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MDMA/MDA and Bettering Your Life.

Diloadid

Diloadid

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I decided to make a new thread in ED (being that it is my favorite focus-forum on BL) about something a bit more positive than the classic...

'Plz help dropped 15 mollies and am depress, when will I get better?' thread...

Just wondering what some of the positives of post-MDMA use people experience.
For example;

For a week or two after MDMA I retain this really positive headspace, even with some slight day-after discomfort. I try to focus on all the positives where my life has been so inwardly negative. I also think some of the post introspective aspects of MDMA have helped me retain a better mindset on where my life has been and where I don't want it to go again (opiate addiction).

I have even found this to be the case when I irresponsibly dosed multiple days in a row, although I am much more responsible now.

These are just a few of the many positives I experience from post MDMA use.

Feel free to chime in.

This thread is all positives. So don't be a Debbie Downer, please.
 
Nice thread. Really the biggest positive for me was finding something that for just a few hours I have no worries and can connect with my loved ones in a way I never thought possible.

I don't really get an after glow when I roll. My brain just feels crispy for a few days.
 
I like to use MDMA by myself. So for me it is a very personal, and mentally cleansing, and I garnish a ton from the experience in its entirety.
 
I think that when I first started using MDMA it helped me drop a lot of social/personal guards that I didn't even know I was putting up most of the time, and in doing so I've made some really amazing friends - people that I feel indescribably close to even when we're all 100% sober. And, weird as it sounds, I think my lifestyle is healthier now than it was before: I try to space rolls well (4 weeks minimum) and live really clean in-between, because I know that the healthier I am, the more I'll enjoy it when those occasions do come around.
 
As said in previous posts, I find that for a few days or weeks after I feel much happier with my life and what I've accomplished with it. I also Love that few hours when only happy and nice memories or thoughts are in your head. I also find that I am a much more social person now, for a while I was perfectly happy sitting in my room alone on the weekends playing computer games but now I really feel the need to get out and socialize. I've kind of gone back to staying in on the weekends but for different reasons, one is that my friends are super unorganized so I'll find out shit is going on once it's late and I don't really want to walk 20+min in the freezing cold rain...

Another is that since taking MDMA I've noticed that music has consumed my life in a good way and that I've definitely had a change in taste when it comes to music which I am very happy with. I used to be a huge metal head secretly thinking I was bad ass because I listening to Death Metal and what not but honestly that scene is filled with douche bags. Glad I'm out of it. I've also started DJing locally around my town doing house parties which I love doing, currently waiting on my new gear to come in...

Anyways long story short MDMA has positively affected me in many ways and I am thankful for it. :)
 
the first time i tried MDMA back in June, it really helped me get over some prior relationship problems with my partner. I had some residual depression and I was still untrusting of him. However, we rolled together and it just completely changed my attitude about everything. All it took was a few words, maybe a sentence when we rolling, addressing the issue, and i was completely over it. I also began to listen to EDM and not listen to emo music anymore, started making kandi and just becoming an overall PLUR kid instead of an emo kid. I now have a much better outlook on life.

It's just brought a lot of positivity to my life in general. <3
 
Helped me with appreciating my relationships with loved ones, and how amazing my life is here on earth. Brought me closer to my girlfriend and close friends. Made me feel truly alive for the first time in ears and sort of kick me out of depression.
 
After rolling for that first time, my social anxiety and most of my general anxiety went poof. It's also the only drug I was ever able to control entirely, keeping the use at bare minimum. It's done me a world of good, and virtually no harm (obvious harm that is). Wish I could say the same for the rest of the shit I put in my body.

Also, I too like the after-effects of mdma, just puts me in a "don't give a fuck", calm state of mind for a few days. Some people might complain about that, but I find the lack of strong emotions enjoyable for a brief time. Nice thread.

Edit: Not to mention it's left me richer for a great experience and amazes me with something new each time. And to feel the magic again I just need to listen to that one song from when I peaking for the first time :).
 
Wow you literally remind me of a good friend, at a party we were discussing the benefits of E and he was telling us how it essentially cured him of social anxiety. Great guy, always an interesting conversation, he studies philosophy.
 
The single biggest thing was an increase in confidence, paticularly with the fairer gender. A "don't give a fuck" attitude to raving as well :) If you're a mess, go with it.
 
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