conscious-observed
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I have had several experiences with MDMA that have been profound, both while alone and with company. In all honesty, I have no way of knowing if said substance is what it was sold to be. It was certainly consumed and enjoyed, either way. once, whle on this "MDMA" I have had close eyed visuals which were intense, but underwhelming. CEVs lasted at least an hour and were interesting enough to ignore company exploring the innards of my minds eye.
This night, I dosed again twice in the same night. First dose, taken as a crystal dissolved in a beer, was uplifting, cheering, euphoric and a rush. Hard for me to remind myself to pay attention to detail in this certain circumstance, but it can be done.
As second dose hits, approximately three and a half hours after the first, I am noticeably more influenced by music. As the realization of musics influence becomes more and more apparent, my stomach growls and vibrates in hunger. Calories necessary...
At this point it becomes easier NOT to focus visually, but rather to relax the eyes and allow blurring to be the catalyst for further visuals. Self-induced visuals are possible.
After 20 minutes of this, shaking of visual fields occurs, and with that, walls breathe in and out or move up and down; the distinction between breathing and sliding up and down with these walls can be entirely defined subjectively, until one is forced to focus on such things.
another 20 minutes and odd movements are visible in the air and color patterns morph. upon focusing ones sight on a single point, its surroundings will quiver and shake before swimming about.... at times, the point in focus flounces about as well.... Prolonged enticement of this effect definitely exacerbates it and it can become an altogether unique experience with such prodding.
10-15 more minutes: Shapes and figures visible with will. Said figures and designs are made of the translucent, reflective clarity that seems to precede other distortions and play a major role in the seeing of "trails." At a certain time, I could see figures of ancient looking design placed about the room like iridescent statues. These were better viewed through periphery, as direct focus dissipated such visual illusions.
Another 30 minutes to an hour and the dreaded, manic comedown has set in. I will cope as I can with the anomalous, extended stimulant effects of the night. Perhaps cannabis will help.
This night, I dosed again twice in the same night. First dose, taken as a crystal dissolved in a beer, was uplifting, cheering, euphoric and a rush. Hard for me to remind myself to pay attention to detail in this certain circumstance, but it can be done.
As second dose hits, approximately three and a half hours after the first, I am noticeably more influenced by music. As the realization of musics influence becomes more and more apparent, my stomach growls and vibrates in hunger. Calories necessary...
At this point it becomes easier NOT to focus visually, but rather to relax the eyes and allow blurring to be the catalyst for further visuals. Self-induced visuals are possible.
After 20 minutes of this, shaking of visual fields occurs, and with that, walls breathe in and out or move up and down; the distinction between breathing and sliding up and down with these walls can be entirely defined subjectively, until one is forced to focus on such things.
another 20 minutes and odd movements are visible in the air and color patterns morph. upon focusing ones sight on a single point, its surroundings will quiver and shake before swimming about.... at times, the point in focus flounces about as well.... Prolonged enticement of this effect definitely exacerbates it and it can become an altogether unique experience with such prodding.
10-15 more minutes: Shapes and figures visible with will. Said figures and designs are made of the translucent, reflective clarity that seems to precede other distortions and play a major role in the seeing of "trails." At a certain time, I could see figures of ancient looking design placed about the room like iridescent statues. These were better viewed through periphery, as direct focus dissipated such visual illusions.
Another 30 minutes to an hour and the dreaded, manic comedown has set in. I will cope as I can with the anomalous, extended stimulant effects of the night. Perhaps cannabis will help.
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