SheeshKeebab
Bluelighter
Father it's been 14 days since my last Ecstacy Session ....
Had almost a bottle of wine, it's around 2am and I'm refusing to put on any electronica ... [I have a stash of pills].
01:00 Chatting on the net determined not to go out tonight and eat sweeties.
02:00 Someone I'm chatting with on the net eats a bean. Right off I go and do my chores .. dishes done, clothes folded .... my little paracetamol tub is brimming with pills and MDMA. I move the tub in to the other room.
02:30 <Puts coat on> Pick up my mobile and begin random dialling to specific people ... voicemail ... voicemail .. argh <Takes coat off>.
03:00 I've put on some Electronica ... starts with some online radio station then progresses to Ministry of Sound online <lots of cheese> and finally decide a little bit of Underworld ... oh no not "Cowgirl" ....
03:09 Barely managing to hold on ... "Jumbo" ... aww fuck now I'm sold. Grab the tub and pop two little bad boys on my tongue ready for ... WAIT do I really wanna' eat ... too late.
03:30 Blurry vision, feeling slightly elated, eye wiggles, feeling hot and cold, ... Need a number 2 which is highly unsual however even though it felt rather uncomfortable it was rather comfortable and comforting too ... Mmmm
03:35 Major rushes .. arms and legs [been a while since I felt those rushes so strong], Hot and cold again ... feel like I might throw up but try to hold it back [Home made spag bol]. Some cold water and some distraction techniques ... all too much and up comes my lovely dinner ... garlic bread n all.
03:40 This is the stage it's normally the best ... post puke [and I puke 98 outa a 100] normally means stratosphere ... not tonight. Major jaw clenches, shaky legs and arms, minor eye wobbles, very little euphoria ....
03:50 Almost back to baseline .... WHAT? ... but with all the shitty side effects.
04:00 Fuck it I eat 2 more .... gotta work this time ...
04:30 Gentle high nothing major but major side effects ...
05:00 Still in the gentle area .....
05:30 Ah fuck it ....
Conclusion: Too high a tolerance for MDxx and no willpower = Waste of 4 pre-tested guaranteed quality pills
That'll teach me to be a greedy little munter

Had almost a bottle of wine, it's around 2am and I'm refusing to put on any electronica ... [I have a stash of pills].
01:00 Chatting on the net determined not to go out tonight and eat sweeties.
02:00 Someone I'm chatting with on the net eats a bean. Right off I go and do my chores .. dishes done, clothes folded .... my little paracetamol tub is brimming with pills and MDMA. I move the tub in to the other room.
02:30 <Puts coat on> Pick up my mobile and begin random dialling to specific people ... voicemail ... voicemail .. argh <Takes coat off>.
03:00 I've put on some Electronica ... starts with some online radio station then progresses to Ministry of Sound online <lots of cheese> and finally decide a little bit of Underworld ... oh no not "Cowgirl" ....
03:09 Barely managing to hold on ... "Jumbo" ... aww fuck now I'm sold. Grab the tub and pop two little bad boys on my tongue ready for ... WAIT do I really wanna' eat ... too late.
03:30 Blurry vision, feeling slightly elated, eye wiggles, feeling hot and cold, ... Need a number 2 which is highly unsual however even though it felt rather uncomfortable it was rather comfortable and comforting too ... Mmmm
03:35 Major rushes .. arms and legs [been a while since I felt those rushes so strong], Hot and cold again ... feel like I might throw up but try to hold it back [Home made spag bol]. Some cold water and some distraction techniques ... all too much and up comes my lovely dinner ... garlic bread n all.
03:40 This is the stage it's normally the best ... post puke [and I puke 98 outa a 100] normally means stratosphere ... not tonight. Major jaw clenches, shaky legs and arms, minor eye wobbles, very little euphoria ....
03:50 Almost back to baseline .... WHAT? ... but with all the shitty side effects.
04:00 Fuck it I eat 2 more .... gotta work this time ...
04:30 Gentle high nothing major but major side effects ...
05:00 Still in the gentle area .....
05:30 Ah fuck it ....
Conclusion: Too high a tolerance for MDxx and no willpower = Waste of 4 pre-tested guaranteed quality pills
That'll teach me to be a greedy little munter
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