enjoying myself but the peak is gone right now but I'm very content on the bed just listening to acosta. I notice the other hotel guests are nosier then me.
11:05- just threw up again probably cause of the purple dose. Now i'm feeling pretty intense..for a couple minutes it wa pretty crazy..can't read anymore of my writing at this point.
11:15- i've been here before. It's all familliar and yet something's missing.
But I don't know what.
11:26- Eminem is playing and I'm loving it. I'm having my second peak right now. I feel like writing...sweet. I then went on to write a letter to my ex and got some feeling sorted out. I wont actually give him the letter though.
but reading it the next day was pretty insightful.
11:57- found a little bit of purple powder left in the bag and mix it with the blue powder I missed to make 2 more lines..then that's all I got.
Did the first one and I'm still feeling great and loving my peak.
12:00- This is ambience blissful rest.
12:15- enjoying a lot of different music. It's all sounding so awesome. I can dance really easily and my legs feel like feathers as the music runs through me.....hit the pipe again.
1:10- Hope i'm not coming down already...feel the first twinge of my roll diminishing...I ignore it and do the last line and follow it up with a big bowl.
between now and 2:30 I came down but not unpleasently...at first i felt dead sober from totally peaking but I controlled it and brought myself down gradually...got cuddly in bed with soft tunes playing in the background. Passed out for a good 3.5 hours then just rested my body til 10, but my mind was awake. Got up feeling good with no hangover, just my legs are tired from dancing. no hangover cause it's been 8 months so i'll enjoy it while I can. glad I did it.
hope you enjoy the read even if it's boring, this is my first trip report
Last night I dosed 1.5 pills for the first time in 8months.
I had said my final good-bye to my ex last week and just had my last day at my job yesterday, I'm starting a new job tomorrow. I also needed to get away from family members for a little while. I needed a break.
The setting- A comfy hotel room with my stereo and cd's a few tea light candles, one funky candle with cool color patterns, my comfy clothes, gum, some candies, weed, smokes, my photo album, glow stick and plenty of water. I was all set to reflect and feel good.
This is what I can gather from my journal entrys, my writing get's
harder and harder to read.
had one large double-stacked blue JJ and half
of a purple infinity.
8:35- dosed 3/4 of blue, crushed it up and parachuted it. Leaving 3 small lines behind for a little later.
8:55- starting to feel something. watching muchmusic...rap video is on and it sounds good. Tapping my hand to the beat..feeling anxious. the good butterflys.
9:15- just threw up. That's normal for me...it's how I know i'm getting high. i usually puke once after every dose then I'm fine. i'm not feeling crazy high though, but I feel good.
9:25- just not quite there yet, so I do 2 of the lines left over to kick it up a notch.
9:31- feeling very impatient, feel as though I'm just about to blow up but can't get there. I keep telling my self to not think about it and just wait a little longer but I can't. I do the remaining last line, the biggest one and go lay down on the bed which I notice is sooo comfy...the music flows over my body and my eyes focus on the glowing lights in the room....I feel at peace.
9:40- it's here finally....ahh heaven.
After this point I was really high and changing cd's and dancing around the room. Feeling my rhythmic movements synergize with every beat.
10:10- feeling great. Peaking now, just listened to a few voicemail messages from my close friends..hearing there voices makes me feel so loved and realize how lucky iam to have them.
10:23- smoked some bud, brought me back up but i'm not feeling crazy, just nicely high and in control. figure maybe I should take that half.
10:45- parachuted the purple infinity
feeling good and enjoying myself but the peak is gone right now but I'm very content on the bed just listening to acosta. I notice the other hotel guests are nosier then me.
11:05- just threw up again probably cause of the purple dose. Now i'm feeling pretty intense..for a couple minutes it wa pretty crazy..can't read anymore of my writing at this point.
11:15- i've been here before. It's all familliar and yet something's missing.
But I don't know what.
11:26- Eminem is playing and I'm loving it. I'm having my second peak right now. I feel like writing...sweet. I then went on to write a letter to my ex and got some feeling sorted out. I wont actually give him the letter though.
but reading it the next day was pretty insightful.
11:57- found a little bit of purple powder left in the bag and mix it with the blue powder I missed to make 2 more lines..then that's all I got.
Did the first one and I'm still feeling great and loving my peak.
12:00- This is ambience blissful rest.
12:15- enjoying a lot of different music. It's all sounding so awesome. I can dance really easily and my legs feel like feathers as the music runs through me.....hit the pipe again.
1:10- Hope i'm not coming down already...feel the first twinge of my roll diminishing...I ignore it and do the last line and follow it up with a big bowl.
between now and 2:30 I came down but not unpleasently...at first i felt dead sober from totally peaking but I controlled it and brought myself down gradually...got cuddly in bed with soft tunes playing in the background. Passed out for a good 3.5 hours then just rested my body til 10, but my mind was awake. Got up feeling good with no hangover, just my legs are tired from dancing. no hangover cause it's been 8 months so i'll enjoy it while I can. glad I did it.
hope you enjoy the read even if it's boring, this is my first trip report
)