DOB
Bluelighter
I was waiting for this party from 22.11.2008 and when silvester finaly came i was very happy even sober :D I was planing to invite one great girl that i loved hardcore two years ago.I dont know why,the night before party i was unable to sleep.This never happened before.I was little bit exhausted but when i was leaving my home i was charged with some strange mental energy,like some warm elektricity from heaven.
Outside of my house was very cold,-7 or something like that.Journey to the club was short but my freezing ass was really uncomfortable.When i arrived at 20:50 the club wasnt even open but my two friends were there waiting for me.
M my longtime best friend and L my party friend.Whe were the first people that entered club and we get present from sponsor of the club,the roll shop :D They sell all imaginable things for potheads.
There were many familiar peoples,new special audiosystem with biggest subwoofers i ever saw in my life.The walls were shaking
like they were dopesick 
The laser & light system in this legendary underground club is absolutly crazy,best i ever saw.It flash super bright light hyper fast creating this visual hallucinatios when combined with full rainbow spectrum lights and lasers.This club was 50 years ago Soviet nuclear shelter.Very very good set and setting.
We were just sitting & chillin for hour and half until the girl K arrived.It was her first time at dnb party.It was my dream for year that we will go to some quality dnb night.My dream came true,creating this pure true intense inner euphory wich is much better than all drugs i had in my life
.I wasnt myself and we were just chilling wich wasnt very much fun for K. She doesnt need drugs to party hard like me.We dosnt even dropped our rolls and she was dancing like mad.My friend M eated arround 22:12 his 3g of pottent shrooms.While we were chilling we smoked weed.I didnt drank any alcohol or energy drink all the time.
At 23:00 girl K decided that she will go to house party of her friends but that she will return at 02:00 Me and my friend M dropped one whole blue naked ladie.The pill was really slim and wasnt too much bitter.It was 23:15. After hour at 00:10 i wasnt feeling anything and my friend M was tripping way harder that he wanted.He was acting like crazy but nothing too bad.He suggested that we will drop another pills becose they are very weak ( 40mg mdma,but pure ) I suggested that we will wait little bit more becose if it is PMA it take longer time to feel anything.
At 00:20 we dropped another pill each. 00:40 my friend M gave my his last pill becose i wasnt rolling hard and he was hippy flipping too hard.From 01:00 i dont remember night very well,but i know that arround 01:30 i bought one whole white four leaf clover,that roll was something like 80mg mdma and little bit of meth.From this time i definetly started to roll.Djs played best sets i ever heard,everybody was my best freind,i dint have problem to talk to anybody,all my fears and insecurities disappeared,it was such a extreme relax for my ego and mind.
From 02:00 to 02:30 i danced little bit.But i stopped becose girl K wasnt there and i just needed her presence.I was experiencing most euphoric high in my life.I was beyond heaven,i was rolling inside my real dream.The euphory was like huge hypernova full of purest radiant light & pleasure exploding in my head sending jolts of incredible enjoyment trough my body.The empathy expandet into something i can call emotional telepathy.I had soo much joy from everything.Pissing was like 30 second orgasm,talking with strangers was... i dont know words that can describe it.I never felt that much life energy and harmony.At 02:50 some good stranger gave me half of unknown white pill for free.
After in stopped dancing,every ten minutes i was trying to find K very hard.
Everything was perfect except that she wasnt there.I was rolling very hard, i talked with countless strangers.My eyes were extremly opened,like i just saw godzilla or something.My jaw was doing funny things but i thank to god that i dont saw that.I was very touchy,girl or man,stranger or friend... cuddle pudle with whole club.
I know that dosing multiple times with lower dosage will make roll less intense and worse comedown but this time it was different.I enjoyed smooth come up more than intense rocket lauch from double drop,i wasnt confused.Intensity was totaly similiar like if i had droped it all at once but i was much more clear headed.
From 04:00 i was starting to come down.My lack of sleep was now very intense.I had problem to stand up.I was mentaly very slow and extremly lazy.
I was looking little bit sick and very amped up.But i had much worse come downs.This time i wasnt felling unhappy.I wasnt high,serotonin was gone but i felt warm love to someone
Do you think 5-htp is comedown killer? love is much more effective comedown killer.
We wanted to leave at 05:00 but becose i lost ticket from my clothes,i was trapped here.After everybody get their clothes at 06:20 i went home with friends.When we were partying,snow fallen down and it was ridiculously cold outside.Vasoconstriction combined with cold created this freezing torture.I never felt so cold.I arrived at home at 08:00.I was trying to sleep in my bed from my arrive to 22:00 but with no succes.By whis time i was zombie and hallucinations started.Shadow people,melting everything.I didnt eated anything,i was suspecting that all those things are becose of meth in pills.My heart beated hard.At 03:30 i smoked weed and passed out at 07:30.
I had longest lucid dream in my life,2 hours minimum.It was so long that it wasnt even interesting at the end.When i waked up i felt very loved up.I wasnt un happy wich is strange becose rolls give me two weaks long depression. K didnt returned becose she wasnt having enought fun with us
and yes i love her very much,i dont know why,it is little bit iracional becose i she wasnt very long with me but fuck it,i am defense less.I will just go with the flow.
PLEASE COMMENT
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Outside of my house was very cold,-7 or something like that.Journey to the club was short but my freezing ass was really uncomfortable.When i arrived at 20:50 the club wasnt even open but my two friends were there waiting for me.
M my longtime best friend and L my party friend.Whe were the first people that entered club and we get present from sponsor of the club,the roll shop :D They sell all imaginable things for potheads.
There were many familiar peoples,new special audiosystem with biggest subwoofers i ever saw in my life.The walls were shaking
like they were dopesick The laser & light system in this legendary underground club is absolutly crazy,best i ever saw.It flash super bright light hyper fast creating this visual hallucinatios when combined with full rainbow spectrum lights and lasers.This club was 50 years ago Soviet nuclear shelter.Very very good set and setting.We were just sitting & chillin for hour and half until the girl K arrived.It was her first time at dnb party.It was my dream for year that we will go to some quality dnb night.My dream came true,creating this pure true intense inner euphory wich is much better than all drugs i had in my life
.I wasnt myself and we were just chilling wich wasnt very much fun for K. She doesnt need drugs to party hard like me.We dosnt even dropped our rolls and she was dancing like mad.My friend M eated arround 22:12 his 3g of pottent shrooms.While we were chilling we smoked weed.I didnt drank any alcohol or energy drink all the time.At 23:00 girl K decided that she will go to house party of her friends but that she will return at 02:00 Me and my friend M dropped one whole blue naked ladie.The pill was really slim and wasnt too much bitter.It was 23:15. After hour at 00:10 i wasnt feeling anything and my friend M was tripping way harder that he wanted.He was acting like crazy but nothing too bad.He suggested that we will drop another pills becose they are very weak ( 40mg mdma,but pure ) I suggested that we will wait little bit more becose if it is PMA it take longer time to feel anything.
At 00:20 we dropped another pill each. 00:40 my friend M gave my his last pill becose i wasnt rolling hard and he was hippy flipping too hard.From 01:00 i dont remember night very well,but i know that arround 01:30 i bought one whole white four leaf clover,that roll was something like 80mg mdma and little bit of meth.From this time i definetly started to roll.Djs played best sets i ever heard,everybody was my best freind,i dint have problem to talk to anybody,all my fears and insecurities disappeared,it was such a extreme relax for my ego and mind.
From 02:00 to 02:30 i danced little bit.But i stopped becose girl K wasnt there and i just needed her presence.I was experiencing most euphoric high in my life.I was beyond heaven,i was rolling inside my real dream.The euphory was like huge hypernova full of purest radiant light & pleasure exploding in my head sending jolts of incredible enjoyment trough my body.The empathy expandet into something i can call emotional telepathy.I had soo much joy from everything.Pissing was like 30 second orgasm,talking with strangers was... i dont know words that can describe it.I never felt that much life energy and harmony.At 02:50 some good stranger gave me half of unknown white pill for free.
After in stopped dancing,every ten minutes i was trying to find K very hard.
Everything was perfect except that she wasnt there.I was rolling very hard, i talked with countless strangers.My eyes were extremly opened,like i just saw godzilla or something.My jaw was doing funny things but i thank to god that i dont saw that.I was very touchy,girl or man,stranger or friend... cuddle pudle with whole club.
I know that dosing multiple times with lower dosage will make roll less intense and worse comedown but this time it was different.I enjoyed smooth come up more than intense rocket lauch from double drop,i wasnt confused.Intensity was totaly similiar like if i had droped it all at once but i was much more clear headed.
From 04:00 i was starting to come down.My lack of sleep was now very intense.I had problem to stand up.I was mentaly very slow and extremly lazy.
I was looking little bit sick and very amped up.But i had much worse come downs.This time i wasnt felling unhappy.I wasnt high,serotonin was gone but i felt warm love to someone
Do you think 5-htp is comedown killer? love is much more effective comedown killer.We wanted to leave at 05:00 but becose i lost ticket from my clothes,i was trapped here.After everybody get their clothes at 06:20 i went home with friends.When we were partying,snow fallen down and it was ridiculously cold outside.Vasoconstriction combined with cold created this freezing torture.I never felt so cold.I arrived at home at 08:00.I was trying to sleep in my bed from my arrive to 22:00 but with no succes.By whis time i was zombie and hallucinations started.Shadow people,melting everything.I didnt eated anything,i was suspecting that all those things are becose of meth in pills.My heart beated hard.At 03:30 i smoked weed and passed out at 07:30.
I had longest lucid dream in my life,2 hours minimum.It was so long that it wasnt even interesting at the end.When i waked up i felt very loved up.I wasnt un happy wich is strange becose rolls give me two weaks long depression. K didnt returned becose she wasnt having enought fun with us
and yes i love her very much,i dont know why,it is little bit iracional becose i she wasnt very long with me but fuck it,i am defense less.I will just go with the flow.PLEASE COMMENT
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