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MDMA or Meow Meow?

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iggyzigs

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On 31st night I went over to some one's house and we snorted something that they said was MDMA, but I now I think it wasn't, and I reeeeally want to know what you guys think, whether it was MDMA or meow meow... or something completely different..

Here are some of the things I experienced and noticed in the other guys:

On the first night, I had a good time, snorted maybe 6-7 lines or so, but as I snorted more (maybe by the 3rd line), I realized that the trip wasn't lasting long, maybe barely like half n hour or something. And I felt like I wanted more and more and the more I took, the lesser it seemed to last and it felt like it just wasn't hitting me hard enough.
The way I felt wasn't so empathetic or "magical" but I did feel very comfortable in my skin, social and talkative. But I also felt egoistic (Which acc to what I've read isn't usually like that with MD)

The next day, things went pretty bad. We were still snorting more, but I was beginning to feel irritated and edgy. My brain almost stopped functioning at one point. The people around me (These guys had been snorting for the fourth day at a stretch) didn't seem to be feeling ecstatic or very positive either, and some of their conversations were a bit ego-driven. They weren't feeling negative, but they certainly weren't feeling euphoric or happy in any way..
I went into a pretty bad downward spiral, had horrible anxiety but still craved for more. The people I was with seemed really calculative about how much "stuff" they still had left and they didn't seem as friendly as I expected. At one point two of them got into a fight (cuz they both wanted to sit on a chair but there was only one chair lol), but later made up. One of the guys there mocked me quite a bit me cuz I was all anxious.

Later on, they decided to go score some more and I went home. They'd be staying awake snorting this for the fifth day in a row. But no signs of the euphoria that I expected to see in them and feel myself. I took just one more line and left for home. When I got home I noticed that my mouth had blisters and my tongue had reeeeally painful sore spots. (We did lick some of the powder at times) I couldn't move my mouth much. Then I just tried to get some sleep.

The weirdest part is that the next day (2nd Jan in the evening, and the last line I snorted was around 6pm on 1st Jan), I still wasn't sober.. I felt lightheaded, extremely grumpy.. and like, that dazed state of mind, like when you're not "high" but you're not sober either..but not an afterglow sort of feeling, it was like my brain just couldn't function and I was disconnected from everything.

So yeah. What do you think it could've been?
 
It sounds like a bender using a drug for too long, depleting all your seratonin in your brain and chewing your face off.

If it was mdma, or mephadrone you will experience the same symptoms attempting such a session. Usually most people's brains have enough in supply to have a good time for 6-8 hours before you run on empty. The more of either drug you do, the more the high is nothing but a stimulated Mong, not the euphoric initial high. It can often take several weeks for your brain to recover, so it makes sense that your friends who redosed were feeling nothing after four days on it.

Mdma and her related drug family are not designed for such long sessions. Short and sweet then get some sleep. There are other drugs that are far more enjoyable for long drawn out fiending, but really anything more than 24 hrs is going to mess with your mental and physical health. Stop using these drugs in a reckless manner. Eat, sleep and have a good long break from using drugs for several weeks and you should be fine.

This thread will be closed because bluelight does not do what did I take? questions. You need to either test your drugs or make them your self to know exactly what you are taking. Don't trust your mates or their dealers word.
 
I've no idea what it could have been.... But I do think you should stay away from these friends and their fake MDMA.

Btw, snorting MDMA feels like snorting broken shards of glass!
 
We have no way of knowing what exactly it was you took so these sort of threads aren't permitted. There are test kits you can get and it's a good idea to buy one so next time you have a better idea what you're taking.
 
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