SparklingAshes
Greenlighter
In this, I'm only going to describe the signifigant parts of my high. These take place over the course of my weekend. I will include all the good effects felt, and all the negative side effects.
Part one- the drive.
Me and my girlfriend were on our way to a local rave club, but before hand we'd each taken a 450mg gel cap of pure mdma/mda powder (70%mdma/30%mda), which we had mixed and put into gel caps ourselves, (hers wasn't even half full as I'm a larger person than her). Anyways we hop in my car, and off we go, not expecting myself to peak for at least 45 minutes like I normally do. And 4 minutes down the road (it's only a 10 minute drive downtown) it starts to hit me, and FAST.
First effects started as I noticed my body temperature dropping rapidly, as my feet started tingling and suddenly became numb. It spread up my legs and soon my hands and arms where numb as well. (at this point I say to my girl "oh shit, it's hitting me")
Gear shifting, accelerating, braking, and signaling become autonomous (I'm doing all safely and properly without thinking about it)
I feel as if I'm rapidly speeding up, to a warp like state even though the speedometer says I'm doing the speed limit. (50km)
Then suddenly I lost all sensation of being in my own body and I look down at my right arm on the stick, and notice a peculiar blue glow resonating around my skin. Not long after I realize that there are sparkles falling from the black sky, I regain the sensation of being human, and I feel covered in sweat. I keep asking my girlfriend if I'm driving okay and she assures me that I'm driving safe.
At this point the only thing I can hear is needles dropping in the distance, and the her voice echoing clearly as if in an empty gymasium. So I ask if we can just park and take a bus, but I keep hearing my thoughts telling me that we're almost there, the roads are straight, there is no traffic. My perception of time becomes very distorted, 5 minutes feels like 3 hours.
I arrive at the club, and step out of my car and become freezing cold, and my girlfriend severely needs to piss, so I ask the guys waiting in line if we can budge infront for these two reasons. She goes through security first, and then when my turn came up, the pat down felt like having gorillas tickling me, I get in, start dancing etc etc.
Part two- bathroom break.
After dancing for a while, and consuming another gel cap and an energy drink+two bottles of water, I REALLY had to piss. I get into the bathroom and I'm standing at the urinal draining myself as I notice my white jacket changing colours. I finish, and go to wash my hands, and as soon as I look at myself in the mirror, the gum I'm chewing starts tasting like dirt, and I see my pupils pulsing.
Part three- glitches on the dancefloor. Yet another 450mg later.
I would see people as being slightly shaded different colours, like green and purple, and began to see the lasers on the walls in 3D. I see half of one of my friends face glitch out, almost in the sense that it was vibrating violently. Kisses from my girlfriend felt angelic.
Part four- two car loads of friends, to the beach, to blaze.
5:20am the rave is nearing its end, but I want to stay high, so I do yet another gel capsule, and a tab of E. At 6am when the rave was over, me and my group of friends decided to drive to the beach, and at this point, I believed I had come down enough that I was safe to drive (which it turns out I drive much more responsibly high than sober)
but as soon as I leave the parking lot, I come to the realization that I'm still extremely fucked up. (although I thought the roads looked rather nice in the shade of dark purple I perceived)
20 minutes later, both car loads of friends had piled into my car all at once, to begin hotboxing in a rather closed space (being a BMW m3) and as we are doing so, I would look out the window to see a car coming, but as soon as it passed by, it would be a truck.
Part five- trying to piss on a tree.
During the session in my car, I really needed to piss. So I got out in the pitch black, but suddenly everything was visible in dark shades of grey, I walked on over to some bushes, and find a tree that looks thirsty. At this point a storm is blowing in, and the sun has yet to come up, everything below my nipples is numb. It felt as if I was standing there for half an hour (which was actually about 1 minute and 30 seconds) but during that time period, I could hear echoes of my friends voices and laughter echoing in my head, almost as if being carried by the wind, as well as the music from the previous hours re-playing.
This attempt to take a piss was unsuccessful.
Part six- trying to piss again
I excuse myself again, walk back to the same tree, but the echoing of music and voices becomes much more audible. But this time, I find that I have to contract just the right combination of muscles to get the urine flowing, although still numb, I have to rely on seeing it come out, and the sound of it hitting the tree to know when I'm finished. I manage to empty my bladder half-way, and I hear a deep voice telling me "At least now your bladder wont burst" I walk back to my car, and continue blazing.
Part seven- when the sun comes up.
As the sun started coming up, everything started changing into a sepia like, negative state of colour, sun was black, sky was yellow, grass was purple, and the massive waves looked something much like cosmic ripples. Every once and a while, things would change into different colours. Everytime I close my eyes, I can see everything clearly, natural and undistorted.
Part eight- nine thirty am.
At this point, I really want everyone except my girlfriend out of my car as soon as possible, so I drop them all off at a bus stop so the can bus home seeing as I didn't feel like driving around with more passengers than I have seatbelts for. Me and my girlfriend get home, hit the bed, and pass out almost instantly.
Part nine- waking up, and going to get greasy food.
I wake up, feeling sore, dehydrated, and very hungry, I look at the clock, and it's 6:24pm, I think to myself how I have successfully wasted an entire day sleeping, and as soon as that thought finishes, I fall back asleep. Yet to wake up again at 9pm, feeling twice as shitty. I get out of bed, walk into the bathroom, and realize my pupils are still very dialated, then I start to feel a rush coming, turns out, me and my girlfriend, have yet to come down entirely. So we shower, get dressed, and head upstairs to get our shoes on. I then have a sudden urge to drive her new mercedes instead of my car, and of course, she wont let me. So we get in my car, and drive to mcdons to get the greasiest food we can find. After ordering, and sitting down, I start eating some fries, as it becomes very difficult to chew (clenching my teeth together takes a huge amount of effort) and damn does the roof of my mouth ever hurt. I continue eating despite the pain, and manage to stomach a double big mac. The drive home annoyed me, all of the oncoming headlights seemed to be abnormally bright, and I really wanted to sit back and watch some movies. We get home, and start a docudrama about a couple of troops overseas. Girlfriend goes to sleep, but I can't seem to do the same.
Part ten- as I am writing this now. (5am sunday morning)
I'm sitting on the couch, on my laptop. Trying to close my teeth together is extremely difficult, everything is still very faintly giving off odd-coloured glow, and when I look up at the pot lights in the ceiling, they very slowly expand and contract as if they are breathing. I'm able to piss without difficulty, but I have no appetite.
It's almost 6am, sunday morning.
Side notes:
-First time doing mda.
-Friday night/early saturday morning, I had consumed a total of 2.35 grams of mdma/mda powder, a couple caps of e, and smoked about 1.5oz of pot.
-25% of me never wants to do drugs again, 75% of me wants to get twice as obliterated on new years.
-Also, before anyone comments on how they think it's irresponsible to drive high, the only time I felt my judgement was impaired in the slightest is when I started peaking. And even then I still arrived safely. My lesson to be learned is to take my drugs after I get to the party.
-It took my girlfriend 1 hour and 10 minutes to feel any effects. Also she did not have to have had any sort of visual hallucinations. (she only did 400mg of the mix throughout the night)
I'm going to try and sleep now,
Cheers.
Part one- the drive.
Me and my girlfriend were on our way to a local rave club, but before hand we'd each taken a 450mg gel cap of pure mdma/mda powder (70%mdma/30%mda), which we had mixed and put into gel caps ourselves, (hers wasn't even half full as I'm a larger person than her). Anyways we hop in my car, and off we go, not expecting myself to peak for at least 45 minutes like I normally do. And 4 minutes down the road (it's only a 10 minute drive downtown) it starts to hit me, and FAST.
First effects started as I noticed my body temperature dropping rapidly, as my feet started tingling and suddenly became numb. It spread up my legs and soon my hands and arms where numb as well. (at this point I say to my girl "oh shit, it's hitting me")
Gear shifting, accelerating, braking, and signaling become autonomous (I'm doing all safely and properly without thinking about it)
I feel as if I'm rapidly speeding up, to a warp like state even though the speedometer says I'm doing the speed limit. (50km)
Then suddenly I lost all sensation of being in my own body and I look down at my right arm on the stick, and notice a peculiar blue glow resonating around my skin. Not long after I realize that there are sparkles falling from the black sky, I regain the sensation of being human, and I feel covered in sweat. I keep asking my girlfriend if I'm driving okay and she assures me that I'm driving safe.
At this point the only thing I can hear is needles dropping in the distance, and the her voice echoing clearly as if in an empty gymasium. So I ask if we can just park and take a bus, but I keep hearing my thoughts telling me that we're almost there, the roads are straight, there is no traffic. My perception of time becomes very distorted, 5 minutes feels like 3 hours.
I arrive at the club, and step out of my car and become freezing cold, and my girlfriend severely needs to piss, so I ask the guys waiting in line if we can budge infront for these two reasons. She goes through security first, and then when my turn came up, the pat down felt like having gorillas tickling me, I get in, start dancing etc etc.
Part two- bathroom break.
After dancing for a while, and consuming another gel cap and an energy drink+two bottles of water, I REALLY had to piss. I get into the bathroom and I'm standing at the urinal draining myself as I notice my white jacket changing colours. I finish, and go to wash my hands, and as soon as I look at myself in the mirror, the gum I'm chewing starts tasting like dirt, and I see my pupils pulsing.
Part three- glitches on the dancefloor. Yet another 450mg later.
I would see people as being slightly shaded different colours, like green and purple, and began to see the lasers on the walls in 3D. I see half of one of my friends face glitch out, almost in the sense that it was vibrating violently. Kisses from my girlfriend felt angelic.
Part four- two car loads of friends, to the beach, to blaze.
5:20am the rave is nearing its end, but I want to stay high, so I do yet another gel capsule, and a tab of E. At 6am when the rave was over, me and my group of friends decided to drive to the beach, and at this point, I believed I had come down enough that I was safe to drive (which it turns out I drive much more responsibly high than sober)
but as soon as I leave the parking lot, I come to the realization that I'm still extremely fucked up. (although I thought the roads looked rather nice in the shade of dark purple I perceived)
20 minutes later, both car loads of friends had piled into my car all at once, to begin hotboxing in a rather closed space (being a BMW m3) and as we are doing so, I would look out the window to see a car coming, but as soon as it passed by, it would be a truck.
Part five- trying to piss on a tree.
During the session in my car, I really needed to piss. So I got out in the pitch black, but suddenly everything was visible in dark shades of grey, I walked on over to some bushes, and find a tree that looks thirsty. At this point a storm is blowing in, and the sun has yet to come up, everything below my nipples is numb. It felt as if I was standing there for half an hour (which was actually about 1 minute and 30 seconds) but during that time period, I could hear echoes of my friends voices and laughter echoing in my head, almost as if being carried by the wind, as well as the music from the previous hours re-playing.
This attempt to take a piss was unsuccessful.
Part six- trying to piss again
I excuse myself again, walk back to the same tree, but the echoing of music and voices becomes much more audible. But this time, I find that I have to contract just the right combination of muscles to get the urine flowing, although still numb, I have to rely on seeing it come out, and the sound of it hitting the tree to know when I'm finished. I manage to empty my bladder half-way, and I hear a deep voice telling me "At least now your bladder wont burst" I walk back to my car, and continue blazing.
Part seven- when the sun comes up.
As the sun started coming up, everything started changing into a sepia like, negative state of colour, sun was black, sky was yellow, grass was purple, and the massive waves looked something much like cosmic ripples. Every once and a while, things would change into different colours. Everytime I close my eyes, I can see everything clearly, natural and undistorted.
Part eight- nine thirty am.
At this point, I really want everyone except my girlfriend out of my car as soon as possible, so I drop them all off at a bus stop so the can bus home seeing as I didn't feel like driving around with more passengers than I have seatbelts for. Me and my girlfriend get home, hit the bed, and pass out almost instantly.
Part nine- waking up, and going to get greasy food.
I wake up, feeling sore, dehydrated, and very hungry, I look at the clock, and it's 6:24pm, I think to myself how I have successfully wasted an entire day sleeping, and as soon as that thought finishes, I fall back asleep. Yet to wake up again at 9pm, feeling twice as shitty. I get out of bed, walk into the bathroom, and realize my pupils are still very dialated, then I start to feel a rush coming, turns out, me and my girlfriend, have yet to come down entirely. So we shower, get dressed, and head upstairs to get our shoes on. I then have a sudden urge to drive her new mercedes instead of my car, and of course, she wont let me. So we get in my car, and drive to mcdons to get the greasiest food we can find. After ordering, and sitting down, I start eating some fries, as it becomes very difficult to chew (clenching my teeth together takes a huge amount of effort) and damn does the roof of my mouth ever hurt. I continue eating despite the pain, and manage to stomach a double big mac. The drive home annoyed me, all of the oncoming headlights seemed to be abnormally bright, and I really wanted to sit back and watch some movies. We get home, and start a docudrama about a couple of troops overseas. Girlfriend goes to sleep, but I can't seem to do the same.
Part ten- as I am writing this now. (5am sunday morning)
I'm sitting on the couch, on my laptop. Trying to close my teeth together is extremely difficult, everything is still very faintly giving off odd-coloured glow, and when I look up at the pot lights in the ceiling, they very slowly expand and contract as if they are breathing. I'm able to piss without difficulty, but I have no appetite.
It's almost 6am, sunday morning.
Side notes:
-First time doing mda.
-Friday night/early saturday morning, I had consumed a total of 2.35 grams of mdma/mda powder, a couple caps of e, and smoked about 1.5oz of pot.
-25% of me never wants to do drugs again, 75% of me wants to get twice as obliterated on new years.
-Also, before anyone comments on how they think it's irresponsible to drive high, the only time I felt my judgement was impaired in the slightest is when I started peaking. And even then I still arrived safely. My lesson to be learned is to take my drugs after I get to the party.
-It took my girlfriend 1 hour and 10 minutes to feel any effects. Also she did not have to have had any sort of visual hallucinations. (she only did 400mg of the mix throughout the night)
I'm going to try and sleep now,
Cheers.
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