stonedpenguin
Bluelighter
me and my friend took the fucking ugliest tabs the other day, and this is how it went down.
after about 45 minutes after taking them, I started to feel the regular coming up effects, such as feeling hot and tingly, sweaty palms, and feeling euphoric. my head became really light and dizzy, and my body physically felt AMAZING, and my vision was totally fucked up. my body temperature kept rising, and i even had to strip down to my bra and undies cus of how hot i was.
after a while, my sound started to get really washed out and my vision was really glazed over and distant and i felt really disconnected from my body. my proportions were shot. although it felt nice, it was a bit unsettling and i had this nagging nausea and anxiety that was slowing building.
i kept feeling the sense of needing to be somewhere, but when i got there i felt very uncomfortable there and wanted to leave. i can close to vomiting, and my friend actually did. my pupils kept changing sizes, getting really small then really big. i felt really fucked up physically, so warm and tingly and floaty and dizzy and tired. my head was really fucked up too, i couldnt remember anything and my thoughts didn't make sense and everything i said i had to think about to make sure it was true. i couldnt focus on a conversation for more than one minute and nothing made sense and i kept feeling like i wasnt in my body and everything looked unfamiliar and off.
i didn't have the urge to be around people or talk, it actually took far too much energy to talk. lights looked normal and i didnt have eye wiggles. i had slight euphoria but nothing compared to rolling. i didnt have any empathy or love, and i wasn't super open and didn't have any loss of inhibition. music sounded average and i had no urge to have sex.
then we smoked some pot and things got really weird. we all just chilled on my bed and started seeing shit. i saw my friend morph into perez hilton. my friend kept saying she felt like she was in bed with god (that was me ;D), a 7 year old retarded boy (that was herself), a black baby(my black friend) and perez hilton LOL. my other friend saw trippy shit like our eyeballs extending from our faces and drew barrymore and electric colours coming out of our mouths when we spoke, and other various figures and faces.
she also said weird stuff like "we are in a living room right now." (we werent)
"to every degree of vision, there are another 20 angles."
"it's like theres a bunch of holes, and there are a bunch of little mes trying to fill up the holes, only there arent enough of me, and i keep trying to tell myself i don't need to fill up all the holes."
i have no clue what was in these supposed "ecstasy" tabs, but i'm not so sure it was mdma.
we couldnt sleep that night and i even had trouble eating sleeping the next night.
and my friend still kinda looks like perez hilton.
drugs are weird.
after about 45 minutes after taking them, I started to feel the regular coming up effects, such as feeling hot and tingly, sweaty palms, and feeling euphoric. my head became really light and dizzy, and my body physically felt AMAZING, and my vision was totally fucked up. my body temperature kept rising, and i even had to strip down to my bra and undies cus of how hot i was.
after a while, my sound started to get really washed out and my vision was really glazed over and distant and i felt really disconnected from my body. my proportions were shot. although it felt nice, it was a bit unsettling and i had this nagging nausea and anxiety that was slowing building.
i kept feeling the sense of needing to be somewhere, but when i got there i felt very uncomfortable there and wanted to leave. i can close to vomiting, and my friend actually did. my pupils kept changing sizes, getting really small then really big. i felt really fucked up physically, so warm and tingly and floaty and dizzy and tired. my head was really fucked up too, i couldnt remember anything and my thoughts didn't make sense and everything i said i had to think about to make sure it was true. i couldnt focus on a conversation for more than one minute and nothing made sense and i kept feeling like i wasnt in my body and everything looked unfamiliar and off.
i didn't have the urge to be around people or talk, it actually took far too much energy to talk. lights looked normal and i didnt have eye wiggles. i had slight euphoria but nothing compared to rolling. i didnt have any empathy or love, and i wasn't super open and didn't have any loss of inhibition. music sounded average and i had no urge to have sex.
then we smoked some pot and things got really weird. we all just chilled on my bed and started seeing shit. i saw my friend morph into perez hilton. my friend kept saying she felt like she was in bed with god (that was me ;D), a 7 year old retarded boy (that was herself), a black baby(my black friend) and perez hilton LOL. my other friend saw trippy shit like our eyeballs extending from our faces and drew barrymore and electric colours coming out of our mouths when we spoke, and other various figures and faces.
she also said weird stuff like "we are in a living room right now." (we werent)
"to every degree of vision, there are another 20 angles."
"it's like theres a bunch of holes, and there are a bunch of little mes trying to fill up the holes, only there arent enough of me, and i keep trying to tell myself i don't need to fill up all the holes."
i have no clue what was in these supposed "ecstasy" tabs, but i'm not so sure it was mdma.
we couldnt sleep that night and i even had trouble eating sleeping the next night.
and my friend still kinda looks like perez hilton.
drugs are weird.
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