So me and my friends were going to a dubstep show, we all popped our mdma before we went in, same cleam stuff always used, atleast 2 months in between uses. Anyway, my rolls have always been solid and amazing, I've only used about 5 times.. the thing is, one of my friend didn't get into the show because she had a fake. the whole night i was worried sick about her, and didn't roll that well. could that have affected it or am i losing the magic? Thanks in advance!
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mdma not working due to worrying?
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roastlamb123
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setting is a HUGE factor. For example when I roll alone and others are just drinking it does not compare with when I roll with others
patra
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Agreed - setting is huge. I don't think it's a "lost the magic" type of thing, but I've experienced the same thing - mainly because of how it works with my empathy. I love how my empathy is affected, and when I roll I am always concerned about the welfare of those around me. One of my less interesting or fun rolls happened mainly because half of us weren't in to the music that was being played, a male friend was being super slutty and bothering one of my female friends in front of her boyfriend, and I was really concerned that my boyfriend wasn't enjoying his time. I think what happened for me, personally, was that the empathy-factor was heightened and intensified, and I didn't get to enjoy the euphoria much because I was very concerned. It's not easy to roll when you're worried sick about someone close to you... probably still possible, but if it's something that is deeply troubling you, maybe your feelings of empathy distracted you from the euphoria! Always best to roll when the set & setting is exactly how it was planned and you don't have anything dragging you down. Good luck next time!
