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which it's still pure non-sense but that's the world we live in, the schizophrenia effect. Talkin what was already spitted, anyway for vets there was MD therapy for war traumas why ain't the same shit for us?
 
fMRI data is notoriously tricky to analyze and the field of neuroscience is only just know beginning to fully acknowledge this. if you have recent papers with interesting fMRI findings please do share but I don't think any neuroimaging specialist worth their salt would confidently use an fMRI scan to diagnose MDMA related damage
 
Hey guys!

Any opinions on whether it's safe to use Lorazepam whilst I'm going through this LTC? I'm taking it to help me sleep cuz I'm finding it really hard to sleep due to the anxiety. I had the ecstasy 4 weeks ago & still feel really slow
 
What test or scan can you have to check the damage you've done through MDMA?

Sadly there's no way to see on an MRI as the damage, if any, would be in between your neurons (synapses), which are the channels between your brain cells - but if there is any advice I can offer it's that from reading countless threads about LTC on countless forums, I have not read of a single case where it doesn't eventually get better with time.
 
My pain does not originate from MDMA at all, or LTC, despite thousands of doses, redosing days, weeks on end to somewhere in space lol....


But I have not taken MDMA. since 2005. I had no pain then. Was fit, strong, well, but Lyme Disease hit me in May 2005.

I maintained good fitness and strength, mental state etc for years no pain issues.

All my current health challenges are related ti my overall conditiin and body sufferring from the impossiblity of living with Long term Lyme disease.


I DON'T regret taking 3000 plus e's 1996 to 2005.

I DO regret a 2004 tick bite csusing Lyme to develop in May 2005.


But....time heals! I had some crazy fucked up side effects and symptoms at periods, but to be honest right now is the only time ever I'm even thinking about it.

TIME HEALS!

Out of curiosity, do you have dental amalgam?

Also, I'm wondering if aluminium amalgam is popular in MDMA synths, and if the end product is really clear of mercury.
 
Out of curiosity, do you have dental amalgam?

Also, I'm wondering if aluminium amalgam is popular in MDMA synths, and if the end product is really clear of mercury.
Actually, I do! Only 1 small filling. Which I got about 3 years ago. Because the NHS dentistry here in UK adopted a new policy, where I needed to pay £90 for a small, non mercury filling, and I just didn't have the money at the time.

Early in my Lyme Disease, several Mercury fillings were slaphandedly removed by a pretty dumb unwitting dentist, not the required proper procedure basically.

So that surely would have leached enough mercury vapor and fragment into my body, and likely exacerbated and fuelled the development and progression of my Lyme Disease.

About 2006 I believe. I did not know I had Lyme Disease, since 2005, until 2015.

The actual causative, man made bacterial infection is long gone, but the condition remains, seemingly uncurable, leaving me with almost no immune system and a trashed nervous system.

But I have to emphasise again, despite equivalent of 3500 ecstasy pills, accounting for powder and crystal, without the horror and prison that full Lyme Disease is, I could be living the "life of Riley"! A phrase we have in England to mean, quite happy and free.

LTC vs Lyme Disease, Lyme wins 10-0 all day long, in my own case at least.
 
Hey guys!

Any opinions on whether it's safe to use Lorazepam whilst I'm going through this LTC? I'm taking it to help me sleep cuz I'm finding it really hard to sleep due to the anxiety. I had the ecstasy 4 weeks ago & still feel really slow
Im sure there is no exact physical containdication, above and beyond the standard typical side effects of benzos and risk of physical and psychological addiction.

But it may not ultimately benefit the psyche and emotional healing in the long run.

I take too much Etizolam myself daily, since a year ago now, but this is more a result of severe anxiety due to illness and suffering, and too much LSD, like 130 trips October 2019, to September this year.

Just in the process of trying to begin addressing this addiction with an attempt to taper down the Etizolam now, aiming to be less mentally and emotionally dependant on it at the same time.

But....Kava! Do you know it? I recommend kava over benzos any day. It may actually be of enormous help to anybody struggling through LTC.

If anybody wants any tips or suggestions on that, hit me up fellas.

Kava is like natures benzos, non physically addictive.
 
Actually, I do! Only 1 small filling. Which I got about 3 years ago. Because the NHS dentistry here in UK adopted a new policy, where I needed to pay £90 for a small, non mercury filling, and I just didn't have the money at the time.

Early in my Lyme Disease, several Mercury fillings were slaphandedly removed by a pretty dumb unwitting dentist, not the required proper procedure basically.

So that surely would have leached enough mercury vapor and fragment into my body, and likely exacerbated and fuelled the development and progression of my Lyme Disease.

About 2006 I believe. I did not know I had Lyme Disease, since 2005, until 2015.

The actual causative, man made bacterial infection is long gone, but the condition remains, seemingly uncurable, leaving me with almost no immune system and a trashed nervous system.

But I have to emphasise again, despite equivalent of 3500 ecstasy pills, accounting for powder and crystal, without the horror and prison that full Lyme Disease is, I could be living the "life of Riley"! A phrase we have in England to mean, quite happy and free.

LTC vs Lyme Disease, Lyme wins 10-0 all day long, in my own case at least.

If I understand correctly, you had a bunch of mercury amalgams before 2005? Yes, incorrect amalgam removal is very dangerous.

It's off-topic, but I think you might enjoy these links. Someone suffering from lyme disease is on the path to ealing with mercury chelation and writes about his experience.

Another person talking about his experience with lyme and mercury

I'm chelating mercury since february and I'm feeling so much better than last year. More energy, less pain, less crashes.

Here's a link explaining more about the protocol:
 
If I understand correctly, you had a bunch of mercury amalgams before 2005? Yes, incorrect amalgam removal is very dangerous.

It's off-topic, but I think you might enjoy these links. Someone suffering from lyme disease is on the path to ealing with mercury chelation and writes about his experience.

Another person talking about his experience with lyme and mercury

I'm chelating mercury since february and I'm feeling so much better than last year. More energy, less pain, less crashes.

Here's a link explaining more about the protocol:
No no my friend, sorry I was not clearer. I did try to state 2006 was about the date of the- yes, very unproffesionally, ill-informed and irresponsible mercury filling removal.

I developed Lyme Disease in May 2005.

Yes I understand about mercury fillings and toxicity and importance of proper removal procedure. This was not offered to me then, and it would cost an easy £1000 as well.
 
If I understand correctly, you had a bunch of mercury amalgams before 2005? Yes, incorrect amalgam removal is very dangerous.

It's off-topic, but I think you might enjoy these links. Someone suffering from lyme disease is on the path to ealing with mercury chelation and writes about his experience.

Another person talking about his experience with lyme and mercury

I'm chelating mercury since february and I'm feeling so much better than last year. More energy, less pain, less crashes.

Here's a link explaining more about the protocol:
Thanks for the links, I studied all and all many years ago, but my own impossible situation- I am extremely allergic to almost all supplements, including all those commonly used for chelation.

It is what we call in English- being between "a rock and a hard place."

I just survive and cope the best I can, only the incredible strength of my mind has kept me alive and battling to this day.

"Catch 22" effectively!
 
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No no my friend, sorry I was not clearer. I did try to state 2006 was about the date of the- yes, very unproffesionally, ill-informed and irresponsible mercury filling removal.

I developed Lyme Disease in May 2005.

Yes I understand about mercury fillings and toxicity and importance of proper removal procedure. This was not offered to me then, and it would cost an easy £1000 as well.

£1000 is a lot of money, but being healthy doesn't have a price. I was already sick before my removals. My removals weren't totally safe, but I was taking a bunch of supplements to help me go through all this. 4 days after last removal and x-ray check for specks, I started chelating, and from there I'm slowly gaining my life back. It is not always easy, but I'm at a much better place in my life than I was last year :)
 
Thanks for the links, I studied all and all many years ago, but my own imposdible situation- I am extremely allergic to almost all supplements, including all those commonly used for chelation.

It is what we call in English- being between "a rock and a hard place."

I just survive and cope the best I can, only the inctedible strength of my mind has kept me alive and battling to this day.

"Catch 22" effectively!

That's sad :(

I wish you the best. I know how mercury poisoning and chronic illness feels, I wish I could do something to help you :(
 
£1000 is a lot of money, but being healthy doesn't have a price. I was already sick before my removals. My removals weren't totally safe, but I was taking a bunch of supplements to help me go through all this. 4 days after last removal and x-ray check for specks, I started chelating, and from there I'm slowly gaining my life back. It is not always easy, but I'm at a much better place in my life than I was last year :)
I fully agree with you, health is literally invaluable. Sadly we live in an insidiously corrupt world where we are constantly deliberately poisoned before we have even left our mothers wombs there is absolutely no necessity or justification for Mercury in dental fillings whatsoever it is only there just like the fluoride in many public water systems as another simple example to poison us and we can our bodies and intellect and make humanity a much easier pigpen to keep control over.

Mercury in vaccines too! It was recently made an official crime in the United Kingdom to speak negatively about the global vaccination programme funded by the wonderful man on that Bill Gates is who is in fact a totally demonic sick minded psychopathic satanist....

Also nobody is legally allowed to say anything negative about the 5G network or frequency which was developed as a military weapon and that is a genuine fact it has not been tested and there exists plenty of evidence of its negative impact on all biological lifeforms except for harmful pathogenic organisms especially cancer which it acts as a steroidal growth accelerator for.

I appreciate your sincere well wishes and of course I wish you the absolute best as well on your own path in life and attempts to regain and maintain good health.
 
AutoTripper: thank you! And, yes, we live in a strange world where people are deliberately poisoned. When I started to learn about mercury, it took me a while to accept that the system is so corrupt and what happened :(
 
AutoTripper: thank you! And, yes, we live in a strange world where people are deliberately poisoned. When I started to learn about mercury, it took me a while to accept that the system is so corrupt and what happened :(
The rabbit hole and depth and intricacy of this deliberate and indescribably evil attack on all of us innocent human beings is so much deeper and more comprehensive than the majority of people will never even begin to grasp my illness opened my eyes fully to what is really going on in this world and the battle between Good and Evil.

Which has actually been a blessing because my mum's own health is 100 times better as a result of what I have learnt and discovered over the years as are so many people I have been able to share knowledge and experience with over time let alone being able to manage and live with my own impossible conditions at the same time.

Hitler was the first person to use fluoride in the water systems in order to dumb down the population during World War II but under instruction from the American government I actually believe myself who basically set him up in business and put him in place.

I havent even mentioned Chemtrails!
 
Do many of you on this thread have ADHD? As I have a feeling this is linked to a higher incidence of LTC from reading endless forums & posts of people with a LTC. I personally do have ADHD and suspect this may be why my brain has reacted adversely to the drug.
Thanks!
 
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