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First off, I space my rolls several months apart and test em to make sure they're all good. I've rolled 15 times.
My first couple rolls were crazy. It was very intoxicating and was both a body and head high. Textile response was great, everything felt very good etc.

But after the first couple of times, MDMA has been just a head high for me. Objects haven't felt orgasmically good since then. Also, the high leaves me in complete control over my body. I have a bit of social anxiety and CANNOT dance, period. Even while rolling, I've still been too subconscious to dance and am still worried that people think I look like a fool. I also haven't been AS social on it too. Alcohol, though, makes me do crazy shit I normally wouldn't. If I combined the two, maybe that would be a nice little combo for me.

Maybe I should up my dose. I started taking just a little less when I started rolling with my GF. I think dosage is my problem because I used to double drop, but now I take 1.5 and another 1 a few hours later. Maybe I do still get that body high, but it doesn't feel as good because its not as new anymore. But its not like a roll a lot though :\
 
I've tried preloading with 5htp a lot before but it really didn't do much. I decided I'd preload maybe a few weeks before my next roll though, until 48 hours of rolling.
 
it could be that your serotonin receptors are down regulated. piracetam has been shown to up regulate these receptors so it leads me to believe it could bring back some of the first time experience. try preloading with piracetam a week or two.
other than that taking a 6+ month break would help.
 
fernsal1 said:
it could be that your serotonin receptors are down regulated. piracetam has been shown to up regulate these receptors so it leads me to believe it could bring back some of the first time experience. try preloading with piracetam a week or two.
other than that taking a 6+ month break would help.
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Read what the OP said..
He spaces his rolls out by several months.
I don't think he has down regulation..
 
If I was the OP right now I'd be :| to every response on this thread so far. I have a few friends who are also not comfortable doing certain things while rolling. I meanwhile will make a fool out of myself even though I am usually shy and reserved. I think a lot of it has to do with your environment and how your mood is before you took the drug. I am guessing you are usually shy...??? Try breaking from your comfort zone while sober first.
 
bassically you have learned how to have your anxiety control the mdma high (something you have had to learn). get over anxiety normally by pushing yourself to dance, after one beer- not five.

your thought processes are what are making you unable to relax, plus after a while mdma becomes easier to function on. doing less mdma might be the problem- have you considered that the pills are getting weaker? if you double dropped strong pills and you go from that to 1.5 weak pills thats a big drop in strength of initial come up. which is a possibility.

also tolerance- unless you are spacing you pills to once or twice a year tolerance will slowly creep
 
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