thinwhitedukes
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I know these aren’t the most exciting trip reports but Id like to share how I changed the way I took pills to produce a much better experience. Im a fairly experienced ecstasy user having ‘rolled’ around 35 times in the past year and a half. This trip report is of the penultimate time I rolled before this Summer holidays and probably my best ecstasy experience since my very first pill!
Usually I take 4 or 5 pills which leaves me floored, I stand there with my eyes closed just swaying to the music. When reminiscing about nights out my friends poke fun at me for not dancing. The fact is that I try and dance but I just don’t have the energy.
It was different on this night. At 23.00 I decided to snort half a pill (Lovehearts) which are medium dose MDMA (around 80mg) and very clean pills. People from Britain will know these, probably the safest bet for a good pill at the moment. So me and my friend snorted half each and within 10 minutes we were feeling it. Movement felt floaty, our pupils were dilated and we were nodding our heads to non existent music.
A large group of us travelled to a club and we arrived at 12ish, the initial effects of the first pill were slightly wearing off. I dropped my next pill and stood around mingling with my friends. I don’t enjoy the waiting around for the pill to kick in and that night was no different. I didn’t talk much and decided to chill out with a Red Bull to try and keep myself alert. My friends kept on asking me if I was alright as I was so quiet. For some reason I felt a bit down and anxious. After 25 minutes or so the group moved onto the dance floor as the first effects of the come up started to affect everyone. The point where the music starts to sound more interesting and you don’t feel sober anymore. About 35 minutes after dropping the pill I was coming up properly. I dry wretched a couple of times which is a sure indication that Im about to get fucked. Looking around I see my friends feeling their pills kick in and this makes me feel happy for them. I closed my eyes and swayed my head, feeling the music coursing through me. I wanted to dance but I didn’t have the energy to do so, it was much nicer just to stay there and sway enjoying the music. My hands were moving but Im not dancing as such. This feeling lasted for 10 minutes and usually I felt like this for the remainder of the night with only occasional bursts of energy.
Suddenly I could see everything around me much more clearly. I hadn’t noticed that my vision was blurred or diminished but now I could see everything in great detail, it was like someone has flicked a switch and now everything was in high definition. My eyes felt like they had been opened to the widest extent possible. A rush of energy coursed through me and I started to dance. I expected this energy to dissipate like it usually did but it didn’t. The music sounded so good. I had never felt better. This is what ‘rolling’ should be like not being totally floored. I looked around and everyone was raving, the girls looked beautiful and the guys were so content. On my face was a permanent smile, like a Cheshire cat.
At 2.30 I dropped my second pill to keep the high going. As I also had MDMA crystals I dabbed that through the night, the bitterness the only negative thing in the entire experience. Water was delicious, I hugged my friends and we told each other how much we loved one another. When I went to the toilet I couldnt go but as I walked past the mirror I admired myself in the mirror. I was sweaty and my eyes were huge but in my mind I looked good! I smiled at the pretty girls in the uni-sex toilets and they returned it. But my only thought was to get back to the dancefloor where the music and most importantly my friends were.
I took a hit of poppers and the high was more intense than the peak of the pills. I could feel my eyes roll back but it felt so good. Poppers had never given me that rush before, it was unreal. When I quickly looked through the crowd I thought I recognized some old school friends but of course Im hallucinating. The DJs were amazing; when they dropped Saturate by Chemical Brothers me and my friends went wild, we held our hands in the air with our eyes closed in utter bliss. I kept on checking my phone hoping that time was going slower than it really was, I didn’t want this night to end. I enjoyed the eye wiggles when trying to focus on the display and had to hold the phone at arms length to gain any sort of detail. Time flew by and before I knew it, it was the end of the night. My group reluctantly left and we chilled out in our house, listening to tunes and smoking some weed. Sleep came easily and the next day I had the lovely warm afterglow of MDMA.
Thank you for reading. Sorry about the length of it! I think my enhanced experience was due to the smaller dose of MDMA I took than usual and also sipping Red Bulls to keep up my energy levels. Also snorting the pill kicked off the night nicely. In this case I think less was more to a certain extent. I hope mine and your future experiences with MDMA are as positive as this one.
Usually I take 4 or 5 pills which leaves me floored, I stand there with my eyes closed just swaying to the music. When reminiscing about nights out my friends poke fun at me for not dancing. The fact is that I try and dance but I just don’t have the energy.
It was different on this night. At 23.00 I decided to snort half a pill (Lovehearts) which are medium dose MDMA (around 80mg) and very clean pills. People from Britain will know these, probably the safest bet for a good pill at the moment. So me and my friend snorted half each and within 10 minutes we were feeling it. Movement felt floaty, our pupils were dilated and we were nodding our heads to non existent music.
A large group of us travelled to a club and we arrived at 12ish, the initial effects of the first pill were slightly wearing off. I dropped my next pill and stood around mingling with my friends. I don’t enjoy the waiting around for the pill to kick in and that night was no different. I didn’t talk much and decided to chill out with a Red Bull to try and keep myself alert. My friends kept on asking me if I was alright as I was so quiet. For some reason I felt a bit down and anxious. After 25 minutes or so the group moved onto the dance floor as the first effects of the come up started to affect everyone. The point where the music starts to sound more interesting and you don’t feel sober anymore. About 35 minutes after dropping the pill I was coming up properly. I dry wretched a couple of times which is a sure indication that Im about to get fucked. Looking around I see my friends feeling their pills kick in and this makes me feel happy for them. I closed my eyes and swayed my head, feeling the music coursing through me. I wanted to dance but I didn’t have the energy to do so, it was much nicer just to stay there and sway enjoying the music. My hands were moving but Im not dancing as such. This feeling lasted for 10 minutes and usually I felt like this for the remainder of the night with only occasional bursts of energy.
Suddenly I could see everything around me much more clearly. I hadn’t noticed that my vision was blurred or diminished but now I could see everything in great detail, it was like someone has flicked a switch and now everything was in high definition. My eyes felt like they had been opened to the widest extent possible. A rush of energy coursed through me and I started to dance. I expected this energy to dissipate like it usually did but it didn’t. The music sounded so good. I had never felt better. This is what ‘rolling’ should be like not being totally floored. I looked around and everyone was raving, the girls looked beautiful and the guys were so content. On my face was a permanent smile, like a Cheshire cat.
At 2.30 I dropped my second pill to keep the high going. As I also had MDMA crystals I dabbed that through the night, the bitterness the only negative thing in the entire experience. Water was delicious, I hugged my friends and we told each other how much we loved one another. When I went to the toilet I couldnt go but as I walked past the mirror I admired myself in the mirror. I was sweaty and my eyes were huge but in my mind I looked good! I smiled at the pretty girls in the uni-sex toilets and they returned it. But my only thought was to get back to the dancefloor where the music and most importantly my friends were.
I took a hit of poppers and the high was more intense than the peak of the pills. I could feel my eyes roll back but it felt so good. Poppers had never given me that rush before, it was unreal. When I quickly looked through the crowd I thought I recognized some old school friends but of course Im hallucinating. The DJs were amazing; when they dropped Saturate by Chemical Brothers me and my friends went wild, we held our hands in the air with our eyes closed in utter bliss. I kept on checking my phone hoping that time was going slower than it really was, I didn’t want this night to end. I enjoyed the eye wiggles when trying to focus on the display and had to hold the phone at arms length to gain any sort of detail. Time flew by and before I knew it, it was the end of the night. My group reluctantly left and we chilled out in our house, listening to tunes and smoking some weed. Sleep came easily and the next day I had the lovely warm afterglow of MDMA.
Thank you for reading. Sorry about the length of it! I think my enhanced experience was due to the smaller dose of MDMA I took than usual and also sipping Red Bulls to keep up my energy levels. Also snorting the pill kicked off the night nicely. In this case I think less was more to a certain extent. I hope mine and your future experiences with MDMA are as positive as this one.
