So here is what happened was taking a lot of mdma on a weekly basis and one weekend went a little overboard. I took 1.2 grams on Friday night had a great trip. The second night I took .2 and this where it went bad. I got really hot and my head felt like I had a ton of pressure about to explode. I sat in a cold shower for 3 hours straight while my buddy watched me to make sure i didn't get worse. I felt great after about a week so I wasn't to worried about it. About a month later I started having anxiety and panic attacks on a regular basis. Just last week was the 4 month mark my girl and me went to a rave and I took .2g about 15 minutes goes by I start feeling like I did that night 4 months ago not as bad but enough where it had me worried.
Now i think I might have ruined mdma for myself or maybe I didn't wait long enough. Has anyone had this type of experience. Also I had zero of the normal effects that mdma produces either time when it happend.
Also I know it was dumb to abuse it that much so please don't tell me how stupid it was because I know now.
Hey robotoeyez, welcome to bluelight.
I see you added the (tested) prefix to your thread but made no mention of it in your explanation, so I was wondering with what reagent(s) you have tested your drugs? If your MDMA wasn't tested after all I would first advise you to invest in a testkit so you can find out yourself if it really is MDMA you are ingesting. If you're taking 1.2g in a night you either have an absolutely monstrous tolerance or you are ingesting very low quality MDMA, if it's MDMA at all.
In my opinion there's two possibilities. First one is you ingested MDMA but because you rolled back to back days, ingesting 1.2g (this is a waaaaay too high dose) on the first night drained your serotonin supply, which lead to your experience on the second night. Serotonin indirectly provides the main MDMA effects. A low supply would mean you only feel the rather unpleasant stimulating effects MDMA has, almost no empathy and love. This could have lead to over-stimulation on the second night. Second one is that you ingested something else than MDMA which caused the negative experience. In any case the best advice I can give you is to buy a testkit if needed, to take a very long break from drugs and to do some reading on how to handle MDMA responsibly. It really isn't a type of drug you can use weekly, on back to back days or in such high doses without consequences, it's very unforgiving when abused. If you have any more questions don't hesitate to ask them
Sorry should have clarified the first batch from 4 months ago was tested with my testing kit from dancesafe. This last pill was not. Also 4 months ago I did have a pretty strong Tolerance I was averaging 2 rolls a month for about a year of anywhere between .3 and .6 a night but the month this went bad I had been doing it about 6 times a month for 2 months with around the same doses. Minus that Friday night I packed the capsules .2 and forgot about 3 pills into the night. Before that night I had always packed my caps .1
