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MDMA - moderately experienced - Serenity in the Midst of the Chaotic

Piper methysticum

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I have experience with MDMA, MDA, MDE, and Methylone as far as the entactogenic drugs go. I wanted to write an account of an interesting experience that took place less than a year ago.

I had been acquiring "Red Ferrari" Ecstasy pills at this point in time, and I suspected them to contain nothing but MDMA. The first batch of them seemed to be a moderate to somewhat strong dose, and the second batch (the pills had the same color and press but were slightly thicker), seemed to have a higher quality of MDMA (possibly more fresh and possibly a slightly higher dose), but both batches were very clean MDMA pills.

This account is of the third and last experience I had with them and was with the second batch.

It all started out when my girlfriend "A" and an older Crack Cocaine addict friend of mine "S" wanted to acquire some Crack that night. I was no where near in the mood so I offered to purchase them some if they agreed to let me go get an MDMA pill for myself.

I took the pill as soon as I got back into the car, and I drove to "D" and "F's" house (African-American friends of mine). I felt the effects before I even got there, and the rush started as soon as I walked in the door. I was at a peak when the Crack got there, and I was experiencing complete serenity and peacefulness within myself. I had no desire to use Cocaine in any way, shape or form.

"S" commented on the serene look on my face, and "D" said he had never seen me so content and happy. "S" also stated that she had never seen me so intimate and close to a woman before, and she thought it was sweet.

I was very amazed at the effect the MDMA was having on me. I was 100% content with being slouched down in the couch among the "circus" going on, and I had a smile on my face the whole time. I was thinking alot about myself and other people, analyzing the behavior of them, finding it quite bizarre. I even laughed when "D" asked me if I wanted a hit. I was like "no way. I am happy the way I am."

The whole time we were there, I was enjoying the pleasant euphoria flooding out of me and my eyes jiggling around the room. I felt completely relaxed even in the presence of all the anxious behavior that Crack induces. To be honest, I think my state of mind rubbed off on theirs! (Shulgin's hitchhiking effect) Everyone was quite talkative and content as well, and no one was acting like a fiend.

I just thought I'd share this odd experience with you guys to see if anyone has experienced anything similar. Keep in mind, I do not use MDMA for the mere purpose of getting high. I experiment with the psychological and therapeutic effects of such drugs, and I just thought this was a very interesting effect from MDMA.
 
Piper methysticum said:
Keep in mind, I do not use MDMA for the mere purpose of getting high. I experiment with the psychological and therapeutic effects of such drugs, and I just thought this was a very interesting effect from MDMA.

very interesting this is my relationship with mdma also. It takes a level of maturity to arrive at the point to use it responsibly for this.

it would be nice if you had some kava for the comedown. that is quite a delightful substance.
 
^^^

Yes, Kava is very nice. I actually have a good bit of quality Kava. I typically use Blue Lotus even more for those type of things.
 
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